its sunny i jst wrote a ded lng post bout the smells of garden,and cut grass and bbqs(no better smell)and smiles and wide open patios,open windows all through the night and uncovered legs(which dsnt happen cz im a duvet girl!!)and other things bt the dam computer jst deleted it so i cnt be bothered to d it all again,hw wroteen of it!!
bt sun please please stay with us we love you!!
Friday, 9 May 2008
im officially a yr older..
and an old lady,haha nt really bt isnt that jst what everyone says on there birthday so im joining in lol!!
lots happened today,or on it.actually i lie there too,gosh what is wrong with me.i woke everyone up which yes seems awful bt listen first befroe you judge...i did this so that the borther could get ready for school on time,he has this thing where he has to do things in certina ways so i gt him up ealry so he could do it all in order and in the right time.so we all crawled into the parent sbed(tradition)and then opened cards and pressies.i got a few tops,one pink lacey thing,very pretty,one caridgain(yellow,my mum usually wnt buy me yellow thing,i love the colour bt we both agree it dstn suit me)i hate going shopping with my mum bt only cz she is so honets and helpful lol,you can see something,like and and hold it up to shw her and her face says it all,and then you hav to put it back even if you love it cz the face of yuk no from her put you off right then lol!!bt she said this one did so she got it me.bless her shes trying lol!!then i got two other summer t-shirts.one pink(yes i love pink)and one white.lovely stuff,off my bro i got some cut off baige trousers kinder combat like,very cool lol!!i got a card which when opened had two tickets for the jimmy carr shw,hehe i love him and cnt wait till november,i think i want to take my mum though hw do i tell the rest of the family this man!!or will she even want to come with me.shes bin befre and i think she liked him?
she also said again we will go tp pairs so it looks good on the france stuff hehe.love it!!
then it was all out of bed quick and off to there busy days,hehe me back to bed,yay!!
later in the day there were a few mre card arrivals,and a banner downstairs,and a bunch of flower from the fam,very lovely and summery,my mum is a gardener and flower women by trade so she sure nos her stuff,and we bvoth have the same taste in flower loves so she new exactly which ones to get me!!smelt great.
later i had a suprsie when told to stay in room till they called me and then wen i was called the candles were lit on the cake my gran had made and was sitting by.and here comes the awful bit,i did tear up,cz oh gawsh sounds so ungrateful,bt i couldnt believe mum hadnt mad eit,and she said she dint have time ebing away at a spa and all she did the day before and this kinda made it worse for me lol,and it isnt i dind tlove grans(my gawsh i havelearnt all my love and knowledge from my gran and mum.and the cake was wonderful.i had asked for tiered and this eone had a bottom layer of choc,plain and coffee fairy cakes of all sie,then top layer was a traditionail sponge fonant with fairies on it,so it was fucking great.bt its jst something mum has always done,every yr she has made her cakes and doen such amazing things for us,and it wasnt that i was ungrateful i jst wondred i dnt know it was jst all wrong and out of sink and like oh she cnt ,ake the effort,and she is making my cousins babys and has done it nw and it was like 'oh you can do that' kinda thing which is awful after all she did that day for me bt sorry its the thought that did niggle in my head.gran also gt me flowers,lovely ones,she also has a mean eye for all this flowery and loves her garden like a child lol,and a pink jewel bracelet,you know the granny bought for granddaughters type ones,lovely!!and also a dressing gown which is gorgeous(pink)and so light,its jst cotton and very summer so im wearing it already with much gusto lol!!
then i did my blowing of the candles with the song lol,i blew all my candles out too and everoyne was very proud lol!!
and then had a few phone call,few from the luvvies on the farm which was lovely.
so a lovely day.
oh the cake is gone already 3 days later,and all the fairy cakes too hahah!!my family eh?!!
my friend came round and dropped off mre pressies and another bunch of flowers.i gt a book she knows me too good lol,a pen,groovy style,a amazing cd case,and two tubes of creams,one scrub type and one tan type shimmer.lovely.
a few mre cards too and some amazingly lovely message one facebook from people i havent heard of in ages too.since school!!
lots happened today,or on it.actually i lie there too,gosh what is wrong with me.i woke everyone up which yes seems awful bt listen first befroe you judge...i did this so that the borther could get ready for school on time,he has this thing where he has to do things in certina ways so i gt him up ealry so he could do it all in order and in the right time.so we all crawled into the parent sbed(tradition)and then opened cards and pressies.i got a few tops,one pink lacey thing,very pretty,one caridgain(yellow,my mum usually wnt buy me yellow thing,i love the colour bt we both agree it dstn suit me)i hate going shopping with my mum bt only cz she is so honets and helpful lol,you can see something,like and and hold it up to shw her and her face says it all,and then you hav to put it back even if you love it cz the face of yuk no from her put you off right then lol!!bt she said this one did so she got it me.bless her shes trying lol!!then i got two other summer t-shirts.one pink(yes i love pink)and one white.lovely stuff,off my bro i got some cut off baige trousers kinder combat like,very cool lol!!i got a card which when opened had two tickets for the jimmy carr shw,hehe i love him and cnt wait till november,i think i want to take my mum though hw do i tell the rest of the family this man!!or will she even want to come with me.shes bin befre and i think she liked him?
she also said again we will go tp pairs so it looks good on the france stuff hehe.love it!!
then it was all out of bed quick and off to there busy days,hehe me back to bed,yay!!
later in the day there were a few mre card arrivals,and a banner downstairs,and a bunch of flower from the fam,very lovely and summery,my mum is a gardener and flower women by trade so she sure nos her stuff,and we bvoth have the same taste in flower loves so she new exactly which ones to get me!!smelt great.
later i had a suprsie when told to stay in room till they called me and then wen i was called the candles were lit on the cake my gran had made and was sitting by.and here comes the awful bit,i did tear up,cz oh gawsh sounds so ungrateful,bt i couldnt believe mum hadnt mad eit,and she said she dint have time ebing away at a spa and all she did the day before and this kinda made it worse for me lol,and it isnt i dind tlove grans(my gawsh i havelearnt all my love and knowledge from my gran and mum.and the cake was wonderful.i had asked for tiered and this eone had a bottom layer of choc,plain and coffee fairy cakes of all sie,then top layer was a traditionail sponge fonant with fairies on it,so it was fucking great.bt its jst something mum has always done,every yr she has made her cakes and doen such amazing things for us,and it wasnt that i was ungrateful i jst wondred i dnt know it was jst all wrong and out of sink and like oh she cnt ,ake the effort,and she is making my cousins babys and has done it nw and it was like 'oh you can do that' kinda thing which is awful after all she did that day for me bt sorry its the thought that did niggle in my head.gran also gt me flowers,lovely ones,she also has a mean eye for all this flowery and loves her garden like a child lol,and a pink jewel bracelet,you know the granny bought for granddaughters type ones,lovely!!and also a dressing gown which is gorgeous(pink)and so light,its jst cotton and very summer so im wearing it already with much gusto lol!!
then i did my blowing of the candles with the song lol,i blew all my candles out too and everoyne was very proud lol!!
and then had a few phone call,few from the luvvies on the farm which was lovely.
so a lovely day.
oh the cake is gone already 3 days later,and all the fairy cakes too hahah!!my family eh?!!
my friend came round and dropped off mre pressies and another bunch of flowers.i gt a book she knows me too good lol,a pen,groovy style,a amazing cd case,and two tubes of creams,one scrub type and one tan type shimmer.lovely.
a few mre cards too and some amazingly lovely message one facebook from people i havent heard of in ages too.since school!!
Monday, 5 May 2008
his isssues....
WHY CNT DAD ST GO TO BED LIKE A HUMAN BEING...HEDOWNSTAIRS AS ALWAYS IN THE WEE HRS,ITS DRIVES ME MAD!!
its getting closer...
to being my birthday,though if we are talking in real time terms it pst midnight so it is actually nw my birthday.
i thought today would be awful witing for it to come,especially since it was bank holiday monday cz they drive me insane,they take all the good shit off tv and put movies on that noone really wants to watch,they also shut shops earlier or do things in random times,all in all a very confusing day that is only enjoyable for those at school like my brother cz they have the day off lol.
this weekedn it was another night of swanning away from home for my parents.this weekend they went on a reduced(thanks to a voucher from the paoper)trip to champneys spa.they got a night stay and breakie and use of all the stuff for quite a cheap price(and it was cheap cz they nevr go for this kind of thing)i can jst imagine my dad walking round in his dressing gown lol.at first he was a riht man wth his attitude and dint want to go,he does annoy me when he does this,cz mum clearly anted to o and go with him and htis when said made her face fall,jst suck it up dad and think of ur wife,(men)bt he did go with her in the end,did the good thing and i think he had a good time,to be hones twe havent spoke much since they got back today sooo..
the brother stayed here with me,he went to town bought himself a new top(he has been buying far too many of these me thinks)he has been buying the stuff with his new job money,and i think he is a bit upset nw at buying all the tops and being so nethusiastic with his spending his new job money,coz we have jst found out he hasnt got this new job ne mre cz the paper has closed down,oops.hes nw loojing rund for a new job though to fuel his favourite thing,bying those real nice clothes from republic,nw yes they arent cheap bt feel these buggers and u can see the qaulity and therefore the price.yum yum i could quite literally buy everything in this shop.the softeness,the hoodies,the jeans,and intiricate tps,ooh i say.
we gt on this wekeend too which was great,he got to have himself a pizza for tea and at his way through all the stuff in the cupbaord,moaned of being sick so of course had coke,stupid boy,then he went through another one and did the puppy dog eyes on me to let him finsh(he is usualy aloud only 1 can a day)(though when we have a bottle he seems to think the rule is a whole bottle hmm)the puppy eyes did nt work it was simply the fact it was far less troublejst to let him have it!!he went to bed o.kish too though scard me when i went to chekco n him and he wasnt there,the bugger had gone into the parents day and watched some t.v.oh yes so actually he ddint go to be din good time after all.
i was banished from downstairs tongith though cz mum was maybe doing birthday stuff. nw i hate to say this kind of stuff cz i know hw ungrateful i sound buuuut,i havent seen a cake being made or otherwise,nt even any smells of one being done whilst i have been busy with other stuff.buuuuut gran was talking to me bout it the other day,and she was going on bout fruit cake for birthday cake and marizipan and stuff,and i was like WTF NO GRAN U HAVE A GOOD SPONGE,BUTTERCREAM JAM AND GOOD OLD FONDANT...i didnt shout jst squeeled a little lol,and she said oh right is that hw it goes(in a ince cheeky way)buuuut the thing is,for start i feel a bit umm o dnt know,like why didnt mum did it,she always does it,and she went out so is it that she has given stuff for granto do in order for her to spa with friedns the day before my birthday...buuuut also mum always does my cake always always,and its the one thing i find tradiotn.i didnt want to do anything special for this yr and have had a bit of a tough time coming to it,bt the cake is jst the one thing i can remeber and the thing we always have and take time ovr and mum makes the greatest evr.so i cnt help feeling a sickie oh no i will cry if she hasnt made me one feeling,whether thise is stupiudly selfsish or what its what i feel and i wnt be able to hide it.thus making the feeling worse cz hw will mum feel when ibreak down in tears cz she hasnt made me a cake.mmm shit in a word comes to mind.
book is great!!so that occupying me nicely.
lst night keven mclouds live week of shws started,great stuff,hes building his own house,hmm that bit is debatle as im nt sure hw much he has actually done himself bt one is being built on the shw,then theres theres the greatest homes awards,one of which is helped to be chosen by janet street potrter how i love for her loud open mouthed often sarcastcily heheish words,she s gordan ramsays rifht hand women sometimes and shes great with him too!!and so each night a new catorgory of homes is picekd and by the end of the shw we all have voted in(i dnt vote on these thing so sorry)and they have had some good ones so far.also he shw some new techiniques for house,and thatmgiy that went round america trying to onmly, give his money for things like food and petrol to non commercial people,he goes round looking for great homes,lst night he went to a famousman omes in la,this mans home has been in charleis angels and other fils and is as out thereas its owner.then tongith was great!!he went to cansas where this man and his wife had done up a nuclear misile bunker type place,as they went into the house they had to go down on of those tunnels thing,so weird,no light apart from one sun room,they mst be very proud of waht hey created bt even they sad they wouldnt do it again,so are they happy im nt quite sure,they also did a test with a blue peter presenter riding ovr glasss to see hw good this new strength stuff was,and the great thing that was on was the showing of hw treating thatch makes a diffeence,and they shw janet lighting an untreated segmant and kevin a treated,hers went up so quickyl which is scary ass stuff,but his jst lit and stayed that waqy in that little bit for the whole time,good stuff to shw me think and gfood stuff to have too!!my cousin in somerset has a thached cottage and i must ask her whether hers is treated,is has t me frekaed nw.
it is my cousin from the farm chirstening this weekend.i no it will be greatfor them,they are very religous aqnd have great country folk friedns who come and make it all so special and there all so dam lovely there is great!!and little flori(babs getting chirstened)is gonna be great too and she a cutie im sure in her little dress)its also lvely cz my sousin has gfive sisters and they all use these times to get all prettied up toger and they always look devine.of course there one borther looksgood too haha!!
kind of watched shipwrecked this weekedn though nt really giving it,lots of attention so will maybe watch the re-run or seomthing.
of course as i said the soap werent on today cz of bank olday though im sure i saw neighbours at some point bt then nt at its usualy time.hmm.
great british menu new week tongiht,mm my new week anyqy im a week beind on iplayer,its great,the irsih week,and i like both lof thse cehf,one in parituclar bt i cnt decide yet,they did the starter today so there only one meal to choose from so far anyway,the irsh seem to be very home to home proudcing and love home and local prouduce which is great to see there passion for it.
alos caught up on my holby city,oh i love it,there is the on nurse on there that is so out tere overly confident and i cnt deicd whether i like her total blazay and sometimes arrogance and to think hey she enjoys life and thinks shse great or whether she actually annoys me with her chasing the doc with a wife and nt jst chasing him bt having him nw,theres also the black lady doc who is so loud and sarcie i love her,a new character came back today too,and ric looked after his old friend,love rick,also his voice is great, im sure he has voice overed for some nature prgram before,its that kind of voice lol!!(you know what i mean)
and i caught up with eastenders,great stuff dnt no what esle to say cz the sotry line are great,steven and the gay one is particulay interesting and the gay one who is trying to out him is really getting in there to make him come clean with some funnyiness sin there too!!
and i watched the apprentice,this week was making ice cream,trying to help local prouders to bring there produce out there,i thought i had a favourite i the beginning bt there teamendedd up losing bt im nt sure hw cz i though they got the big deal from the others.i was trying to think of flavours i would bring out(tehy had to choose three and then wittle it down to 2.)i would do some thing like a pavolaova or berry type one,then a cheescake and maybe a carael or something like that(in the end i deicded i was shit at deiciding so hats off to them for getting it done lol)there was the toffe apple and berry.and cider and avacado ones,very radom on some bt everone liked em(though one team tested em on two drunk men cz noone came to there tsasting session(a losing point right there)and the lady who eveeony ewas doubting and buggin on eas the manager and i have to say i think she was great,very calm listenedyet came u p with some great ideas and was liked i think.the lady who ws yelled lst week and made to be mamnager as her lst chance at shoiwing she cvould do it,calmed herslef and came through to win so she is back in the game.the girl that went was the women so proud of herself for being second in command oops for her then.
was going to bake a cake for everyone.decide on coffe bt we didn have our special ingredient..campocoffe and so i dint in the end, i was almst going to use the instant coffe way bt didnt wat to test those waters cz it camp in our family for the recipe so it will all it will ever be made with,then i went to swill roll bt in the end i was a wimp and chickend out of all detered by my nt being bale to make the coffe one my confidence went way down lol!!
i have cycle to the shop and back with heavy bags of shopping twice this weekend.are you all rpoudyou should be the bags were so heavy i had to go slower simply becuase the tyres flatten slighty under the pressure lol.
watched bruce willis in ostage,very ood bt good i think.
and finished watching the come dine with ,e celebrity special ending i missed before,and it was entertaineing as evr lol.
oooh and watched the rest of the sister hood of travelling oants and fffff may i say i havent cried at a film like that,with the cancer and bad dads,and jst love or friendship everywhere it was tough stuff,very tough and it is nw my favourite film lol!!all ym fave actresses in there too.like ugly betty lady,the lady out of gossip girl,the lady out of joan of arcada(which also started a new series with her co,ing back from a nut famr trying to hide god in people with it nt quite working anf it greaat,it came back on friday night is playing re-run on saturdays)and the lady out of gilmore girl who is great too and gets togerh with a greece man who she isnt meant sotb with cz of there families,whoi is gorgesoua nd who in the end end up together(didnt yo jst know it lol)oh my wonderufl stuff.these two mst have been in love off set too there was clear passio,its was the greatest movie though seriously i love it!!
i thought today would be awful witing for it to come,especially since it was bank holiday monday cz they drive me insane,they take all the good shit off tv and put movies on that noone really wants to watch,they also shut shops earlier or do things in random times,all in all a very confusing day that is only enjoyable for those at school like my brother cz they have the day off lol.
this weekedn it was another night of swanning away from home for my parents.this weekend they went on a reduced(thanks to a voucher from the paoper)trip to champneys spa.they got a night stay and breakie and use of all the stuff for quite a cheap price(and it was cheap cz they nevr go for this kind of thing)i can jst imagine my dad walking round in his dressing gown lol.at first he was a riht man wth his attitude and dint want to go,he does annoy me when he does this,cz mum clearly anted to o and go with him and htis when said made her face fall,jst suck it up dad and think of ur wife,(men)bt he did go with her in the end,did the good thing and i think he had a good time,to be hones twe havent spoke much since they got back today sooo..
the brother stayed here with me,he went to town bought himself a new top(he has been buying far too many of these me thinks)he has been buying the stuff with his new job money,and i think he is a bit upset nw at buying all the tops and being so nethusiastic with his spending his new job money,coz we have jst found out he hasnt got this new job ne mre cz the paper has closed down,oops.hes nw loojing rund for a new job though to fuel his favourite thing,bying those real nice clothes from republic,nw yes they arent cheap bt feel these buggers and u can see the qaulity and therefore the price.yum yum i could quite literally buy everything in this shop.the softeness,the hoodies,the jeans,and intiricate tps,ooh i say.
we gt on this wekeend too which was great,he got to have himself a pizza for tea and at his way through all the stuff in the cupbaord,moaned of being sick so of course had coke,stupid boy,then he went through another one and did the puppy dog eyes on me to let him finsh(he is usualy aloud only 1 can a day)(though when we have a bottle he seems to think the rule is a whole bottle hmm)the puppy eyes did nt work it was simply the fact it was far less troublejst to let him have it!!he went to bed o.kish too though scard me when i went to chekco n him and he wasnt there,the bugger had gone into the parents day and watched some t.v.oh yes so actually he ddint go to be din good time after all.
i was banished from downstairs tongith though cz mum was maybe doing birthday stuff. nw i hate to say this kind of stuff cz i know hw ungrateful i sound buuuut,i havent seen a cake being made or otherwise,nt even any smells of one being done whilst i have been busy with other stuff.buuuuut gran was talking to me bout it the other day,and she was going on bout fruit cake for birthday cake and marizipan and stuff,and i was like WTF NO GRAN U HAVE A GOOD SPONGE,BUTTERCREAM JAM AND GOOD OLD FONDANT...i didnt shout jst squeeled a little lol,and she said oh right is that hw it goes(in a ince cheeky way)buuuut the thing is,for start i feel a bit umm o dnt know,like why didnt mum did it,she always does it,and she went out so is it that she has given stuff for granto do in order for her to spa with friedns the day before my birthday...buuuut also mum always does my cake always always,and its the one thing i find tradiotn.i didnt want to do anything special for this yr and have had a bit of a tough time coming to it,bt the cake is jst the one thing i can remeber and the thing we always have and take time ovr and mum makes the greatest evr.so i cnt help feeling a sickie oh no i will cry if she hasnt made me one feeling,whether thise is stupiudly selfsish or what its what i feel and i wnt be able to hide it.thus making the feeling worse cz hw will mum feel when ibreak down in tears cz she hasnt made me a cake.mmm shit in a word comes to mind.
book is great!!so that occupying me nicely.
lst night keven mclouds live week of shws started,great stuff,hes building his own house,hmm that bit is debatle as im nt sure hw much he has actually done himself bt one is being built on the shw,then theres theres the greatest homes awards,one of which is helped to be chosen by janet street potrter how i love for her loud open mouthed often sarcastcily heheish words,she s gordan ramsays rifht hand women sometimes and shes great with him too!!and so each night a new catorgory of homes is picekd and by the end of the shw we all have voted in(i dnt vote on these thing so sorry)and they have had some good ones so far.also he shw some new techiniques for house,and thatmgiy that went round america trying to onmly, give his money for things like food and petrol to non commercial people,he goes round looking for great homes,lst night he went to a famousman omes in la,this mans home has been in charleis angels and other fils and is as out thereas its owner.then tongith was great!!he went to cansas where this man and his wife had done up a nuclear misile bunker type place,as they went into the house they had to go down on of those tunnels thing,so weird,no light apart from one sun room,they mst be very proud of waht hey created bt even they sad they wouldnt do it again,so are they happy im nt quite sure,they also did a test with a blue peter presenter riding ovr glasss to see hw good this new strength stuff was,and the great thing that was on was the showing of hw treating thatch makes a diffeence,and they shw janet lighting an untreated segmant and kevin a treated,hers went up so quickyl which is scary ass stuff,but his jst lit and stayed that waqy in that little bit for the whole time,good stuff to shw me think and gfood stuff to have too!!my cousin in somerset has a thached cottage and i must ask her whether hers is treated,is has t me frekaed nw.
it is my cousin from the farm chirstening this weekend.i no it will be greatfor them,they are very religous aqnd have great country folk friedns who come and make it all so special and there all so dam lovely there is great!!and little flori(babs getting chirstened)is gonna be great too and she a cutie im sure in her little dress)its also lvely cz my sousin has gfive sisters and they all use these times to get all prettied up toger and they always look devine.of course there one borther looksgood too haha!!
kind of watched shipwrecked this weekedn though nt really giving it,lots of attention so will maybe watch the re-run or seomthing.
of course as i said the soap werent on today cz of bank olday though im sure i saw neighbours at some point bt then nt at its usualy time.hmm.
great british menu new week tongiht,mm my new week anyqy im a week beind on iplayer,its great,the irsih week,and i like both lof thse cehf,one in parituclar bt i cnt decide yet,they did the starter today so there only one meal to choose from so far anyway,the irsh seem to be very home to home proudcing and love home and local prouduce which is great to see there passion for it.
alos caught up on my holby city,oh i love it,there is the on nurse on there that is so out tere overly confident and i cnt deicd whether i like her total blazay and sometimes arrogance and to think hey she enjoys life and thinks shse great or whether she actually annoys me with her chasing the doc with a wife and nt jst chasing him bt having him nw,theres also the black lady doc who is so loud and sarcie i love her,a new character came back today too,and ric looked after his old friend,love rick,also his voice is great, im sure he has voice overed for some nature prgram before,its that kind of voice lol!!(you know what i mean)
and i caught up with eastenders,great stuff dnt no what esle to say cz the sotry line are great,steven and the gay one is particulay interesting and the gay one who is trying to out him is really getting in there to make him come clean with some funnyiness sin there too!!
and i watched the apprentice,this week was making ice cream,trying to help local prouders to bring there produce out there,i thought i had a favourite i the beginning bt there teamendedd up losing bt im nt sure hw cz i though they got the big deal from the others.i was trying to think of flavours i would bring out(tehy had to choose three and then wittle it down to 2.)i would do some thing like a pavolaova or berry type one,then a cheescake and maybe a carael or something like that(in the end i deicded i was shit at deiciding so hats off to them for getting it done lol)there was the toffe apple and berry.and cider and avacado ones,very radom on some bt everone liked em(though one team tested em on two drunk men cz noone came to there tsasting session(a losing point right there)and the lady who eveeony ewas doubting and buggin on eas the manager and i have to say i think she was great,very calm listenedyet came u p with some great ideas and was liked i think.the lady who ws yelled lst week and made to be mamnager as her lst chance at shoiwing she cvould do it,calmed herslef and came through to win so she is back in the game.the girl that went was the women so proud of herself for being second in command oops for her then.
was going to bake a cake for everyone.decide on coffe bt we didn have our special ingredient..campocoffe and so i dint in the end, i was almst going to use the instant coffe way bt didnt wat to test those waters cz it camp in our family for the recipe so it will all it will ever be made with,then i went to swill roll bt in the end i was a wimp and chickend out of all detered by my nt being bale to make the coffe one my confidence went way down lol!!
i have cycle to the shop and back with heavy bags of shopping twice this weekend.are you all rpoudyou should be the bags were so heavy i had to go slower simply becuase the tyres flatten slighty under the pressure lol.
watched bruce willis in ostage,very ood bt good i think.
and finished watching the come dine with ,e celebrity special ending i missed before,and it was entertaineing as evr lol.
oooh and watched the rest of the sister hood of travelling oants and fffff may i say i havent cried at a film like that,with the cancer and bad dads,and jst love or friendship everywhere it was tough stuff,very tough and it is nw my favourite film lol!!all ym fave actresses in there too.like ugly betty lady,the lady out of gossip girl,the lady out of joan of arcada(which also started a new series with her co,ing back from a nut famr trying to hide god in people with it nt quite working anf it greaat,it came back on friday night is playing re-run on saturdays)and the lady out of gilmore girl who is great too and gets togerh with a greece man who she isnt meant sotb with cz of there families,whoi is gorgesoua nd who in the end end up together(didnt yo jst know it lol)oh my wonderufl stuff.these two mst have been in love off set too there was clear passio,its was the greatest movie though seriously i love it!!
Friday, 2 May 2008
here we go again..
mre writing from someone with nothing in particular to write bout.
missed some good prgrams lst night,do you evr get in one of those moods where u either want to cry or it will make u explode.no jst us insane ones then,o.k dnt mattr either way cz i did lst night and so i couldnt concentrate on any of the thursday loved prgram,like come dine with me,er and gossip girl,pooeey i know and it fustrated me mre cz i cunt watch them so this then made the feeling worse,sheesh humans whatare we made of. bt i can ctach up on all of them so all is o.k.in the end i nuckled down and turned all the lights off aaaaa peace!!
soaps are exciting right nw eh?sam has been found out and is a bit of a twat in she,oh this is in home and away by the way lol.you know real life and that!!,shes been found out cz jack found the letter that the murdered(by her)jonhy left and so he nw knows all,confronted sam and hmm nw she pregant ,strange bt is it true,she a bed egg anyway he needs to leave her and be happy with martha forever.
neighbours is great too,bt you know what tat rachel is a right shitface,she is really getting on my nerves right nw,there spoilt then there her and its like gt me thinking is some teenage tantrums really like this man!!i know i can have my moment bt this,gosh noohaaaaawa way this is too much she needs a good slap(both sides of the face too)
great british menu i have been missing for a few eps bt caught up with glee and watched the judging of the socttish week,they picked the right one in my opinion too.he had some fab ideas and i really like his modern breakie idea,very swish and coool!!
loose women gossip,miss denise is leaving for 6months(shk horror she is one of my favourites)bt she hasher other program waterloo road and so she is doing that,AND she is doing the great wall of china run or walk thing and another walk to for marie curie,its great stuff.i love the shw so much i really do,so what if they go on bout crap and gossip and fluff,so what if they talk bout hating men sometimes,men do bout us too thankyou very much.i like it so there,and others do too cz its gotta be liked to be there and for so long,so la dee da to all the none loose women believers lol!!kelly rowalnd was on the other day too,they do have really good guest on the shw bt miss kelly from america that was a wowish moment me thinks,and she mentioned her new song and i have heard it before nt relaising it was her and i love this one,so it the early hrs of the morning when i was watching the re-run i was dancing round the kitchen to it,very up-beat and very very dance and get cerpy too!!on the same shw was miss geri haliwell prompting her new book of course,she was as honest as you would expect,it mst be hard being in such light allthe time to know waht to say without stuff being sai or watevr,bt she was nice and her book sounds cute too,i do want her to be happy she did say she was bt you can almost see the insecurtiies in the surface of bubbles,maybe im jst being too looie into it bt i dnt knw.being her who wouldnt have stuff they got insecure with,all that is sai bout her and that has been said,soo hmmm.
todays lose women ashley simpson was on too,they are really getting some biggies from america here man!!she has been in england doing chicago though so maybe she is here from that,bt also she has anew song so plugging that could be it too,i first heard her song though when she was on pual o'grady ooooh no channel 4 and 3 that very uptie with our state of tv nw and who should be on what channel and no other lol!!i didnt like her song i have to say it,bt hearing it again today i did kinda get into it.that always the way with tune though isnt it,bt im in debate in my head all the same,undecided.she is also showing her engagemnt ring(or should i say rock)cz she is married to fall out boy man pete hhhhh!!
i have gotten back into the paul o grady shw too,gosh why didnt i watch him from the start,i think with the new times of neighbours and stuff it confused my timing for a while so i have been only cathing him here and there,why did i do this,bt nw me and him are back on track and in love again,hehe i dnt think there is anyone mre weird than me on the planet lol.phil and ferm(my best loved celb couple)were on his shw too and they are fantastic and lovely always anyway bt with paul(mr funnyman)it was jst great!!they did this quiz thing where one went blidnfolded(and under a permer for xtra measure)whilst the other answered question like:where would phil be touching fern with when they first woke up(haha dsome funny looks and almost answers here.and for phil ones like what does ferms mother remind him of animal wise(bt ferm went on to answer hw much they along anyway)gawsh cd they be anymre sickeningly perfect for eacohter.did they get together ages ago through an affair though when she was on ready steady cook?hmm that bit hypo of me and my issues with mairriage isnt it,eh who can say there situ it was decades ago eh what can i say!!
the other day there was the shw bout the mcanns and it being a yr since little maddie went missing,i have to say i am glad i watched it and im glad i slapped myself whilst watching it,why heres why...i have nvr been against them bt the thing is i have nvr been as worried for them either,and nealry all the way through this prgram i sat with tears,cz i realised hw much evertone else mainly media had influenced me, nw i have nvr been one to think they did it or ought like that the only thing i said as i've said before is that i didnt agree with leaving the kids.bt i was nevr feeling for them loike you should.and as i sat there and watched these two parents in total misery bout there lives and what had happened to them gosh i melted and you can jst see these poor people,they have lst everything to them,yes they have lives and two kids they love mre than anything bt its jst mre of a living nw they have lost there little girl and part of them has been lst too,and nt knowing who has her or if anyone has her anymore is clearly wripping them and there world apart,and i nvr saw this before,i dkinda did bt nt enough,and i jst got wrapped in all the storeis all the hype all of waht they did or could have done,and it numbed me to them,nt to what happend i often have cried since it all happened bt i have nvr felt the way i should for those poor parents. i tell you though if in the future it evr comes out that they did have anything to do with it then i will lose my beleif in humanity forevr lol!!
its my birthday nxt week and i have had no idea what to do with myself or even waht to get,this hasnt been helful for my mum really has it?and she has offered to take me for shws and stuff like that too.bt i have felt wuite rude when saying no.my reason being cz i wanted to do something with us all cz if we went to shw only two would be able,so yes i am horrid arent i for saying no bt it was for good reasons i swear.
bt she has kept at me,havent seen any cake making stuff and i have to have a fondant cake very yr man!!since birth this has been happenign and i will have to have it done no mattr hw old i am.
then today i said why dnt we fgo to sis in uni and take her out with us for a meal and a movie,maybe when the new indie movie come sout!!so then it means i could see her she too bsy stdying t come right nw,final yr,understandble.and then she said or we could go to paris.this came from a convo we were having cz i was saying 'cz is going to paris for her uni this yr,hw shall we cope' and then she said lets go there,on the plane or tunnel as part of ur birthday, i smiled with the sun on my face(ealry morning sun as she was putting out the pegs and i was nxt to her therefore sun on my face.hehe)so we might be doing that.i have wanted to go for so long nw,we keep missing on annual france visit,which is usually to the loire,oooh cnt talk bout it makes me tear up lol,bt a trip to paries has been a want too,and nw we might be doing it yay.mum ur the best i dnt say it enough,i might on here bt i should say it mre to ur face(u see why im doing it here again and nt to ur face.hehe)
ooh liking an act from the brtiains got talent shw,i dnt watch it,bt i saw this on gmtv(great shw man)and its a micheal jackson type shw man doing allthis kinda dancing(he classi)then this indian sweeper come son and you can tell everyone like shit get him off,and then they both start doing bollywood dancing together.its f ing fantatstic and should win,somehw i doubt it will i think we will fall for the stories behind the acts things again,bt this one should win,bt we'll see eh!!
chrsi moyles podcast...love it,was v funny today,delivered cake to terry wogan for good ratings lol,alad was on his phone as he tried to get into the ever so kept in secret art of the building where he does his shw lol!!then terry thanked him on air lol,cool!! he also talked bout getting ratings up and he would go naked if they gt to ceritan maount on facebook friends,hahaha!!and bout one of his assisantt wedding.there like a little fmaily it great cz there all so chuffed for her!!then bout piercing which chris said was hcavvy if yonukids had them,shit i agreed and was wetting myself as he went on bout it,bt come on having a pierced baby ears,where is the need.sorry.sorry.
theres that stroy bout that man that kept hisdaughter in hiding in the cellar abusing making children with her,disgusting to the point i simply cnt talk bout it.
james patterson book going great.
GORDAN RAMSEYS F WORD IS BACK.F ING YAY,AND HIS ADVERT MAKES ME LUAGH OUT LOUD EVERY DAM TIME,HES CLASSIC AND GOT SUCH HUMOUR IN HIS TIMING.GAWSH I LOVE THAT MAN.
soap awards this weekend and they have all been on this moroing trying to get people to vote,doing quizzes and stuff.very funny theres actors are.like karl from emmerdale and all of them seem up for a laugh.liking it!!
jon barraman has been presenting this morning and he so good,has his trousers down at one point shwin those skimpy hold in tights he was tsting.hmm wonder hw many in email they had bout taht,get ovr it is all ican say,no he been good though ver senstive with some of there inner depth topics they have on,and great with fernie,though noone will beat her due act with phil.
incoming terry wogan with his yrly prgram is back in a few weeks,i have seen some of the acts and they are as funy as evr!!we wnt win of course and our man act isnt partculaly fab to be honest,bt hw can people out themslef up to do it when they no we wnt win or will or maybe rediculed for doing it lol!!
gladiotor is back.we cnt watchi it cz of no sky,hw crap is that.kistry the presenter was laughing along with chirs on his pdocasst with the hoosiers and she was able to take and give back to chris humour which was great!!
OOOH RUDE INTERUPTION TO SAY SHITTING HELL BANK HOLIDAY MEANS TELE CHANGES.FOR GOOGNESS SAKE JST LEAVE THEM AS THEY ARE WHY DO WENEED TO CHANGE THE TIMETABLE FOR OUR TVS FOR THIS DAY.DONT GET IT.DNT LIKE IT.
ben fogel new extreme dreams shw is back,this man does like tp put himself in situations eh!!
missed some good prgrams lst night,do you evr get in one of those moods where u either want to cry or it will make u explode.no jst us insane ones then,o.k dnt mattr either way cz i did lst night and so i couldnt concentrate on any of the thursday loved prgram,like come dine with me,er and gossip girl,pooeey i know and it fustrated me mre cz i cunt watch them so this then made the feeling worse,sheesh humans whatare we made of. bt i can ctach up on all of them so all is o.k.in the end i nuckled down and turned all the lights off aaaaa peace!!
soaps are exciting right nw eh?sam has been found out and is a bit of a twat in she,oh this is in home and away by the way lol.you know real life and that!!,shes been found out cz jack found the letter that the murdered(by her)jonhy left and so he nw knows all,confronted sam and hmm nw she pregant ,strange bt is it true,she a bed egg anyway he needs to leave her and be happy with martha forever.
neighbours is great too,bt you know what tat rachel is a right shitface,she is really getting on my nerves right nw,there spoilt then there her and its like gt me thinking is some teenage tantrums really like this man!!i know i can have my moment bt this,gosh noohaaaaawa way this is too much she needs a good slap(both sides of the face too)
great british menu i have been missing for a few eps bt caught up with glee and watched the judging of the socttish week,they picked the right one in my opinion too.he had some fab ideas and i really like his modern breakie idea,very swish and coool!!
loose women gossip,miss denise is leaving for 6months(shk horror she is one of my favourites)bt she hasher other program waterloo road and so she is doing that,AND she is doing the great wall of china run or walk thing and another walk to for marie curie,its great stuff.i love the shw so much i really do,so what if they go on bout crap and gossip and fluff,so what if they talk bout hating men sometimes,men do bout us too thankyou very much.i like it so there,and others do too cz its gotta be liked to be there and for so long,so la dee da to all the none loose women believers lol!!kelly rowalnd was on the other day too,they do have really good guest on the shw bt miss kelly from america that was a wowish moment me thinks,and she mentioned her new song and i have heard it before nt relaising it was her and i love this one,so it the early hrs of the morning when i was watching the re-run i was dancing round the kitchen to it,very up-beat and very very dance and get cerpy too!!on the same shw was miss geri haliwell prompting her new book of course,she was as honest as you would expect,it mst be hard being in such light allthe time to know waht to say without stuff being sai or watevr,bt she was nice and her book sounds cute too,i do want her to be happy she did say she was bt you can almost see the insecurtiies in the surface of bubbles,maybe im jst being too looie into it bt i dnt knw.being her who wouldnt have stuff they got insecure with,all that is sai bout her and that has been said,soo hmmm.
todays lose women ashley simpson was on too,they are really getting some biggies from america here man!!she has been in england doing chicago though so maybe she is here from that,bt also she has anew song so plugging that could be it too,i first heard her song though when she was on pual o'grady ooooh no channel 4 and 3 that very uptie with our state of tv nw and who should be on what channel and no other lol!!i didnt like her song i have to say it,bt hearing it again today i did kinda get into it.that always the way with tune though isnt it,bt im in debate in my head all the same,undecided.she is also showing her engagemnt ring(or should i say rock)cz she is married to fall out boy man pete hhhhh!!
i have gotten back into the paul o grady shw too,gosh why didnt i watch him from the start,i think with the new times of neighbours and stuff it confused my timing for a while so i have been only cathing him here and there,why did i do this,bt nw me and him are back on track and in love again,hehe i dnt think there is anyone mre weird than me on the planet lol.phil and ferm(my best loved celb couple)were on his shw too and they are fantastic and lovely always anyway bt with paul(mr funnyman)it was jst great!!they did this quiz thing where one went blidnfolded(and under a permer for xtra measure)whilst the other answered question like:where would phil be touching fern with when they first woke up(haha dsome funny looks and almost answers here.and for phil ones like what does ferms mother remind him of animal wise(bt ferm went on to answer hw much they along anyway)gawsh cd they be anymre sickeningly perfect for eacohter.did they get together ages ago through an affair though when she was on ready steady cook?hmm that bit hypo of me and my issues with mairriage isnt it,eh who can say there situ it was decades ago eh what can i say!!
the other day there was the shw bout the mcanns and it being a yr since little maddie went missing,i have to say i am glad i watched it and im glad i slapped myself whilst watching it,why heres why...i have nvr been against them bt the thing is i have nvr been as worried for them either,and nealry all the way through this prgram i sat with tears,cz i realised hw much evertone else mainly media had influenced me, nw i have nvr been one to think they did it or ought like that the only thing i said as i've said before is that i didnt agree with leaving the kids.bt i was nevr feeling for them loike you should.and as i sat there and watched these two parents in total misery bout there lives and what had happened to them gosh i melted and you can jst see these poor people,they have lst everything to them,yes they have lives and two kids they love mre than anything bt its jst mre of a living nw they have lost there little girl and part of them has been lst too,and nt knowing who has her or if anyone has her anymore is clearly wripping them and there world apart,and i nvr saw this before,i dkinda did bt nt enough,and i jst got wrapped in all the storeis all the hype all of waht they did or could have done,and it numbed me to them,nt to what happend i often have cried since it all happened bt i have nvr felt the way i should for those poor parents. i tell you though if in the future it evr comes out that they did have anything to do with it then i will lose my beleif in humanity forevr lol!!
its my birthday nxt week and i have had no idea what to do with myself or even waht to get,this hasnt been helful for my mum really has it?and she has offered to take me for shws and stuff like that too.bt i have felt wuite rude when saying no.my reason being cz i wanted to do something with us all cz if we went to shw only two would be able,so yes i am horrid arent i for saying no bt it was for good reasons i swear.
bt she has kept at me,havent seen any cake making stuff and i have to have a fondant cake very yr man!!since birth this has been happenign and i will have to have it done no mattr hw old i am.
then today i said why dnt we fgo to sis in uni and take her out with us for a meal and a movie,maybe when the new indie movie come sout!!so then it means i could see her she too bsy stdying t come right nw,final yr,understandble.and then she said or we could go to paris.this came from a convo we were having cz i was saying 'cz is going to paris for her uni this yr,hw shall we cope' and then she said lets go there,on the plane or tunnel as part of ur birthday, i smiled with the sun on my face(ealry morning sun as she was putting out the pegs and i was nxt to her therefore sun on my face.hehe)so we might be doing that.i have wanted to go for so long nw,we keep missing on annual france visit,which is usually to the loire,oooh cnt talk bout it makes me tear up lol,bt a trip to paries has been a want too,and nw we might be doing it yay.mum ur the best i dnt say it enough,i might on here bt i should say it mre to ur face(u see why im doing it here again and nt to ur face.hehe)
ooh liking an act from the brtiains got talent shw,i dnt watch it,bt i saw this on gmtv(great shw man)and its a micheal jackson type shw man doing allthis kinda dancing(he classi)then this indian sweeper come son and you can tell everyone like shit get him off,and then they both start doing bollywood dancing together.its f ing fantatstic and should win,somehw i doubt it will i think we will fall for the stories behind the acts things again,bt this one should win,bt we'll see eh!!
chrsi moyles podcast...love it,was v funny today,delivered cake to terry wogan for good ratings lol,alad was on his phone as he tried to get into the ever so kept in secret art of the building where he does his shw lol!!then terry thanked him on air lol,cool!! he also talked bout getting ratings up and he would go naked if they gt to ceritan maount on facebook friends,hahaha!!and bout one of his assisantt wedding.there like a little fmaily it great cz there all so chuffed for her!!then bout piercing which chris said was hcavvy if yonukids had them,shit i agreed and was wetting myself as he went on bout it,bt come on having a pierced baby ears,where is the need.sorry.sorry.
theres that stroy bout that man that kept hisdaughter in hiding in the cellar abusing making children with her,disgusting to the point i simply cnt talk bout it.
james patterson book going great.
GORDAN RAMSEYS F WORD IS BACK.F ING YAY,AND HIS ADVERT MAKES ME LUAGH OUT LOUD EVERY DAM TIME,HES CLASSIC AND GOT SUCH HUMOUR IN HIS TIMING.GAWSH I LOVE THAT MAN.
soap awards this weekend and they have all been on this moroing trying to get people to vote,doing quizzes and stuff.very funny theres actors are.like karl from emmerdale and all of them seem up for a laugh.liking it!!
jon barraman has been presenting this morning and he so good,has his trousers down at one point shwin those skimpy hold in tights he was tsting.hmm wonder hw many in email they had bout taht,get ovr it is all ican say,no he been good though ver senstive with some of there inner depth topics they have on,and great with fernie,though noone will beat her due act with phil.
incoming terry wogan with his yrly prgram is back in a few weeks,i have seen some of the acts and they are as funy as evr!!we wnt win of course and our man act isnt partculaly fab to be honest,bt hw can people out themslef up to do it when they no we wnt win or will or maybe rediculed for doing it lol!!
gladiotor is back.we cnt watchi it cz of no sky,hw crap is that.kistry the presenter was laughing along with chirs on his pdocasst with the hoosiers and she was able to take and give back to chris humour which was great!!
OOOH RUDE INTERUPTION TO SAY SHITTING HELL BANK HOLIDAY MEANS TELE CHANGES.FOR GOOGNESS SAKE JST LEAVE THEM AS THEY ARE WHY DO WENEED TO CHANGE THE TIMETABLE FOR OUR TVS FOR THIS DAY.DONT GET IT.DNT LIKE IT.
ben fogel new extreme dreams shw is back,this man does like tp put himself in situations eh!!
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