they left us!!

ONLY JOKING...we told them to go,me and bro alone for the night waswhat happened on saturday.
firt off maand pa were invited to go to a party like thrre hrs away, they were reluctant for obvious reasons,go so far for a bbq then come back hmm bit much dnt you think,bt then they thought eh no we want to see our friends and its jst driving lets make an effort, then they decide to make a weekend of it and so they booked themselves into a hotel,after consultant us thoroughly cz the bro gets panicky on his own,hes got me whats there to worry bout lol!!in the ned though they went and had a lovely time and even did some sight seeing the nxt day.and of course i cooked fajitas for them when they got home.aww im sweet right,allthough it was only the bro that ate it cz they were pigged out frm there day of sightseeing and gorgeing on loacal produce hmmm!!was o.k though throughout the night it gt picked on lol!!
bro cooked some burgers up 2 this weekend,smelt the house out nice one mate try using the fan MATE.
IM CURRENTLY WATCHING GLAMOURS BES DRESSED ON THE NEWLY NAMES FIVER,IT AINT BAD BT I FEEL A BIT SAD FOR WATCHING IT AND HOOSING TO DO SO.HMM NOOOO ITS COOL MAN!!
watched the movie ' in her shoes,seen it before and loike it this time too.
oooh this post was quick,get me am i improving on nt novel writing all the time.

few things again ..

lets fill in cyber space on my exciting life.so been to asda i was quicker than mum this time so thats a shocker lol!!she was trying on clothes though and this is something mother needs farrrr too much time for lol!!she bought some lovely clothes though, it somehow gets to me when she finds the cash to buy all these clothes when it is for her bt avoids liking what i want so as to nt pay for things,and yes im too old nw to ask for thing like that,bt even when i was young,hhmmmm should i shut up and get ovr my selfsihs spoiltness hmmm yes bt tough shit its true!!i alos bough 'miami vice' film for jst three quid man so that was great,i did like that when i went to see it at the cinema,though i have to say i dint enjoy the fact my friend who i went to see it with was trying to pull all through the film, i love my friend bt she is obsessed with boys which worries me sometimes to be honest,and all the way through the film she tried for the attention of these twats who would clearly nt treat her right,why the twats why go for the twats luv.

i did buy some great pjs though and are going in the airing cupboard nw soaking up some linen smells mmmm!!hehe werod bt nobody can tell me they dnt love the linen cupboard smell,i got some knickers too wahoo!!

watched the apprentice and would like to say its great stuff,bt also would like to say why do they carry those cases round with them into the end meeting when they clearly bought mre stuff than that so yes its a great affect and all that bt hmmm they should be made to slog the other six suitcases they have too,way bettr viewing, i suppose being fired and lookjing like a constipated twat carrying all there luggage to the taxi would jst be too much.fair enough.

watched brothers and sisters,kitty is pregnant,awwwwwwwwwwwww love it even though yes she is jst a character.stupid brother having affair,other one is o.k right nw bt i fear somehting big is coming,other sister has had her children taken aqnd is acting so greatly as usual,mum is contining with her allways weirdness lol she has her issues bless her,other brother is on pills again,other sister is fitting in nicely bt will there be something big on the storyline horizon i wonder.uncle clearly gay.

wathced holby loved it,mre affairs,and good storylines lol.
watched casualty,loves it mre affairs here too,one of which was a good twist,she is going out with the fitty though she isnt going out with him cz she knows it wrong,yet she likes him,aaaargh bt herhusbandis having anaffairandisabitofatwatat time,bt he is jstsleepingrou nd whilst his wifeey feels gulty with the kids.poor dude!!
soaps great.space bar isnt working nw shit!!
mrelater got to work on this space bar

nt sure yet...

new series of peep shw.sometimes icnt helpbt laugh.there soin time with the humour and also so weird and almst annoying with it that i makes me laugh,bt do i like it.we will see!!

haha..

..loose womens karol interviewed russle brand and it was very flirty and saucry indeed.bt funny all the same lol,dnt know on his new movie i think by the reviews it should be good though!!and hes a laught too.

oh oh oh...

cnt think of title so used the same as before..
sis has gone back to uni,i have to say im missing her alreayd,as i've mentioned in the pst there jst a nice feeling when she hear,a togetherness to the family unit i suppose.bt she has gone to pass all her exams,go sis!!i did get to see the bf who i havent seen since chrismtas cz his is based in london so that was nice.
jst heard the news the wesley snipes has been jailed for three yrs good gawsh,wo.hmm will hea be the one celb who serves his time i wonder.

i made mac and cheese and everyone delved in even the fussy bro liked it and actually had a higer note to his voice when he saw what i had done,mum drvoe sis back to uni so she was very loving towards me coming hom late to see it st on the table.dad got to gotp pub in between taking me to get ingredient(nt before maing for me to be quick)and then he came home to eat.and brother got to go out and play and come in to that.so they were al thanking me lots.nw my mac and cheese is what we have had as mac and cheese in our fam for,mm forever actually bt i have nevr heard it being done by anyone else.my mum has always done it this way,and it placing salmon fillets in the bottom before putting the mac and cheese([asta woth homemade cheese sauce)on top and thensprinkles with cheese and bakes.i dnt know hw weird people would find this(cough cough cough cough cough cough dnt deny the lip smakcing please as you havent tried it,its loved by all)bt its hw we have always done it so there we go!!my dad has horseradish with too,that man either has to have that or chillies to burn his mouth off.we have got ovr the should we be offned he cnt jst have our tast in the food,cz he jst a weird to be honest.and they have leftover too cz i made it in the biigest dish we had so they can have it for lunch.

my godmother and auntie from the farm came to us at midnight lst night and is asleep in hans room.(look hw we replaced her lol)no they are staying jst for the night as they are going on to there hols,it wa meant to be there daughters hols bt she has becmome ill with something on her lung(im telling myself it isnt a lump of that kind)so theyhave taken it for them lol!!and so are popping in for the night and then shooting off this morning.it was lovly to see themthough i had a head ahcne and was asleepso went off to bed.they brough us a piece of pork as requested from my mum from there farm shop which of course came from ther epigs,and for a thankyou for letting them stay they brough some beef and sausages too,and of course for my dad some organ,i tuned away before i could hear what type of organ it was bt he nw happy lol.and ive frozen antoher bit of meat for them to take on with themcz it my uncles birthday so they will have it then.aww.they have to remembr it though lol.i left them a note so they should see it!!

big beef dinner was cooked lst night so all was happy and sweet smelling in the house.its so good when oyu go out to get the rest of the stuff for tea and you put the meat in then walk back through the door and ar emet with the smell of a raost,there is nothing like it lol.

oops i watched the bill,ooops i said i wouldnt get into it,actually i nvr said it bt i though i wouldnt bt i was only slightly watching it lol!!
and joey is wqute amusing right nw.and also escap to the country was it worht it with the wate twoer i started watching it looks like it was worth i though the man is cealry crazu and needed to think mre before spending me thinks,i nvr actually watched the end to find out hw it all went lol,silly me.
i have been missing grey anomtoy for er,sorry no cmpettion,i do tell myself oh watch er on the repeat bt i cnt i jst have to watch it as soon as its on lol.
the golden compass is out on dvd soon bt i cnt get into watching it,which i am confused bout cz i was so excited before it came out.
james bond,indiana jones and anglinas new ones are some i am looking out for on cineam screens.

brother has hair cut today which he always is so particlaur bout and i remeinded him before he went out,and then he forgot and missed it.silly boy,and he also is being bit of a pain with doing his paper round and mum is bailing him out somewaht,he acutally said to dad today oh dad dn have a go i was going to domy paoers bt wasout, you dumb ass hw can you get away with that,you were out cz you were plying with friends nt deleivering blood you ninny!!mum left them for him to sort yesterday bt i wreckin if he doesnt finshe them she will get him out of it again,hmm!!

she went to our bigger co-op in the nx village and was very pleased when she got lots mre for her money,she brought those rocky bars plain he and thecamrel ones the bring back memory from childhood,i think my sis was a firm beleiver of them being made by saint lol!!its weird hw these things we associate with things from childhood and the memorys and smiles they bring with them,its nice though thatthere are thing like that in our lives which do bring good things back to our mindotherwsie where the hell would we be.

the other day i saw a girl that left in the sceniors to live with ehr dad,it was weird she has and hasnt changed at all,i dnt know wehtehr she saw me bt she nevr recognized me if she did,we were close friends like she was in my closest friends group of girls,hw weird im wishing it was isimly that she dint see me or that it was for a good reason to me that she dint recognize me lol.

aaaa aaa my nxt door neighbour makes me smile,very lovely couple,so cute,so in love,going to be wed,go to do all kinds of super things to there home.and so lovely i have mentioend them before,and he and he sing and pay there piono and guitar and you can ehar them through my walls,its so cute,so bringing to the face smiles moments,love it,if i can hear them though waht can they hear in our house,we are kbown to let out feeling with shireks you know lol!!

oh oh oh..

getting into middle of the night kevin hill,and i getting hooked i think so.shit.
style her famous has been known to be watched too.shit.
simple life somteims too!!shit.
swtiched i cnt do bt is sometimes left on whether theres noting else if only for company!!shit.
my name is early lst night,nt so shitworthy!!
big bang theory i hav lst some viewing with bt no i think its all very funny there is jst other stuff on,sorry.very funny though.
keep missing paul o grady.
must check out of i can catch up on shipwrecked..yes i watch it..no im nt ashamed!!
lose women always gone be wrocking my tv boat,loving them all on that shw.

not impressed..

... with the snooker taking ovr.o.k there are snooker people out there,bt no people people people it jst isnt good,one its boring to me,dnt get it and aaa dnt want to, and for aonther things mm its taken ovr a fair few of my yummy programs,ready stready cook for one.im nw afraid to see hw long this tornament will be on for as i dnt watn to anger myself with the fact i will have to suffer it for that long lol!!

also nt impressed that i thought i may have severed a limb(o.k finger)the other day.what happened is probably my own fault(o.k yes it was my own fault)bt it was scary all the same expecially since i was in the house by myself so it ws made mre scary cz wat if it was a limb...
it all started when the family invited me to the new place they wanted to try which was 'wok mania'i turned it down to be with my duvet,im afriad it jst dint appeal(so why was i offended they asked me sisters bf instead bf i dnt no my paronoia that they all hate me perhaps and all along wanted me to say no so he could go with them hmm...!!)in the end they thought it was o.k bit weird bt nice enough...backto the evered limb(o.k finger sotry)i was blending some soup at the time and a bit of veg got stuck so me being me i stuck my finger in to get it out,and of course gripping the mixer to get it out i cough cough gripped the on buttom and blended my finger,yes you going quezzy yet i am jst thinking bout the whole thing again lol.my first thought was shock i think,no pain jst the sudden going ovr what had jst happend in my head and then the paralizing sound of the blade chunking on my finger andrealizing there was no way my finger would still be attatched properly,i looked then and it was like it wo here comes the blood,here certianly comes the blood,so i shoved it in my mouth and sucked till i had no feeling left in my finger,took it out and it went on bleeding so i stood there gigling as if id bin inhaling too much helium for far too long,i think i was in shock at this time too,then i phoned the parents and they were in the middle of there food so i nvr told them what happenened cz i new they would come home right then,so i continued to stand there,i tell you i kept hearing the chunking of the blade hitting my finger,and it tunrs uot the thing was quite a cut bt i think i was saved cz the blade hit the top of my finger,if it had swished acorss the bottom bit and that bit had bin trapped against the blade i think it would have been very bad,bt now i have a cut nail(yes it went through my poor little nail)and some two gashes,which are sore bt healing thankfully.it took when they were nealry home for the pain to kick in and then i wept a wee bit,then they all looked after me and my sister thanked her stomach for sending her out for a meal cz she cnt stand blood or anythinglike that so would have fallen to the floor at sight of what happened.

i was cheered up when my sis and her bf played a joke on my bro who had jst seen the dr who episode with the squid like creatures with the light bulb thingy in front of them,and had been scared since,they came and snook out to the pc printing something off and we were all veyr confued as they then snook into the lounge with stickkers and string and other things,then appearing in the garden in the dark were the squid like creatures off dr who,it was classic they had printed them off them interentet to make life size mask and stung them rounf the head,complete with candles as the light bulb things,we all luaghed lots,and my finger hurt as my laugh made the pulse throb in my finger,ouch. i am nw jst suffering with realising hw much you actually use that finger for almsot everyhitng in your day.my brother by the way was revivsing for a test(this boy meant to be doing his gcses)this was late at night when he should be in bed.
my sis was nvr a swot she went through bad patch bt my brother take the biscuit on lst minute revising at the moment,i tell you brother going through the change nt good lol!!
and as it happens sis is studying all the time for her uni stuff,considering this is her lst yr i think she should be proud she really is working like a trooper,let it be o.k.

i am watching lost whihcis being showed in the middle of the night on a saturday and i am sure i missed half the stuff that is being showed,bt then im sure i sat like a zomby when they were on our screens so nt quite sure there,maybe the firs ttime i was too ingrossed with jack and soyuer on the beach hehe!!

also hollyoaks in the city,nt sure on whether i can get into liking it yet.

desperate houswives i want to see it again and again,and hw does eva manage to look amazing even when dressed up as a boy,that little bitch of beauty lol.its classic though they jst seem to get bettr all the time.

right to the big thing in tv world,heroes started lst night and yes i misssed it bt this time i did it on purpose,almost missed it by accident though,bt i suddnely rememedm bt cz i was was watching channel for plus on channle it was time for come dine with me so i thought,come on heroes is always repeated again and if nt i always have good old iplayer so all isgood.the run up has been great though as the characters have been appearing on shws like loose women and this morning,so its all bin good,very fit people me thinks,oh and i think they could do this cz they were here anyway for the bafta and promoting there shws so us english grabbed them at good time eh?!!and the hiro guy who everyone loves the mst i think was in the weekend paper suppliment thing and i found out some interesting stuff,like his mum was a very brave lady when she went against all she new and divroced her husband and brough hero man to us and there he became a child genious(very cute on the front of a mag when he was a wee boy)and then he went on to be a big genious doing all sorts of work for very improtan people and helping out with filmsand comps,and graphics and stuff then to be braver and trying the acting to get into the thick of it,and coming into small shows where only he got the japenses this or chinese this and then landing his scrubs and then jst as he was going to give it up cz it wasnt he they wanted bt almsot the japenese extra type character and then he landed heroes.he seems like a sweety onthe show and out and the character join enough for you to love both!!and he is so down to earth too,nt up his own assness at all,he loves his fam and what he does and it clealry hasnt gone to his head aprt from to shw him hard work pays and he a lady ctacher lol,oh and geeks are cool!!

i started james patterson and have contineued to love his work and am gripped from word one once again.yay!!womens murder club is another get you into the characters and worry for them type thing,one of the members mother is nw indanger so it all on the edge of the seat stuff from the opening bits.yay!!

come dine in me is veyr weird,so no change there then.this time someone was sick from the food lol,and it showed it all in all it builders bum and seriously sicking up everything glory!!
i would love to be on this shw i think its fab.this time the women who is meant to be the delia of tongiths shw was the one who came third and happend to be the one to make the person sick lol.

of course er was on,what can i say this shw will always have rave reviews from me and i will nvr say a bad word apart from why arent they mkaing mre so i can watch it forever lol.i love pratt(whihc is shouldnt say cz when i say things like this they go and leave on me)bt he bin in the shw for so long he almost like a family member and continues to be great.ms who started in bend it like beckham is having a tough time of it all and noone new it was her birthdsy it was very sad.mr fit is getting together with the one who played the swot in scooby doo movie who is soo gorgeous she has such pretty feature bout her.then there the yonug virgin who is jst cute,then the sergion who i wreckon i always gona love neela bt wnt allow it and who is getting it off with new women anyway,then there red haired guy(name gone sorry)who is always hilarious and is aruging in this one with the receptionist who is too funny and like a bear too.and pratts women is nt calling him back and it tunrs out its cz she is trying to let him 'offf the hook'cz she has this thing that is passed in her genes where she will get cancer and have to have abag and all this kind of stuff,so it hard for the poor couple, i wonder whether it will make him relaise hw much he cares and will he fight for her,i want him to have some love man,and there abby who is ovr seas with luka,they bettr stay together man i would be devastated lol.

there was also a prgram on lst nigt bout our 'rich list'and i wonder hw many of them gave there money for charity.i often wonde rthough whethe rhtey give it cz they have so much and they think its right or cz what would happen to them if they refused,and yes there giving it all the same bt is it only cz they could lose it anywya or risk losing mre coming in if they shwed themselves being asses resuing to give some they already have!!

nst week is the show bout maddy mckan,i dnt know what i think of this rpgram,can it help,why is it being done is it to remind us,or to free there parents from all this shit we have given them if so why are they doing that anyway,i dnt no they have there reasons so who am i to say it.

since sis has been back i have acciedntly come across hollyoaks before i have caught up with it yet,and the ohter dya i saw the one where beth dies,oh my gawsh before running out the lounge my shock came as i dint expect this to happen,and there hannahs relaps,that bfof hers bettr stay with her man!!

there was a shw on bout 'am i normal'which was interesting,it shwed peopled with body dismrophia which jst shws the illness as a bitch cz the girl was simply gorgesoua dna yone wuld be jealous as hell of her,then the two eating dir=sorder people one of which is the boy i followed on the shw that was on bout him and other lads in rhodes farm centre on tv nt long ago.both who are coping good nw and working hard,they did one of those scans where hey shw what they think they llook like then are shwed the much thinner real them.i do think this is good idea bt i wreckon you can shw them anything bt until they are ready or willing they will think the fdam mahcine is broke drather than see the real thing so hmm on that one!!it had people with tatoo stuff where they brunt there skin to give themsevles scars and stuck rods in themselves too,it was all each ot there own stuff of course!!

then there reat british menu norht week on iplayer for me,i like this week it bin veyr interest lol,they are both so different i would say the mst different of the contestants so far,one is very heston type chef who trys such things like smoke fill moserellla bombs where he try to blow up the cheese into bubble with his own smoking puffer of a device lolit dint work bt he has time to perfect it for today heat,and he does make some other great stuff i love the look of his pud and he really has brought it to the modern ways,then there the ohter guy who accent is so cool,he is also bringing modern bt in a totatlly different way where it kind i dnt know hw to explain i t really,its like modern but old bt brought together so its modern,you get me..no good cz i do so whtever lol!!got to watch the judging today i will nt miss it again!!

home and away gooood stuff i love the new character,one quite hunky if i may say so much betttr than this than he was in healdandozzie shw and so is the other one from there too!!
sally and cassy going on hols for a while, will this be hw they leave surely they cnt jst leave it like that whre they go for a holthen it comes where they dnt come back,i will nt allow it to be that simply for them thankyou!!
neighbours gooood,affair with school girl,im sorry cnt agrree with it..suzan bless her and her foot in the mouth syndrom lol.

gossip girl,come on good old nitty gritty light headed goodness lol.

60 minute makeover is my daytime t.v of choice too, i do wonder woh pay for it though i will have to look it up cz i keep meaning to,i mean at the end it all looks good,i wrecon close too though the mdf wouldnt be so hot off the t.v,bt at the end they say it coz something like14thousadns eomteims and i dnt think they pay do oyu?!!so its jst paying to have people makever for you and so its like a decorating job only you get to be on tv no?

i come across a website which reviews candy and stuff,and have you seen all the stuff the japenes get made for them from kit kat lol,stuff like starberrys and cream and cappucino,and other thing like orange creme aero,and its amaxing hw all of us have all this sonfectionary whichis so diffeent bt so interesting though,love it!!

all my fam have come together to do mre comment on sis webstie photos it so nice to make fun of them and nt so good when iget it back bt oh so funny all the same.come on we were cute kids it can only evr be jokes..or jelousy hehe!!