For no reason!

i read and read all these blogs on the internet, each one capturing me and making me want more and more,to start one for myslf. easch time i see click to make your own blog i chicken out. all the world wide bloggers know exactly waht to talk about and know exactly how to say it, plus somehow seem to lead such extrordinary lives. I have spent many a time thinking jst pretend, write some exciting crap, make life interesting, but no that jst wont do!! so i thought out of all the blogs i have save in my favourite bar, oh gosh its shocking the amount i have and my computer if it could speak would curely be groaning under the pressure of them all, bt i cnt stop adding them..'what if i nevr find them again or something happens to the internet' all these scary notions speed through me and i must keep clicking add. some time soon if nt already i am sure there will be a support group for weening off the blogging hemasphere, until then i must get my fix and so i must keep clicking...ooh back to the point, yes i may have put so many in my favourite bt i am sure i have nt even made a dent in the billions out there, and so who in the end would wander through cyber-space across mine, and if y some mistake they do who will continue to read and then after waking up the next day-keyboard inprinted face to boot- after falling asleep at the sight of my blog,who would continue to read it..none!!so why nt jst write random oring crap, i enjoy jst rambling about nothing,and it gives me something to do.

i have always wanted to write, always get jealous of writers who jst sit and write books, ideas nvr come to me i can nt get anything off the ground, so rambling is the only writing skill i have.

my blogs in favourite bar are i have to admit probalby all bt a few food blogs.cooking is my passion, i read blogs, i am subscrier to good food, thanks mum, and i buy olive when it comes out, if i wasnt such a stingy b**i would most certianyl uy them all, i spend my tim eon the internet scoping the wolrd of food blogs, looking at google images, at every food site i can find,and i have my own recipe binder on the good food website.

its hard because i would love to do what my fellow cooks do on here and,post every/most days aout the wonders they are cooking,seeing and all the restaraunts and markets,and all the foodie travels they all get up to,with amazing pictures of the concoctoins to boots...bt to my dismay i can not. a few reasons why, i simply am banned from the kitchen some days ecause mum gets bothered y me takin gon the cooking all the time,and they would all be clinically obese if i kept aking and doing what i sowish with my buttered fingers!! so i am rastioned to one baking adventure a week or sometimes shock horror one per two weeks, anohter reason is that as we all know the cost of food is going up and we already have a big family, two of which are men with appetites and we simply cnt afford to keep buying all those baking/cooking product,bummer!!there is also the fact when i cook my fellow residents here do nt quite appreciate my obsession so are nt interested in waiting until i photo the food before they have licked there plates and gone back to scrape the pan!! and the digital camera often is taken y one family member or aonther and so is nvr around to take the pictures. all in all you see my dilema. so i will jst write about it.haha yet anohter reason why noone will read this blog because no matter hw old we are we are always attracted y pictures,and scrolls of drivvle with no pictures like this,will jst nt fit the bill!!

bt this is my first evr post and it took lots of courage to do,being brave enough to post to noone is harder than one think you know!!

i did get two great pictures up, in this cold winter weather our heaters are on and we are snuggled in scarfes,dressing gownds and other fluffy garments. and this is where i would rather be at our little place by the sea oh how i miss it!!thought right now the weather on the beach, wind soaring up to our place on the edge hmmm ...mebbie nt!!