did i mention..

my cousin is a superstar!!
the oine i hav mentioned before as my buddy budstar bhuna fish numbr 1 is a head strong,passionate and amazing yonug lady, she has lived through being an undecidsive 'i dnt mind' to eveyr question even it mean doing something she hated!!,to being a mr confident yet shy girl always needing to please the same bt with a little mre gusto, to finding herslef even mre and causing jaws to drop when she said no!!to fighting back to my dad and making us all piss our pants because aswell as being the funniest person i may have met she then used it to quick wit back to my dad, and anyone that does this and wiht such succes nt only makes me jealous with the fact its done with such eligence and low blood pressure from her and with happiness that she actually doign it, the the girl who wanted kids,husband family kind of laugh,nice house things like that, to the girl that went to uni and did all the partying she had missed thorugh the rest of her life because she was studying like a wakco to get to where she was and be spot on on everything, to makjing me luahg with photos such as dressing up in j-cloth dresses as i cleaning lady, to taking two impossibl courses like spanish and french and then adding another launguage to learn, and being able to do it,and then making me angry when she refueses to speak it to me(i will listen to that fluetn laungauge girl makr my words.),to seeing her read through a french paragraph page and writing it in english as if she was simply copying it from one piece to another(wo) to telling me she doesnt no bout this kids thing and is nw going the the career thing and going to foucus on being who she wants to be first, to coming to stay with us,leaving in the morning and going to an interview (which by the way is gfucking important future deicing stuff for a place in france because she will be spending half a yr in france and half in spain at the start of the nxt uni term) and then in two days hearing back from the lady and finding she got it!!the girl is moving to france, a place we do love bt have nvr lived in or been in it like a home before, this young lady is amazing ladies and gentleman, so grounded must be scared shit bt is taking it practicality by practicality making sure she can sleep in a room that doesnt involved washing her hands in the toildet bowl coz there no room for a sink lol!!
good on you cousin i love you, and im afriad to put a downer onthis whole thing bt i will miss you too much!!