here we go again..

mre writing from someone with nothing in particular to write bout.
missed some good prgrams lst night,do you evr get in one of those moods where u either want to cry or it will make u explode.no jst us insane ones then,o.k dnt mattr either way cz i did lst night and so i couldnt concentrate on any of the thursday loved prgram,like come dine with me,er and gossip girl,pooeey i know and it fustrated me mre cz i cunt watch them so this then made the feeling worse,sheesh humans whatare we made of. bt i can ctach up on all of them so all is o.k.in the end i nuckled down and turned all the lights off aaaaa peace!!
soaps are exciting right nw eh?sam has been found out and is a bit of a twat in she,oh this is in home and away by the way lol.you know real life and that!!,shes been found out cz jack found the letter that the murdered(by her)jonhy left and so he nw knows all,confronted sam and hmm nw she pregant ,strange bt is it true,she a bed egg anyway he needs to leave her and be happy with martha forever.

neighbours is great too,bt you know what tat rachel is a right shitface,she is really getting on my nerves right nw,there spoilt then there her and its like gt me thinking is some teenage tantrums really like this man!!i know i can have my moment bt this,gosh noohaaaaawa way this is too much she needs a good slap(both sides of the face too)

great british menu i have been missing for a few eps bt caught up with glee and watched the judging of the socttish week,they picked the right one in my opinion too.he had some fab ideas and i really like his modern breakie idea,very swish and coool!!

loose women gossip,miss denise is leaving for 6months(shk horror she is one of my favourites)bt she hasher other program waterloo road and so she is doing that,AND she is doing the great wall of china run or walk thing and another walk to for marie curie,its great stuff.i love the shw so much i really do,so what if they go on bout crap and gossip and fluff,so what if they talk bout hating men sometimes,men do bout us too thankyou very much.i like it so there,and others do too cz its gotta be liked to be there and for so long,so la dee da to all the none loose women believers lol!!kelly rowalnd was on the other day too,they do have really good guest on the shw bt miss kelly from america that was a wowish moment me thinks,and she mentioned her new song and i have heard it before nt relaising it was her and i love this one,so it the early hrs of the morning when i was watching the re-run i was dancing round the kitchen to it,very up-beat and very very dance and get cerpy too!!on the same shw was miss geri haliwell prompting her new book of course,she was as honest as you would expect,it mst be hard being in such light allthe time to know waht to say without stuff being sai or watevr,bt she was nice and her book sounds cute too,i do want her to be happy she did say she was bt you can almost see the insecurtiies in the surface of bubbles,maybe im jst being too looie into it bt i dnt knw.being her who wouldnt have stuff they got insecure with,all that is sai bout her and that has been said,soo hmmm.
todays lose women ashley simpson was on too,they are really getting some biggies from america here man!!she has been in england doing chicago though so maybe she is here from that,bt also she has anew song so plugging that could be it too,i first heard her song though when she was on pual o'grady ooooh no channel 4 and 3 that very uptie with our state of tv nw and who should be on what channel and no other lol!!i didnt like her song i have to say it,bt hearing it again today i did kinda get into it.that always the way with tune though isnt it,bt im in debate in my head all the same,undecided.she is also showing her engagemnt ring(or should i say rock)cz she is married to fall out boy man pete hhhhh!!

i have gotten back into the paul o grady shw too,gosh why didnt i watch him from the start,i think with the new times of neighbours and stuff it confused my timing for a while so i have been only cathing him here and there,why did i do this,bt nw me and him are back on track and in love again,hehe i dnt think there is anyone mre weird than me on the planet lol.phil and ferm(my best loved celb couple)were on his shw too and they are fantastic and lovely always anyway bt with paul(mr funnyman)it was jst great!!they did this quiz thing where one went blidnfolded(and under a permer for xtra measure)whilst the other answered question like:where would phil be touching fern with when they first woke up(haha dsome funny looks and almost answers here.and for phil ones like what does ferms mother remind him of animal wise(bt ferm went on to answer hw much they along anyway)gawsh cd they be anymre sickeningly perfect for eacohter.did they get together ages ago through an affair though when she was on ready steady cook?hmm that bit hypo of me and my issues with mairriage isnt it,eh who can say there situ it was decades ago eh what can i say!!

the other day there was the shw bout the mcanns and it being a yr since little maddie went missing,i have to say i am glad i watched it and im glad i slapped myself whilst watching it,why heres why...i have nvr been against them bt the thing is i have nvr been as worried for them either,and nealry all the way through this prgram i sat with tears,cz i realised hw much evertone else mainly media had influenced me, nw i have nvr been one to think they did it or ought like that the only thing i said as i've said before is that i didnt agree with leaving the kids.bt i was nevr feeling for them loike you should.and as i sat there and watched these two parents in total misery bout there lives and what had happened to them gosh i melted and you can jst see these poor people,they have lst everything to them,yes they have lives and two kids they love mre than anything bt its jst mre of a living nw they have lost there little girl and part of them has been lst too,and nt knowing who has her or if anyone has her anymore is clearly wripping them and there world apart,and i nvr saw this before,i dkinda did bt nt enough,and i jst got wrapped in all the storeis all the hype all of waht they did or could have done,and it numbed me to them,nt to what happend i often have cried since it all happened bt i have nvr felt the way i should for those poor parents. i tell you though if in the future it evr comes out that they did have anything to do with it then i will lose my beleif in humanity forevr lol!!

its my birthday nxt week and i have had no idea what to do with myself or even waht to get,this hasnt been helful for my mum really has it?and she has offered to take me for shws and stuff like that too.bt i have felt wuite rude when saying no.my reason being cz i wanted to do something with us all cz if we went to shw only two would be able,so yes i am horrid arent i for saying no bt it was for good reasons i swear.
bt she has kept at me,havent seen any cake making stuff and i have to have a fondant cake very yr man!!since birth this has been happenign and i will have to have it done no mattr hw old i am.
then today i said why dnt we fgo to sis in uni and take her out with us for a meal and a movie,maybe when the new indie movie come sout!!so then it means i could see her she too bsy stdying t come right nw,final yr,understandble.and then she said or we could go to paris.this came from a convo we were having cz i was saying 'cz is going to paris for her uni this yr,hw shall we cope' and then she said lets go there,on the plane or tunnel as part of ur birthday, i smiled with the sun on my face(ealry morning sun as she was putting out the pegs and i was nxt to her therefore sun on my face.hehe)so we might be doing that.i have wanted to go for so long nw,we keep missing on annual france visit,which is usually to the loire,oooh cnt talk bout it makes me tear up lol,bt a trip to paries has been a want too,and nw we might be doing it yay.mum ur the best i dnt say it enough,i might on here bt i should say it mre to ur face(u see why im doing it here again and nt to ur face.hehe)

ooh liking an act from the brtiains got talent shw,i dnt watch it,bt i saw this on gmtv(great shw man)and its a micheal jackson type shw man doing allthis kinda dancing(he classi)then this indian sweeper come son and you can tell everyone like shit get him off,and then they both start doing bollywood dancing together.its f ing fantatstic and should win,somehw i doubt it will i think we will fall for the stories behind the acts things again,bt this one should win,bt we'll see eh!!

chrsi moyles podcast...love it,was v funny today,delivered cake to terry wogan for good ratings lol,alad was on his phone as he tried to get into the ever so kept in secret art of the building where he does his shw lol!!then terry thanked him on air lol,cool!! he also talked bout getting ratings up and he would go naked if they gt to ceritan maount on facebook friends,hahaha!!and bout one of his assisantt wedding.there like a little fmaily it great cz there all so chuffed for her!!then bout piercing which chris said was hcavvy if yonukids had them,shit i agreed and was wetting myself as he went on bout it,bt come on having a pierced baby ears,where is the need.sorry.sorry.

theres that stroy bout that man that kept hisdaughter in hiding in the cellar abusing making children with her,disgusting to the point i simply cnt talk bout it.

james patterson book going great.

GORDAN RAMSEYS F WORD IS BACK.F ING YAY,AND HIS ADVERT MAKES ME LUAGH OUT LOUD EVERY DAM TIME,HES CLASSIC AND GOT SUCH HUMOUR IN HIS TIMING.GAWSH I LOVE THAT MAN.

soap awards this weekend and they have all been on this moroing trying to get people to vote,doing quizzes and stuff.very funny theres actors are.like karl from emmerdale and all of them seem up for a laugh.liking it!!
jon barraman has been presenting this morning and he so good,has his trousers down at one point shwin those skimpy hold in tights he was tsting.hmm wonder hw many in email they had bout taht,get ovr it is all ican say,no he been good though ver senstive with some of there inner depth topics they have on,and great with fernie,though noone will beat her due act with phil.

incoming terry wogan with his yrly prgram is back in a few weeks,i have seen some of the acts and they are as funy as evr!!we wnt win of course and our man act isnt partculaly fab to be honest,bt hw can people out themslef up to do it when they no we wnt win or will or maybe rediculed for doing it lol!!

gladiotor is back.we cnt watchi it cz of no sky,hw crap is that.kistry the presenter was laughing along with chirs on his pdocasst with the hoosiers and she was able to take and give back to chris humour which was great!!

OOOH RUDE INTERUPTION TO SAY SHITTING HELL BANK HOLIDAY MEANS TELE CHANGES.FOR GOOGNESS SAKE JST LEAVE THEM AS THEY ARE WHY DO WENEED TO CHANGE THE TIMETABLE FOR OUR TVS FOR THIS DAY.DONT GET IT.DNT LIKE IT.

ben fogel new extreme dreams shw is back,this man does like tp put himself in situations eh!!