updating on the film watching and a bit of t.v...

so was searching through films to watch as you do!!its hard when you have a whole chest full of your own bought dvds in ur living room,yet you've got to the point where you have watched them all(hw is this possible)and so many times that you simply cnt do it anymore..i have tried dnt get me wrong forcing myself to watch them,looking through row after row picking on out thinking yes i'll try oyu again bt no,if im watching a film it mean si want to watch something nt sit half in half out of it whilst thinking bout other things because im am simply boredof this one.i do have new films actually one that i havent watched yet,bt i keep putting it off coz its in french so i need to be in the mood to read the text of the bottom whilst watching and this takes work lol!!actually i tell a lie i also have another one which my friend got me for xmas,bt this one is a horror and whilst i am nt against them i can be one of those people that gets a wee freaked out and whilst the wind is whistling in this winter shitstrom of weather i want to hold backon this one for a while.

so i looked around and finally found one, ihave highlighted a few i want to see,and its the poo on my face kinda feeling wen i think hhhhh yes that one i click on it and it doesnt work or the link is brokedn,and yes it has caused me to tears a few time nw.dnt laugh or scorn when its cold and u feel like vantage point then u jst do ok.so going back to searching is hard.bt i found one which is a pure chick flick deff. and it very light airy and one of thos eonesu hear people saying 'shit acting.pure froth kind of thing' bt ill have u no a easy watcher is something jst the thing to make u feel like u will live happily evr after!!so i found 'chasing liberty' with 'mandy moore' and quite a fit looking english male actor(though good looking could be questioned since the picutre was a litte blurred)bt it was fun,quipy and i enjoyed watching it. so that was an all round good hoice for me. i stopped in between for lose women lol,ofcourse bt then got right back into it....

i missed breaking into tesco which i amnt happy bout, ithink channel5 are missing a trick because they are the only channel nw that doesnt have a download thingy, they do actually bt i am nt willing to pay for it,no way.and i also missed the nw csi on tuesday so that has been amajor bummer for me, and mre so that both these prgram are on channel 5.poo.

my mum has been watching thatpassion program running on channel 1 and i will watch this on bbc i player i think so thats cool.

shit i have also jst though/remembered i missed the loacation and grand designsduo last night and im nt sure it lets u watch it on 4od yet, i do no it is repeated for a few days on channel 4 and mre 4 bt nt sure on the days,poo poo poo.

trial and retribution tonight,i was very worried for this prgram as the main officer actor has been out of it,bt when i searched for her on internet i found she was on maternity leave whilst those shows were being scened so all is o.k,thoughi think they only run for something like six sotries or something so it will end soon,which i am nt happy bout.

this morning was great again yesterday i do love that program.

missed skins on e4 bt that is always on lol!!

coming up great british menu,bring it on, i havet seen any adverts yet though and they usually do it a few weeks in advance so im hoping to see one soon man!!

im sure there was a new program starting tonight bt i cnt think of what is is,hmm helpful.

still fanta comes to town!!

we all know mcdonalds right?!! yes we do and if we dnt then hm ur live somewhere nt currently known as planet earth as we know it lol!!
and we all have our thing that we either always usedto have a s akid before we got less scared of food and explanded our horizon to a hhhhhhh shall i say girkin lol!!and sometimes we jst have our faves that we love so much we jst have it cz we wanna.

i firmly beleieve in nt moaing at people whn they have mccy deess, there are reason people moan bout this place, some because they say oh home cooking tastes so much nicer than that trash,and on some points i can agree bt its like fish and chips and pizza,sometimes nothing can beat a cheap and take out that is totally greasy and full of fake shit bt there is nothing like it!!and some moan because of the thing in it,u no unhealthy calories fat and siht,bt i am on a eat what u like in moderation and this one meal is nt going to hurt you or make ur artieries clogged or weight issue probels n any way coz u arent having it every day kinda things and ur have ur veggies and god meals at other times.

so back to the mcdonalds,this place was always a treat place for us,or one we got on our journey to holidays and many stops,or the trips into town we sometimes had and mum new she hadnt got anythingfor tea that night.

and we always had our thing,my sister was a chciken sandwhich meal girl,my brother was a mixture he started wit the happy meal,being a kiddy and all,then to the chicken sandwhich,and then nw he loves the prermiere and hover between the two, my mum is too a chicken sandhwich women bt can feel like a roll on the odd occasion too.sometimes theres was even a choc donut put in there too bt this was mre on the rare occasion!!and then there is me, i havenmt had one in a while nw for yrs i dnt think,wo it has been long tme,bt when i did i nvr wavoured from my favourite thing evr,chicken nugget meal,so simple yet jst right,and i would wrip them all up into smaller bits,maybe i was a silly kid that then thought i had mre coz my box seems mre packed lol bt i did this every times and it is a known thing in my family as my freakky little thing.

the reason i come to talking bout thise take-out is because of my visist to tesco and seeing the still fanta on the shelves,which made me all excited.
at mcdonalds my brother has cok as awlays,hes addictd to the stuff lol.and then us girlies had fanta,bt oh gosh those waiters jst trry and forget we ordered still, at one point this got so muddled with them we had to try them before we left,coz they always seemed to forget to do it STILL!!NT HARD ITS ONE BUTTON DIFFERENT PEOPLE!!, bt i think as the drink got mre popular it was easier fro them to remebr to press,and its so much mre popular nw that they are selling it in the shops,good deal man!!im very glad ,nt sure though yet to get all excited coz i see the label says citrus and orange bt ummmmm hopefully it will be the same..it also is in zero added sugar if u want it too!!

mcdonalds is still a fave, bt i have to say my family have branced a bit,often getting chinese,fish and chips and nw hhh kfc and pizza hut is in there too,my word.thought we nevr evr go to burger king,dnt no why jst nvr have done.

oh i ofrgot, my dad order is alwas the bacon egg mcmuffin every week on his trip to london,with his coffeee of course,and he is mre of a nsadwhich man too!!,and my sis's bf is a two burger instead of the chips man,dear dear...!!

had to be dug at today...why oh why...

being dug it comes from the fact my veins are thin and flat and so they had to try and find my blood using blunt force nursing trauma tactics.its hurt so much.

for recent yrs i have gone through paheses of needing to have my blood test checked from once a day, once a week,and nw every month or so.wnt bored u woth the reasons,coz it really is mre boring than my already boring musings i post on here lol!! and it has gone to people hurting me with needles all the dam time.once the dr was so angry he came in from his nxt door mighty boosh office and said she isnt go home,(this was after the nurses had dug around,actually winsing themselves with wha tthey were having to do)i was told to go home and he came in all pissed off and hgih and mighty and so he came and stuck me in a chair and dug for ages, icried called him few names and umm got out of there..and later my doc said that (new doc by the way) there is a line between nursing and abuse,and for hm to say this its gotta mean something.

sometimes my arms were so bruised u couldnt even try to find a vein..it hurt..lots..i went through much mre blood taking visits like this and today was no exception.i walk in sometimes and if there is a nurse i know she will wince and say 'oh no'which really gets the blod flowing eh? and so today it was o.k,nt to start because i was fecking freezing when i got up,and then we got there and couldnt park,then there was a huge quee which were older people so that can be harder to get blod too,and then there is the fact i hadnt slept so iwas really tired,and then my number was called and it was good sign from there, cz i walked into the room and i new neither one of the nurses,she found out that i had trouble with giving blood and said to her fellow nursie friend'oh..oh will you do this one ur mre knowalgable than me at itlol'oh great..so she tried my first arm wit hte smallest needle she had and nope,flat as a pancake,and then she went to the other arm leaving the whole and digging marks in her place,and did the same on this one,stood thee poor nursie with her back bent in an awkward posistion and finally she got it,she said she was right on coming out of my arm that hw tihn the veins were.ouch,then they flattened..poo..so she went again and finally we got enough...she was very nice though and helped me relax enough to do it.so i nw am typoing with aching arms,bt when can aching arms evr stop me from using my computer,hehe!! bt still ouch,all weep and bring out the violins please!!

family stuff..

of no interest bt you know when u jst want to feel close to ur family,so instead of rushing into there rooms right nw at 4am i though i would jst mention them a bit lol.

first of all i wanted to right this or was thinking bout them coz of my brother.someone i hadnt seen in a while said to me hw much he had grown,and i suppose u dnt notice because u are there all the time so the changes are very unnoticable to u bt to others it huge,bt looking back of photos when i was with her and then looking to hw old he was,its amazing.

he is nw a fourteen yr old boy,no longer with that white hair cutclose tohis head bt his hair is mre strawberry and golden(the poor boy gets called belisha beekon lol)and it is nw longer in a mre surfer length look,i htink if he would only take my advice it would look bettr all spiked and stuff bt he has it flat which is still o.k lol spose!!me and my sister follow one simiiliar thing in life,our weirdness in smells,hehe my brother always had this smell, you no the kind of new washing or when u open ur luandry cupboard and fresh lovely wamr linen smell comes out lol,he had this one bt on a whole new level,it was like a baby smell bt on a boy and it was glorious,i have to admit whih he hates that i still knick his clothes before he wears them,to put on my pillow,u no like a snuggle.fuck i sound like a really weirdo,bugger that who cares babies have snuggle blankets i have my bro t-shirts...bt yes that has nw gone too,being older and cooler has obviously sports the spray yourself with a can of linx everyday,nw his linx is nice bt psh its jst no him anymore.he also has the borad sholuders look coming along and is almost taller than me,i swear if hegets one inch higher il go insane on him and chop offf the bottom part of his ankles so he always stays shorter,it cannot happen,i was ill and so my height was stunted and all of a sudden i have shot to the familyies tall height,taller than mum ill have you know and coming to my sis's too bt sam he getting to us all and im nt having it.and then there is his clothes,he buys something new every week man,and he still owes mother some money whih i must dob on him bout,like jackets and hoodies and jeans and all sorts of stuff,the boy even bought a scarf,oh no nt a keep warm for winter buy bt a this goes good with my clothes man scarf!!he has good style though ill give him that,and i would wear his clothes if he didnt get so nagry at me when i touch his stuff!!

he goes outwith his mates,at night,to parties...jst this last week he went a a fancy dres party and went as rambo(i know classic right)a blonde haired rambo haha!!

he has his issues though, he can be the most brattish and awful tempered boy evr,bt that a teenage thing and is his age bt that doesnt make it any easier to forgive him for it.

he is nw also doing his gcse's art,pe and hisotry being his choice subjects,he very creative and can do some amazing projects in art,its jst the getting it done befor eht e lst minute he struggles with lol.

he also has a paper round which earns him a good bit to buy his clothes and he nw is talking bout getting anohter job maybe as pot-washer!! he has also jst booked his work expericen at a restaurent in the nxt village which is the thought that brought me to writing this post in the first place.he is quite the little chef,(he has hat and everything)i tease him quite lot bout his talent because i would call him waht we would know as a t.v chef, he prefer the dishes when hecan cook pretty dhsies with squarts of liquid on this part of his plate,and smears of jouce here lol!!we had to buy the boy a dressing squirter for cripes sake, so yes he is very gourmet.me i will cook anything for the love it it,i will do everyday meals and all sorts of stuff,bttt him no even when he makes a stake sandwhich ithas to be in a nice bagueete with mustard and dressed nicely on a plate,or a toasted snadwhich will be a piece of bread cutout with a cookie cutter put on a plate,then stack with filling and shapped wit the cutter will be the salad,oh my word he a ponse head,and its mre for looks than taste,gordan ill have to teach him something i think,bt saying that he does create good dishes i cnt evr say that hisdishes have ever smelt wrong and my family love his cooking.so fair doo to the lad.

yesterday i came out my room to go to the loo following a really smoky and delightful aroma,and when i cam elater and got myself a bottle of water out the fridge, i saw this little plate of left-ovr food on the shelf,ooh whats this was my instant thought,it must be the smell that crawled up to my nostrils earlier,and it was a shock because sometimes,actually my family are going through a phases right nw of it,bt the cooking is a bit samey and safe,nt to say there isnt some variations because in our recipe list we have loads!!bt this one was different one i had nvr seen before,i was a bit taken a back to be quite honest. then mum said yes we sam cooked that up for himself before.

'jst for him' i sad with a sudden sad thought of,oh shit they didnt like it kinda though going through my head.

'oh no mum replied we got light bites at the pub' aaa i was relieved. oh lite bites are what they get at the pub for free because they won the weekly quiz, i wreckon they have pretty much won everyone every week for a while nw, clevr shits!!

and so sam made this,for himself,all alone aww bless him!!hmm to describe it, it may nt sound like much to the able cooks out there bttttt it would have to be seen to know lol!!it was a penne pasta topped with a smokey looking orange looking thing lol,which consisted of sauteed onions with chorizo and a caramel sauce made with it brought down to a thick smokey thing,the choriz give stuff so much colour and flavour eh?(mum bought it for the first time into our house a month back to make the gordan ramsay soup she had swooned ovr at thegood food demonstration she saw him in lol!!and this was left-ovr packet from that adventrue.it was all done in my mum new sautee pan which gran bought her from ikea,and she is so pour od it lol,some of our pans are a bit worse for wear,for instance our milk pan has bit scraped off the bottom,our other pans are jst the same old every day pans,and then theres the wok so getting this stainless steal thing was great for her.and sam got excite making his little meal too!!

he does has a gift for flavours though and it was what looked like a good little dish,judging hw it dissapoeared within a few hrs later says lots too eh?

i think he really wanted to do food tech for his gcse's bt it isnt that highly done in our local school so he went against it..also his work experiecnce should be a blast since he is working in the kitchens where my sister bf works when he home in the summer and he says he a shit,and an angry mean one at that,and this is from a jordie man who can literally take anything on his chin!!

one of his creations, salad leave shaped with the cutter of course,

with the cheese wrapped in bacon then fried and placed on a fried bit

bread!!

a close up!!

another creation,it was his favourite for a while and was the one he did when we catered for mums casino royal themed dinner party..eheh i would like to jst slip myself in here i made the pudding which was a truffle choc cake and stawrberry mirangeu cramy mess thing, bt i am so modest i took no photo like a poser....!!..i tell i lie i jst thought it was crap!!this is fried lamb chop with a mustard coating,placed on green cabbage and mash,shaped with the cutter..of course.. the with the rosemary falvoured gravy!!

and this is his galaxy choc torte he was mad on making for a while,he goes through stages of making things again and again before finding something new lol. right nw i would say its his steak bagueete or fried eggsausage and bacon which is on the less ponsy side i have to say lol!!

proud of you brother even when u make me cry cz i dnt understand your manly coming hermones or whatever the hell they are!!

speaking of

..foood in norway i was thinking what i would send to someone if they wanted englsh food lol.i know this also happene to be a food blogger event lol!!
i would send them lots of things bt then i thought mst of the stuff we get here u cn nw get all ovr the world,england is a very mixed food wolrd,we get stuff from all ovr wheras other countries seem to hve mre tradiotns that are only found in there countries(did we steal them..hhhh)
so it is actually harder to think lol.
and i cnt and its bugging me.i think our sandwhiches are different to other,probably mre boring lol,roast dinner i think are still one of uks mre eaten foods though i wouldnt know that either.
meat and two veg kinda thing.breakfast is confusing coz we still have what we call the english breakfast which is eggs bacon bean thingy bt lots of places have that so why did this happen,and mst of us have cereal or toast nw anyway,or jst coffee hmm..i know the sandwhiches are hard to understand cozwe have our saying like buttie and sarnie which may nt be recognized,we call things different things like chips are crisp in other places,fries are chips,and cookeies biscuits...i think you would have to send someone a pie,big meaty potato one,and some choc bars whehter others have there version or the same would be,mars bars,twic,lion bars,snickers,penguins,and kit-kats,i think we have less of this kind of stuff,like america has marshmellow stuff and things,i think we also lack in things like we dnt ave tubs of marshmellow whip or peanut swirl chocs lol.bt am i jst looking at america nw for comparison...bread and butter pudding,and bakewell tarts there you go that one lol....what about bubble and squeek which is leftovr food mixed and fried with garlic in a pan,crumbles,are pancakes are the crepe type..parkin nw i no its an old age granny fave its an oaty treacily spongey thing bt whether its from here/..toad in the whole(sausages in yorkshire pudding)scotch eggs(an egg coverd in sausage meet and bread crumbs)treacle tart(coconut treacle bread crumby type thing in pastry)..fish and chips of course kinicker blocker glory whoich is jst like an ice-cream sundau,trifle which i jst found caqme from us which is sponge fingers in jelly and then covered in custard and a vanilla cream or whippy thing...one of my brother favourite whch is sticky toffee pudding...shephard pie,miced meat and a mash layer on top...
bt if i was going to send someone stuff in our house which we have here it would be, hob kbobs,choc digestives,rich tea,selection of cohc bars,pasta lol,thick sausages,scones,branflakes,cornflakes,vienesse whirls,jammy dodgers,frsoties,krispies,cheese lol,jams,marmite,rice,so nthing in the odd or tradiotnal i dnt think or is it/would it be to otther countures i dnt know.
if i were to send a cake it would be ginger cake,the basic flavour sponge,choc or coffe or vanilla with buttercream,parkin,treacle tart,mice pie,or apple/fruit pies.
hmm are we oring or so eople in other countres think they are too,coz i am always in awe of some of the things they have lol!!

the hardest thing.

remembring the future..particular the one we can nvr have.

i've asked and nw i miss it...

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