its getting closer...

to being my birthday,though if we are talking in real time terms it pst midnight so it is actually nw my birthday.
i thought today would be awful witing for it to come,especially since it was bank holiday monday cz they drive me insane,they take all the good shit off tv and put movies on that noone really wants to watch,they also shut shops earlier or do things in random times,all in all a very confusing day that is only enjoyable for those at school like my brother cz they have the day off lol.
this weekedn it was another night of swanning away from home for my parents.this weekend they went on a reduced(thanks to a voucher from the paoper)trip to champneys spa.they got a night stay and breakie and use of all the stuff for quite a cheap price(and it was cheap cz they nevr go for this kind of thing)i can jst imagine my dad walking round in his dressing gown lol.at first he was a riht man wth his attitude and dint want to go,he does annoy me when he does this,cz mum clearly anted to o and go with him and htis when said made her face fall,jst suck it up dad and think of ur wife,(men)bt he did go with her in the end,did the good thing and i think he had a good time,to be hones twe havent spoke much since they got back today sooo..
the brother stayed here with me,he went to town bought himself a new top(he has been buying far too many of these me thinks)he has been buying the stuff with his new job money,and i think he is a bit upset nw at buying all the tops and being so nethusiastic with his spending his new job money,coz we have jst found out he hasnt got this new job ne mre cz the paper has closed down,oops.hes nw loojing rund for a new job though to fuel his favourite thing,bying those real nice clothes from republic,nw yes they arent cheap bt feel these buggers and u can see the qaulity and therefore the price.yum yum i could quite literally buy everything in this shop.the softeness,the hoodies,the jeans,and intiricate tps,ooh i say.
we gt on this wekeend too which was great,he got to have himself a pizza for tea and at his way through all the stuff in the cupbaord,moaned of being sick so of course had coke,stupid boy,then he went through another one and did the puppy dog eyes on me to let him finsh(he is usualy aloud only 1 can a day)(though when we have a bottle he seems to think the rule is a whole bottle hmm)the puppy eyes did nt work it was simply the fact it was far less troublejst to let him have it!!he went to bed o.kish too though scard me when i went to chekco n him and he wasnt there,the bugger had gone into the parents day and watched some t.v.oh yes so actually he ddint go to be din good time after all.

i was banished from downstairs tongith though cz mum was maybe doing birthday stuff. nw i hate to say this kind of stuff cz i know hw ungrateful i sound buuuut,i havent seen a cake being made or otherwise,nt even any smells of one being done whilst i have been busy with other stuff.buuuuut gran was talking to me bout it the other day,and she was going on bout fruit cake for birthday cake and marizipan and stuff,and i was like WTF NO GRAN U HAVE A GOOD SPONGE,BUTTERCREAM JAM AND GOOD OLD FONDANT...i didnt shout jst squeeled a little lol,and she said oh right is that hw it goes(in a ince cheeky way)buuuut the thing is,for start i feel a bit umm o dnt know,like why didnt mum did it,she always does it,and she went out so is it that she has given stuff for granto do in order for her to spa with friedns the day before my birthday...buuuut also mum always does my cake always always,and its the one thing i find tradiotn.i didnt want to do anything special for this yr and have had a bit of a tough time coming to it,bt the cake is jst the one thing i can remeber and the thing we always have and take time ovr and mum makes the greatest evr.so i cnt help feeling a sickie oh no i will cry if she hasnt made me one feeling,whether thise is stupiudly selfsish or what its what i feel and i wnt be able to hide it.thus making the feeling worse cz hw will mum feel when ibreak down in tears cz she hasnt made me a cake.mmm shit in a word comes to mind.

book is great!!so that occupying me nicely.

lst night keven mclouds live week of shws started,great stuff,hes building his own house,hmm that bit is debatle as im nt sure hw much he has actually done himself bt one is being built on the shw,then theres theres the greatest homes awards,one of which is helped to be chosen by janet street potrter how i love for her loud open mouthed often sarcastcily heheish words,she s gordan ramsays rifht hand women sometimes and shes great with him too!!and so each night a new catorgory of homes is picekd and by the end of the shw we all have voted in(i dnt vote on these thing so sorry)and they have had some good ones so far.also he shw some new techiniques for house,and thatmgiy that went round america trying to onmly, give his money for things like food and petrol to non commercial people,he goes round looking for great homes,lst night he went to a famousman omes in la,this mans home has been in charleis angels and other fils and is as out thereas its owner.then tongith was great!!he went to cansas where this man and his wife had done up a nuclear misile bunker type place,as they went into the house they had to go down on of those tunnels thing,so weird,no light apart from one sun room,they mst be very proud of waht hey created bt even they sad they wouldnt do it again,so are they happy im nt quite sure,they also did a test with a blue peter presenter riding ovr glasss to see hw good this new strength stuff was,and the great thing that was on was the showing of hw treating thatch makes a diffeence,and they shw janet lighting an untreated segmant and kevin a treated,hers went up so quickyl which is scary ass stuff,but his jst lit and stayed that waqy in that little bit for the whole time,good stuff to shw me think and gfood stuff to have too!!my cousin in somerset has a thached cottage and i must ask her whether hers is treated,is has t me frekaed nw.

it is my cousin from the farm chirstening this weekend.i no it will be greatfor them,they are very religous aqnd have great country folk friedns who come and make it all so special and there all so dam lovely there is great!!and little flori(babs getting chirstened)is gonna be great too and she a cutie im sure in her little dress)its also lvely cz my sousin has gfive sisters and they all use these times to get all prettied up toger and they always look devine.of course there one borther looksgood too haha!!
kind of watched shipwrecked this weekedn though nt really giving it,lots of attention so will maybe watch the re-run or seomthing.
of course as i said the soap werent on today cz of bank olday though im sure i saw neighbours at some point bt then nt at its usualy time.hmm.
great british menu new week tongiht,mm my new week anyqy im a week beind on iplayer,its great,the irsih week,and i like both lof thse cehf,one in parituclar bt i cnt decide yet,they did the starter today so there only one meal to choose from so far anyway,the irsh seem to be very home to home proudcing and love home and local prouduce which is great to see there passion for it.
alos caught up on my holby city,oh i love it,there is the on nurse on there that is so out tere overly confident and i cnt deicd whether i like her total blazay and sometimes arrogance and to think hey she enjoys life and thinks shse great or whether she actually annoys me with her chasing the doc with a wife and nt jst chasing him bt having him nw,theres also the black lady doc who is so loud and sarcie i love her,a new character came back today too,and ric looked after his old friend,love rick,also his voice is great, im sure he has voice overed for some nature prgram before,its that kind of voice lol!!(you know what i mean)
and i caught up with eastenders,great stuff dnt no what esle to say cz the sotry line are great,steven and the gay one is particulay interesting and the gay one who is trying to out him is really getting in there to make him come clean with some funnyiness sin there too!!
and i watched the apprentice,this week was making ice cream,trying to help local prouders to bring there produce out there,i thought i had a favourite i the beginning bt there teamendedd up losing bt im nt sure hw cz i though they got the big deal from the others.i was trying to think of flavours i would bring out(tehy had to choose three and then wittle it down to 2.)i would do some thing like a pavolaova or berry type one,then a cheescake and maybe a carael or something like that(in the end i deicded i was shit at deiciding so hats off to them for getting it done lol)there was the toffe apple and berry.and cider and avacado ones,very radom on some bt everone liked em(though one team tested em on two drunk men cz noone came to there tsasting session(a losing point right there)and the lady who eveeony ewas doubting and buggin on eas the manager and i have to say i think she was great,very calm listenedyet came u p with some great ideas and was liked i think.the lady who ws yelled lst week and made to be mamnager as her lst chance at shoiwing she cvould do it,calmed herslef and came through to win so she is back in the game.the girl that went was the women so proud of herself for being second in command oops for her then.

was going to bake a cake for everyone.decide on coffe bt we didn have our special ingredient..campocoffe and so i dint in the end, i was almst going to use the instant coffe way bt didnt wat to test those waters cz it camp in our family for the recipe so it will all it will ever be made with,then i went to swill roll bt in the end i was a wimp and chickend out of all detered by my nt being bale to make the coffe one my confidence went way down lol!!

i have cycle to the shop and back with heavy bags of shopping twice this weekend.are you all rpoudyou should be the bags were so heavy i had to go slower simply becuase the tyres flatten slighty under the pressure lol.

watched bruce willis in ostage,very ood bt good i think.
and finished watching the come dine with ,e celebrity special ending i missed before,and it was entertaineing as evr lol.


oooh and watched the rest of the sister hood of travelling oants and fffff may i say i havent cried at a film like that,with the cancer and bad dads,and jst love or friendship everywhere it was tough stuff,very tough and it is nw my favourite film lol!!all ym fave actresses in there too.like ugly betty lady,the lady out of gossip girl,the lady out of joan of arcada(which also started a new series with her co,ing back from a nut famr trying to hide god in people with it nt quite working anf it greaat,it came back on friday night is playing re-run on saturdays)and the lady out of gilmore girl who is great too and gets togerh with a greece man who she isnt meant sotb with cz of there families,whoi is gorgesoua nd who in the end end up together(didnt yo jst know it lol)oh my wonderufl stuff.these two mst have been in love off set too there was clear passio,its was the greatest movie though seriously i love it!!