Friday, 23 May 2008
its her birhtday!!
my mothers yes my mothers birthday and i havent got her anything yet.its nst week and im scared,wanted to get her soemthing greaat and she wnt give me any clues!!dammmmm.
dnt worry..nt that u r...
....im nt having one of those anti mojo in the blog department moments.im simply dunno nt bin blogging lots of late.i cnt say its because im rushed off my feet with work,kids or men either,im jst simply on a aaa maybelater bt nt cz im cnt be bothered point.make sense,hmmm no bt i no what i mean.
lots of things have happened out there in the world.the silence for all those poor souls we lst in the landlsides and disaster across the ocean.the guy off the kiddies tv program,mark had mre stories printed bout him and hw he died.poor man tried with his belt to hang himself then did it with shoelaces,he had planeed to meet his therapist bt there ays had gotten mixed so he dint,and the police had stopeed him for mintues and minutes bt he would nt take there help.there were so many obsticles for his life to be saved those days,its so awful,e was one determined guy bt for all the wrong dam things. a gy with the mental age of 11 was taken ovr it is thought by terrorist people and he blew up a family restaurant.its so dam awful these terrible things happening jst down the road.its head hurting jst thinking bout it.a bomb.blowing things up,in order to kill and destroy.
i've finshed my book,it was fantastic and i suggest to all reading as many james patterson books as u can get ur hands on,im currently searchihng the web to be bale to watch the series of his books that came to the american screen.
got my new food mag,delicious this time.i love this mag,its so imformative and the way it writeen is jst fab.i like i like.
soaps come on what mre can i say there great we all no that already.
my dad has been on a business trip to america,hmm business trip i sometimes wonder bout since hes in las vegas.hes been away for a week and is coming home in a few mins in his little hire car jet lag and probably the need for the newly bought bottled of red mum bought him.and she giving him a good roast chicken,all the trimming and the pudding i whipped up lst night.
i started a new book.after a good few hrs of searching for books the other night(mum owed me)i found some by an author i have nvr heard of,it was lucky cz i was lokingat another author and it did that if you like this u might like this list,good on modern oeioke and there modern deas in selling there books lol.and i read all her book blurbs and put all of them in the amazon wishlist lol,bt weened it dwn to this one 'my sisters keeper' bot a girl that was concieved to give practically any of herself to her cancer ridden sister,im only a few pages in and i have already been reduced to tears,heart pangs and laughter.its often the eay isnt it that with the saddest books you have the mst dryest of humours from the characters.she is nw suign her paretns for the right to her body,at jst thirteen yrs old this will mean the death of her sister,bt if she dsnt take this step would it mean the death of herself,ouch such a brave sotry and my new found author writes it beautoifully and i cnt eait tto continue and read her ohters.
i also bought hardback(yes i wnt go through my issues with hardback and there stabbing corner again)i bought one of my favourtie authors newest ventrues,'this charming man'bout a man who everyone loves andmany friends and relatives that are intwined with his life.im excited to read this one too.
i hnbw have a few books on my shelf ready to pick from,one i keep wanting to read bt there seomthing in me that hasnt quite got the educative head on me that is requirs,and of course one is karin slaughter who i almost read nw bt im glad i waited,as excitemnt for her novels is bst served with lotsof wait!!
so to the tea that there hving tongith,i will be adding to it with there dessert as i said before.i was wanering down the light off darkened stairs lst night thinking i need to do something i need to occupy myself in something,and i came across a recipe from one of my favourite blogs(whos is beyond words of a bootiful cook,and post amazingly written stoties to go with them)and i found this one,i have been wanting to try shortbread for a while.its one of my mums faves and so i keep wimping out cz i dnt want her to compare it and nt like it,like i have done with my dads request for cincamon bunslol.
so ithought hey this mentions it taste being similar bt it has the difference of almonds and jam,come on lets give it a go i thought,so down i ran into the kitchen with the lights flickering on as i rummaged in cupbards and fridge for all the ingredients.and then off i went,missing kneeding and cooking,haha if only it was that simple,for one i actually relaised when i came down hw tired i was and so i misse dout the chilling in the fridge bit,i no i no dam silly girl i am and by no means showing my cheffing patience i so want,bt come on its the wee hrs of the moring,i spent it baking so that some borwny cheffy points,and i dnt think i rolled it out thin enough so it was bit doughie in the cnetre so i cut it in segments and keept cooking,in the end mum liked it jst said it might need some custard as i came out bit dryer in the cooked places.yes i am slightly disheartenedthe the need of goo to help oit go down,bt she said it was really nice.and all in all im kinda proud cz i have nevr made anyhitng like this at all,and i did it jst like that with no umms and rrr and no i cnt.and i did it and ran through the things i could do to rescue it and id it too,some part of me thinks maybe i wa sin that tired nt wuite aware state so i jst did things in motion wihtout being able to think things through and panic anyway lol!!
and i found a jumper my dad bought me back from america lst time.i hae been searching for this dam thing for ages,its grey hoodie and from disney.and i love it!!guess where it was.hehe in the ummmmm should i say it,oh who reads this blog anyway,it was in my bag from lst yr that i took to my cousins babies christneing,shocking,its nt moully or damp though.so mmm lovely and warmth in a grey hoodies. by the way i have a obsession with hoddies or jumpers,nt the fitted grilie ones bt big oild bi surfer dued type hoodies.yum.wanted dad to gt me one this time,bt the poor man has been slates so many times with his presents he gets so stressed getting them so i dint bother asking.and i was too late i thin to make him search the shops.arnet i nice,no i probalby dint want to make up a happy face when he brought me back something clealry only a aged dad could buy his daughter!!
lots of things have happened out there in the world.the silence for all those poor souls we lst in the landlsides and disaster across the ocean.the guy off the kiddies tv program,mark had mre stories printed bout him and hw he died.poor man tried with his belt to hang himself then did it with shoelaces,he had planeed to meet his therapist bt there ays had gotten mixed so he dint,and the police had stopeed him for mintues and minutes bt he would nt take there help.there were so many obsticles for his life to be saved those days,its so awful,e was one determined guy bt for all the wrong dam things. a gy with the mental age of 11 was taken ovr it is thought by terrorist people and he blew up a family restaurant.its so dam awful these terrible things happening jst down the road.its head hurting jst thinking bout it.a bomb.blowing things up,in order to kill and destroy.
i've finshed my book,it was fantastic and i suggest to all reading as many james patterson books as u can get ur hands on,im currently searchihng the web to be bale to watch the series of his books that came to the american screen.
got my new food mag,delicious this time.i love this mag,its so imformative and the way it writeen is jst fab.i like i like.
soaps come on what mre can i say there great we all no that already.
my dad has been on a business trip to america,hmm business trip i sometimes wonder bout since hes in las vegas.hes been away for a week and is coming home in a few mins in his little hire car jet lag and probably the need for the newly bought bottled of red mum bought him.and she giving him a good roast chicken,all the trimming and the pudding i whipped up lst night.
i started a new book.after a good few hrs of searching for books the other night(mum owed me)i found some by an author i have nvr heard of,it was lucky cz i was lokingat another author and it did that if you like this u might like this list,good on modern oeioke and there modern deas in selling there books lol.and i read all her book blurbs and put all of them in the amazon wishlist lol,bt weened it dwn to this one 'my sisters keeper' bot a girl that was concieved to give practically any of herself to her cancer ridden sister,im only a few pages in and i have already been reduced to tears,heart pangs and laughter.its often the eay isnt it that with the saddest books you have the mst dryest of humours from the characters.she is nw suign her paretns for the right to her body,at jst thirteen yrs old this will mean the death of her sister,bt if she dsnt take this step would it mean the death of herself,ouch such a brave sotry and my new found author writes it beautoifully and i cnt eait tto continue and read her ohters.
i also bought hardback(yes i wnt go through my issues with hardback and there stabbing corner again)i bought one of my favourtie authors newest ventrues,'this charming man'bout a man who everyone loves andmany friends and relatives that are intwined with his life.im excited to read this one too.
i hnbw have a few books on my shelf ready to pick from,one i keep wanting to read bt there seomthing in me that hasnt quite got the educative head on me that is requirs,and of course one is karin slaughter who i almost read nw bt im glad i waited,as excitemnt for her novels is bst served with lotsof wait!!
so to the tea that there hving tongith,i will be adding to it with there dessert as i said before.i was wanering down the light off darkened stairs lst night thinking i need to do something i need to occupy myself in something,and i came across a recipe from one of my favourite blogs(whos is beyond words of a bootiful cook,and post amazingly written stoties to go with them)and i found this one,i have been wanting to try shortbread for a while.its one of my mums faves and so i keep wimping out cz i dnt want her to compare it and nt like it,like i have done with my dads request for cincamon bunslol.
so ithought hey this mentions it taste being similar bt it has the difference of almonds and jam,come on lets give it a go i thought,so down i ran into the kitchen with the lights flickering on as i rummaged in cupbards and fridge for all the ingredients.and then off i went,missing kneeding and cooking,haha if only it was that simple,for one i actually relaised when i came down hw tired i was and so i misse dout the chilling in the fridge bit,i no i no dam silly girl i am and by no means showing my cheffing patience i so want,bt come on its the wee hrs of the moring,i spent it baking so that some borwny cheffy points,and i dnt think i rolled it out thin enough so it was bit doughie in the cnetre so i cut it in segments and keept cooking,in the end mum liked it jst said it might need some custard as i came out bit dryer in the cooked places.yes i am slightly disheartenedthe the need of goo to help oit go down,bt she said it was really nice.and all in all im kinda proud cz i have nevr made anyhitng like this at all,and i did it jst like that with no umms and rrr and no i cnt.and i did it and ran through the things i could do to rescue it and id it too,some part of me thinks maybe i wa sin that tired nt wuite aware state so i jst did things in motion wihtout being able to think things through and panic anyway lol!!
and i found a jumper my dad bought me back from america lst time.i hae been searching for this dam thing for ages,its grey hoodie and from disney.and i love it!!guess where it was.hehe in the ummmmm should i say it,oh who reads this blog anyway,it was in my bag from lst yr that i took to my cousins babies christneing,shocking,its nt moully or damp though.so mmm lovely and warmth in a grey hoodies. by the way i have a obsession with hoddies or jumpers,nt the fitted grilie ones bt big oild bi surfer dued type hoodies.yum.wanted dad to gt me one this time,bt the poor man has been slates so many times with his presents he gets so stressed getting them so i dint bother asking.and i was too late i thin to make him search the shops.arnet i nice,no i probalby dint want to make up a happy face when he brought me back something clealry only a aged dad could buy his daughter!!
Saturday, 17 May 2008
oooh nt much again...
so the weather finally cracked.its nt particulaly awful,there has beeen the odd drizzle here and there bt its jst grayer and the lovely sunshine isnt really wanteing to shw its head much.
nt much has been happening,my mum gave the pops a new hair cut it has to be one of the shortest evr lol!!he sits there on the stool in the middle of our wooden floor and she gives him a full cut,kinda gross bt u get used to it.this was actually hw the sis's bf met my parents lol he walked up the garden path to see my dad,on his stool with his top off.rather gross for him me thinks bt it mean nt much could shock him in our family aftere that right.hehe!!
i watched sex in the city replays and actually found them o.k.i was a bit iffed off by all this hype ovr the movie,i mean i find the prgram pleasant enough,bt it seemed like this prgram was sacred.bt after seeing the movoie special is actually found myself wanting to see it.wasnt sure of sjp hat slash plant thing on her head though.
brokeback mountain is on channel 4 tomoz,i think i wnt to see it and it isnt im against gay cz shit im nt ill argue with anyone bout it if they get all homophobic,bt its simply passion and asex in movies that i dnt like to watch lol,bt i really want to see the movie so i dnt no what to do man!!dilemas in life eh?
i keep seeing bout that disater ovr the seas and i keep seeing all thjose people and kids being saved from under rubble and stuff,i wish there was something i could do bout it.like isnt there something i can do,i know there isnt,i mean yes maybe i cuold go and get on a plane and help out there,you nevr know,bt i wntbve doing that will i!!and i could try and donate bt i jst dnt know it always seems like ther eis something mre i could or should be doing.it so horrible when u hear what the death toll is up to and u jst think shit that many pepole are ded hw can that even be possible.jst like that pusssh that many people gone from our planet,its nt fair it jst isnt.
been reading through my olive magaiznes and my good foods.gosh i love em,getting some goodhints and tips too,they jst get bettr and bettr man.
my mums gardeing is going great,she is really in her element with it all,our garden looks so pretty too,like bettr when the sun was shining on it bt nevr mind eh.the lawn is lovely and neatly moad the flowers she has planted are bootfiul too,we even have some features around too.and her veggies are so good,we have strawberries coming and little spring onion peeping nicely out of the the soil,salad leave and where she has her mian garden at me grans(mre room and a gran to give tlc)i hear it even bettr,she is beaming.walking round woith her red watering can and ovr to her greenhouse(mini lol)looking at all the other stuff,im proud of her too and it smells like a good season for homegrown proudce me thinks.
i've even started on a bit of a green mission myself,nw im nt saying im going all eco,cz lets face it its me here,bt im trying to do all i can,im tunring stuff out lots,lights off when i dnt need them and all that stuff,im recycling lots of stuff i used to jst toss wihtout thinking.im wrapping up leftovr veggies and things like that and putting them in the special bin,boiling kettle instead of pan.(also quickr lol!!)i think its good,others who do much mre would think its pppppoorand i should do mre bt for me it great and im proud.gonna try out composting me thinks too,going to look at the website for it in a min in fact.
soaps going great,found out some stuff at digital spy(great website)like ronny and having a child at 14(gt to catch up with eastneders so im up to date on all that sotry line)i love chrsitian in eastneders he has to be the best maqn i've evr seen in a gay character,he does such juistice and is sensitve with it.
my books nealry ovr and im nw getting to that panicky stage where i dnt lnw which to read nxt,im think my karin slaughter book,bt part of me doesnt want to read it cz she hasnt bough out antoher one yet so i wnt have back up for another instalment straight after lol,bt i do want to read my uite factual one bt its getting myslef in the mood.mum did mention on my birthday hw she owed me a book or two so hmmm thinking on that one eh!!
i offered to buy my sis her ball gown for her 21st,and nw she has found a whole new dress for jst a nice dress to own,get her lol.as lng as she will treasusre and love it i dnt care lol.its coming though nw mum and dad have jst booked her and her bf a trip to venace man.shit!!my mum is nw regretting nt hinting at the bf to pay for himself,she too polite that women and nw will threat ovr it.silly.and i think she will jst have her own doo for it bt mum wants to invite family down all the sam for a little get together,she had wanted to do a bg bash with friends and family all bout with a nice tea party type theme with tables and buffet and cakes and band music and gazebos and stuff,i think she was so oexcited by doing it she nevr picked up on the sis's wish for her be bale to do he rown thing.i mean every mum wants to pull off a big party dnt they,and i hated,like i felt sick when sis told her and mums face jst kinda did that parent falling type face.ouch.shell do soemthing though oh dnt yoyu worry lol.bless our mum!!
i also founf out some gossip that happens in des.houswives,me nt happy i cme across this spoiler though.
nt much has been happening,my mum gave the pops a new hair cut it has to be one of the shortest evr lol!!he sits there on the stool in the middle of our wooden floor and she gives him a full cut,kinda gross bt u get used to it.this was actually hw the sis's bf met my parents lol he walked up the garden path to see my dad,on his stool with his top off.rather gross for him me thinks bt it mean nt much could shock him in our family aftere that right.hehe!!
i watched sex in the city replays and actually found them o.k.i was a bit iffed off by all this hype ovr the movie,i mean i find the prgram pleasant enough,bt it seemed like this prgram was sacred.bt after seeing the movoie special is actually found myself wanting to see it.wasnt sure of sjp hat slash plant thing on her head though.
brokeback mountain is on channel 4 tomoz,i think i wnt to see it and it isnt im against gay cz shit im nt ill argue with anyone bout it if they get all homophobic,bt its simply passion and asex in movies that i dnt like to watch lol,bt i really want to see the movie so i dnt no what to do man!!dilemas in life eh?
i keep seeing bout that disater ovr the seas and i keep seeing all thjose people and kids being saved from under rubble and stuff,i wish there was something i could do bout it.like isnt there something i can do,i know there isnt,i mean yes maybe i cuold go and get on a plane and help out there,you nevr know,bt i wntbve doing that will i!!and i could try and donate bt i jst dnt know it always seems like ther eis something mre i could or should be doing.it so horrible when u hear what the death toll is up to and u jst think shit that many pepole are ded hw can that even be possible.jst like that pusssh that many people gone from our planet,its nt fair it jst isnt.
been reading through my olive magaiznes and my good foods.gosh i love em,getting some goodhints and tips too,they jst get bettr and bettr man.
my mums gardeing is going great,she is really in her element with it all,our garden looks so pretty too,like bettr when the sun was shining on it bt nevr mind eh.the lawn is lovely and neatly moad the flowers she has planted are bootfiul too,we even have some features around too.and her veggies are so good,we have strawberries coming and little spring onion peeping nicely out of the the soil,salad leave and where she has her mian garden at me grans(mre room and a gran to give tlc)i hear it even bettr,she is beaming.walking round woith her red watering can and ovr to her greenhouse(mini lol)looking at all the other stuff,im proud of her too and it smells like a good season for homegrown proudce me thinks.
i've even started on a bit of a green mission myself,nw im nt saying im going all eco,cz lets face it its me here,bt im trying to do all i can,im tunring stuff out lots,lights off when i dnt need them and all that stuff,im recycling lots of stuff i used to jst toss wihtout thinking.im wrapping up leftovr veggies and things like that and putting them in the special bin,boiling kettle instead of pan.(also quickr lol!!)i think its good,others who do much mre would think its pppppoorand i should do mre bt for me it great and im proud.gonna try out composting me thinks too,going to look at the website for it in a min in fact.
soaps going great,found out some stuff at digital spy(great website)like ronny and having a child at 14(gt to catch up with eastneders so im up to date on all that sotry line)i love chrsitian in eastneders he has to be the best maqn i've evr seen in a gay character,he does such juistice and is sensitve with it.
my books nealry ovr and im nw getting to that panicky stage where i dnt lnw which to read nxt,im think my karin slaughter book,bt part of me doesnt want to read it cz she hasnt bough out antoher one yet so i wnt have back up for another instalment straight after lol,bt i do want to read my uite factual one bt its getting myslef in the mood.mum did mention on my birthday hw she owed me a book or two so hmmm thinking on that one eh!!
i offered to buy my sis her ball gown for her 21st,and nw she has found a whole new dress for jst a nice dress to own,get her lol.as lng as she will treasusre and love it i dnt care lol.its coming though nw mum and dad have jst booked her and her bf a trip to venace man.shit!!my mum is nw regretting nt hinting at the bf to pay for himself,she too polite that women and nw will threat ovr it.silly.and i think she will jst have her own doo for it bt mum wants to invite family down all the sam for a little get together,she had wanted to do a bg bash with friends and family all bout with a nice tea party type theme with tables and buffet and cakes and band music and gazebos and stuff,i think she was so oexcited by doing it she nevr picked up on the sis's wish for her be bale to do he rown thing.i mean every mum wants to pull off a big party dnt they,and i hated,like i felt sick when sis told her and mums face jst kinda did that parent falling type face.ouch.shell do soemthing though oh dnt yoyu worry lol.bless our mum!!
i also founf out some gossip that happens in des.houswives,me nt happy i cme across this spoiler though.
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
is it the reason..
climate change,is it global wamring the reason behind all these earhtqakes and other desasters.i have jst seen the latest distaster across the waters and its awful.
eh see this..
..tongiht with trevor mcdonald did o thing on the cst of food and this family had gone up so much in what the spend,then of course the ceheffy man shwed them hw to spend less,bt it jst went to shw hw much we are having to spend nowadays it silly.oops slight rant sorry bt it wasnt too bad was it!!
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sorry bt i didnt rate madnona on radio ones big weekedna dna pparently others dint either.she was a bit of a diva so i have heard and swore and so the presenters had to apoiloigze.oops.
so i didnt go..
to my cousins babies christening,i am sad that i didnt get to go bt things happen and things did,so i stayed at home with the bro which in the end turned out kinda nice cz we spent mre time together than we have done in a lng time.we sat and watched a bit a tv and chatted and quipped with eachother which wehavet done in a while and i actually felt good bout us for a little while so it was great,i tried to cook for the boy yes on part i simply was feeling like my cooking fingers we scraping at my thraot needing to be used,bt also cz the day before he had gotten away with having jst pizza(again)and the boy needed some good grub inside him lol.bt in the end his cheffing feeling bubbled to the surfaced and he cooked for himself and boy did he cook,in the end i chucked it bt i should have saved it for the parents to try thinking back on it,cz from the smell,lordy it was a wonderful thing,i really alsmt hate to admit it bt i think he has got some real talent in there,i dnt no hw easy other would find it(actually i have seen some truly awful cooks)bt he had theses salmon fillets(mum had placed nicely in the fridge for him)and some taglietelle and so he wipped up some parley butter and metled it down,pan fried his salmon(perfectly)which he doesnt ever do and its a hard thing to get jst right i think,it was great though jst cooked enough,then he jst did some carrots and cabbage and cooked his pasta then put it all on a plate,itssounds so simple bt it looked(of course he used his ponsy chef rings)and smelt divine.
at one point i thought we were going to come into trouble cz he was downstairs and i suddenly remebered i let him stay to watch his program bt he hadnt come up,so i went down and thankfully(hes awful to wake when hes fallen to sleep)he was jst awake so i got him upstairs jst in time lol)
bt mum,dad and gran went off to the countrside for the chirstening and they had a great time.they took lots of lovely pictures and the bab looked beaituful,her older sister who i bonded with from when she was jst a wrinkle and then went on to seemre of her thn this little one,i even went to stay with my couins and looked after her lots and she remebers me and asked where i was.shes very special to me and i bonded with her so much,and everyone used to say hw good i was with her and gave her to me when she cried and i settled her nicely,and so im so sad my visits to her have dwindled to nothing,yes they live so many hrs away its hard,bt i am jst sad this is hw it is really,i so depserately wanted to be in her life.bt lets see hw things go,then there is there cousin who in the piccies looked adorabel,she is so elflike and hceeky,they were worreid when she was little that she wasnt growing bt both her parents are smallish and she is didy bt nt in a bad way i would say,she nevrr crawled before she walke dthough so nw she falls lots and cz she nevr learnt to put her hands out like when hte crawls she simply falls on her face,which sounds almost giggle some bt nt when you see her bleeding nose.and all my souinds looked fab and it looked like a real nice day for them,and when i asked hw mym mum and her cake went she repleied with a beaming smile so that is fab.
oh bt before they went of course my mum had her present of the aston martin ride round the tracks,she loved it and raved bout it,mking us wathc her on the in car camera(hw many times can one women say shit lol)and then i watched her on dad footage on my camera tongiht,and hw he missed the mian bit when she zoomed into the fst part(fool).
i watched graham norton this weekend for the first time in his new series,and once again like so many other prgrams i am left wondering why it has taken me so long to tune in,he was on with mini drive who i am nw a fan of both as a person and singer(will be asking for her album me thinks)she is pregnant beaming and very beautfiul,and also a funny funny gal and seems jst gneuin and nicely pleasant so it was good to see her on it,graham of course is hilarious and this week he also had jimmy carr who i love soooo sooo much(did i happen to mention i m going to see him hehe)and he was also great,such fab humourous timing such amazing wit i love him,he also seem to have a little vunerable feelings to him though which makeshim all the more lovely and funny.it was good.and eh after that i watched heroes too which i think i could get into i jst have to pursivere with it,ill keep at it lol!!
i cried today when sally finally left homeand away,with the conert and the family mebers coming back to say goodbye,it was great,i think mre people should have come back though like eveeyone from the pst twetnty yrs she has been there lol.great though,it amazing she has been in it since she was a bab and nw she has gone,she mst feel weird too lol.
loving eastenders right nw,with the ronnie and roxy story,gawsh i have seen bits in mags bout what is going to happen and im jiggling for it man.bt jack who slep with roxy,bad man,bt i love him hes so gorgeous, iloved him in the bill and i do in this too,he cnt leave ever,and u no when u think eh they arent bad(in ur day dreams)there a big softee really,aaaaahhh he is he is!!he was on paul o grady today and he a ded jolly smiley almst giddy man,with a big smile and he a veggie,fisherman,he swore on it though which he yelled apoligoizies for lol,bt he lovely ooooh get me a cuddle inthose musly arms,yum yum.
watched great british menu of course(let the side down wheni had to save it on to comp today instead of watching it cz i was busy)bt its one of my favoutie chefs this week who actually lives and is the head chef at a place near my auntiy and cousins that were seen this weekend.he was great though and i hpe when i get to the end of this week he has won,of course im a week behind on iplayer so i could go and find out bt i mst resist.the other guy though is this man who is a biggg believeron health foods,he has health issues and his mum died so i see where he is coming from bt,mm no i almst dnt lol.he cooks these little thing sith petals and seeds,and to me if ur gonna go out for a meal u dnt want all this,i mean looking at it i think yes i bet it taste amazing,all thses things that he put togehr i fab,bt i dnt no,if ur going out for a meal u want to indudgle,ur paying all this for a posh place dnt u jst want to let go and go all out.and whislt my fave cehffy was cooking all his bootyful stuff on the other side of the kitchen he was sticking his nosey up nd stuff,bt to be honest he wasnt even doin anyhting unhealhty,yes he wasnt holding back bt it was jst good honest food,thise other man is jst so far the ohter way is all.bt we will see im siting with baited breath though.
i looked on the web at my cheffies site and he is also looking for a sous chef and lots of other people to work with him,hehe i could go do this and stay with my cousins whilst im learning eh?!!(hush people we can all daydream)
its been really hot here too,though the wind came in today and we actually gt a chill tongith so does this mean its bout to break,come on uk give us another go.
the bro contineue to try get his paddling pool going(background:lst yr he nevr took it down and tindies it away,so it got that green stuff and it went a bit horrid)so when it wouldnt fill we finally dfound out that is has whole in from all its negelct,hmf silly twit,that grans present too,that she was so excited bout giving him,hmm im slightly miffed at him,he nvr tidies things or does thing when hes told.bt he gets away with it,eh i started this pst being nice to im so ms =t countact it somwhere to mkae us mre like bro and sis right.and alos dad said to me yesterday he nt allowed to wathc tv until he reads,bt guess what i see nxt minute,yes he watching tv and hasnt read(there having trouble with him cz he doesnt read at all,me and sis oved reading and as u may hav read here i do nw,and he doesn read and its so bad.he will really need it)
brother and sisters was a great epidosde once again,was there evr any doubt?er NO.this week justines drug thing ame out and they all gather round him in the lounge,and the arugemtna dn heart wrecnhing shit that came bout was awful and i was all funny and aaaarish inside,it was so amazingly done it was great,then they staed with him through his withdrawels so he dint have to go in to rehab and he got through it,and the gay uncle came out to his sis,and kitty stuggled with wanting a babe and mr fit fiance dsnt bt cnt tell her,oh my itss gooood.
also saw a slip for the new new desperate houswives and its looked so good.
with the weather being good i even gt our step ladder and went and sat on the roof(oooh you take me as a brave person that went up to the roof and sat with the birds and chimney)oh no you gt me wrong,NO our flat extension roof outsdie my window lol.i sat reading jamie oliver(good book he very cute and funny,good recipes to of course lol)and sat on our swingy seat,aaa nice.
joan of arcada is on every night as the new seires and it really good,its on right nw and im loving it lol.
the bro mentioed he was going to town this weekdna di said oooh can i maybe come if i decide to,and he went and loked at bus times!!and aksed where i want to get it from!!i was stunned hw was the hapeening my brother was ok with me coming to town with him,then i said bt i might nt and if im coming ill be there to wlak out door bt dnt wait if im nt,and he went all quite so i though oh o.k nothing of it is was him jst waching tv,and i then later though eh hw can i do this to him,cramp his style and go on the bus with his mates,this jst wasnt on,so i dint go.then later i hear him say to me as i tunr to him with shck,'its wird going to town on ur own'i was in pain i nevr new he was going on his iown,this is why he wanted me to come,and i thinking i wa doing the rihgt thing made my little bro go on his own.wen i think bout it i am getitng the shaky ive let my bro down feeling in my heart thing again.ouch!!he is o.k with it i think,he new what happened wen i explained so i think were o.k and we had a good wekend togehter anyways!!
at one point i thought we were going to come into trouble cz he was downstairs and i suddenly remebered i let him stay to watch his program bt he hadnt come up,so i went down and thankfully(hes awful to wake when hes fallen to sleep)he was jst awake so i got him upstairs jst in time lol)
bt mum,dad and gran went off to the countrside for the chirstening and they had a great time.they took lots of lovely pictures and the bab looked beaituful,her older sister who i bonded with from when she was jst a wrinkle and then went on to seemre of her thn this little one,i even went to stay with my couins and looked after her lots and she remebers me and asked where i was.shes very special to me and i bonded with her so much,and everyone used to say hw good i was with her and gave her to me when she cried and i settled her nicely,and so im so sad my visits to her have dwindled to nothing,yes they live so many hrs away its hard,bt i am jst sad this is hw it is really,i so depserately wanted to be in her life.bt lets see hw things go,then there is there cousin who in the piccies looked adorabel,she is so elflike and hceeky,they were worreid when she was little that she wasnt growing bt both her parents are smallish and she is didy bt nt in a bad way i would say,she nevrr crawled before she walke dthough so nw she falls lots and cz she nevr learnt to put her hands out like when hte crawls she simply falls on her face,which sounds almost giggle some bt nt when you see her bleeding nose.and all my souinds looked fab and it looked like a real nice day for them,and when i asked hw mym mum and her cake went she repleied with a beaming smile so that is fab.
oh bt before they went of course my mum had her present of the aston martin ride round the tracks,she loved it and raved bout it,mking us wathc her on the in car camera(hw many times can one women say shit lol)and then i watched her on dad footage on my camera tongiht,and hw he missed the mian bit when she zoomed into the fst part(fool).
i watched graham norton this weekend for the first time in his new series,and once again like so many other prgrams i am left wondering why it has taken me so long to tune in,he was on with mini drive who i am nw a fan of both as a person and singer(will be asking for her album me thinks)she is pregnant beaming and very beautfiul,and also a funny funny gal and seems jst gneuin and nicely pleasant so it was good to see her on it,graham of course is hilarious and this week he also had jimmy carr who i love soooo sooo much(did i happen to mention i m going to see him hehe)and he was also great,such fab humourous timing such amazing wit i love him,he also seem to have a little vunerable feelings to him though which makeshim all the more lovely and funny.it was good.and eh after that i watched heroes too which i think i could get into i jst have to pursivere with it,ill keep at it lol!!
i cried today when sally finally left homeand away,with the conert and the family mebers coming back to say goodbye,it was great,i think mre people should have come back though like eveeyone from the pst twetnty yrs she has been there lol.great though,it amazing she has been in it since she was a bab and nw she has gone,she mst feel weird too lol.
loving eastenders right nw,with the ronnie and roxy story,gawsh i have seen bits in mags bout what is going to happen and im jiggling for it man.bt jack who slep with roxy,bad man,bt i love him hes so gorgeous, iloved him in the bill and i do in this too,he cnt leave ever,and u no when u think eh they arent bad(in ur day dreams)there a big softee really,aaaaahhh he is he is!!he was on paul o grady today and he a ded jolly smiley almst giddy man,with a big smile and he a veggie,fisherman,he swore on it though which he yelled apoligoizies for lol,bt he lovely ooooh get me a cuddle inthose musly arms,yum yum.
watched great british menu of course(let the side down wheni had to save it on to comp today instead of watching it cz i was busy)bt its one of my favoutie chefs this week who actually lives and is the head chef at a place near my auntiy and cousins that were seen this weekend.he was great though and i hpe when i get to the end of this week he has won,of course im a week behind on iplayer so i could go and find out bt i mst resist.the other guy though is this man who is a biggg believeron health foods,he has health issues and his mum died so i see where he is coming from bt,mm no i almst dnt lol.he cooks these little thing sith petals and seeds,and to me if ur gonna go out for a meal u dnt want all this,i mean looking at it i think yes i bet it taste amazing,all thses things that he put togehr i fab,bt i dnt no,if ur going out for a meal u want to indudgle,ur paying all this for a posh place dnt u jst want to let go and go all out.and whislt my fave cehffy was cooking all his bootyful stuff on the other side of the kitchen he was sticking his nosey up nd stuff,bt to be honest he wasnt even doin anyhting unhealhty,yes he wasnt holding back bt it was jst good honest food,thise other man is jst so far the ohter way is all.bt we will see im siting with baited breath though.
i looked on the web at my cheffies site and he is also looking for a sous chef and lots of other people to work with him,hehe i could go do this and stay with my cousins whilst im learning eh?!!(hush people we can all daydream)
its been really hot here too,though the wind came in today and we actually gt a chill tongith so does this mean its bout to break,come on uk give us another go.
the bro contineue to try get his paddling pool going(background:lst yr he nevr took it down and tindies it away,so it got that green stuff and it went a bit horrid)so when it wouldnt fill we finally dfound out that is has whole in from all its negelct,hmf silly twit,that grans present too,that she was so excited bout giving him,hmm im slightly miffed at him,he nvr tidies things or does thing when hes told.bt he gets away with it,eh i started this pst being nice to im so ms =t countact it somwhere to mkae us mre like bro and sis right.and alos dad said to me yesterday he nt allowed to wathc tv until he reads,bt guess what i see nxt minute,yes he watching tv and hasnt read(there having trouble with him cz he doesnt read at all,me and sis oved reading and as u may hav read here i do nw,and he doesn read and its so bad.he will really need it)
brother and sisters was a great epidosde once again,was there evr any doubt?er NO.this week justines drug thing ame out and they all gather round him in the lounge,and the arugemtna dn heart wrecnhing shit that came bout was awful and i was all funny and aaaarish inside,it was so amazingly done it was great,then they staed with him through his withdrawels so he dint have to go in to rehab and he got through it,and the gay uncle came out to his sis,and kitty stuggled with wanting a babe and mr fit fiance dsnt bt cnt tell her,oh my itss gooood.
also saw a slip for the new new desperate houswives and its looked so good.
with the weather being good i even gt our step ladder and went and sat on the roof(oooh you take me as a brave person that went up to the roof and sat with the birds and chimney)oh no you gt me wrong,NO our flat extension roof outsdie my window lol.i sat reading jamie oliver(good book he very cute and funny,good recipes to of course lol)and sat on our swingy seat,aaa nice.
joan of arcada is on every night as the new seires and it really good,its on right nw and im loving it lol.
the bro mentioed he was going to town this weekdna di said oooh can i maybe come if i decide to,and he went and loked at bus times!!and aksed where i want to get it from!!i was stunned hw was the hapeening my brother was ok with me coming to town with him,then i said bt i might nt and if im coming ill be there to wlak out door bt dnt wait if im nt,and he went all quite so i though oh o.k nothing of it is was him jst waching tv,and i then later though eh hw can i do this to him,cramp his style and go on the bus with his mates,this jst wasnt on,so i dint go.then later i hear him say to me as i tunr to him with shck,'its wird going to town on ur own'i was in pain i nevr new he was going on his iown,this is why he wanted me to come,and i thinking i wa doing the rihgt thing made my little bro go on his own.wen i think bout it i am getitng the shaky ive let my bro down feeling in my heart thing again.ouch!!he is o.k with it i think,he new what happened wen i explained so i think were o.k and we had a good wekend togehter anyways!!
Friday, 9 May 2008
i jst hate it..
....al this fighting snd sandess that is happening all ovr the world right nw, i dnt wuite get what is happening true,bt i do see the pain and read and hear some of the news and it awful.i want something that doesnt seemto be happening.peace and the abilty for us all to be there for eactoher.im so nieve arent i bt its that so wrong.
aww!!
its my cousins babies chirstening this weekend and everoyne is very excited,one cz it sin somerset with the mst amazing countryside,and our nicest andthere friends who are the nicest people on the planet,and there doos are always great and full of love and laughter,two cz mum is making the cake,and finsihsed it this afternoon,she has wokred through sweat and tears and it is lovely i mst say,a lovely lemon sqaure cake with little dinky white and yellow flowers and the babs name all four of em lol,and then a baby in a hand made basket with other cross and desings on it,she has done so great,been away from this making sutff for a while bt she hasnt lost her touch lol.and she did it in this heat too!!
thye put my grans dog in keenel too today ready to go,yes she is one of there bred farm dogs bt she is a little much for a busy weekend like this one lol.
and tommoorrow before it happens mum has gt her crimbo present of driving and being driven in a sports car,shecannot wait seriously overjoyed women we have there lol.
thye put my grans dog in keenel too today ready to go,yes she is one of there bred farm dogs bt she is a little much for a busy weekend like this one lol.
and tommoorrow before it happens mum has gt her crimbo present of driving and being driven in a sports car,shecannot wait seriously overjoyed women we have there lol.
other things!!
grand designs live week is at its end tonight and has been really good,i know keven was nervous bout doing live shws bt hes been good,its better i think wehn there odd bits going wrng cz it shws there real lol.
made a supper for all of lasagne they all love it so that was grat,had to get dad to help beat the sauce at one point when it went lumpy(my arm was hurtoing so much it needed so man whisking for a while)and i made two so they had something for the nxt night too.
i though if making a cake bt dad had eaten all the starbs on his breakie conrflakes which iwas going to put into the double cream and starw roulade,soo there own fault lol.my dad says he wants a cake bt then when i do one he moansat hw deliecous it is and his waislt line so i stopped making them,much to my dismay,and then he goes and moans.no seriously he moans saying ;you nkwo you should listen to me and jst do itcz i really want one'hmmm should i slap him now or when i have cake wridden hands!!
er was great as usual this shw is jst something else man,this week neela and my fav funny man were held hostage to save this mans girflreidn it was breathtaking stuff and in the en he gave it up inlcuding neela being able to stop surgery after his girl died and he was then sht by the sniper,it was tearful stuff too!!
soaps,you no where can you go wrong,i also watched the soap awards on wednesday which was also soooo good,fern and phil my fave on screen couple were fab presenting it and everyone was funy and vewry up for a gret night,eastenders and hollyaks(good its in the running at lst)won mst of the wards,which ia think there ws some bitterness ovr bt they didnt shw it whilst on camera.apperently too the press leaked b4 hand that eastenders had won mst so they al new b4 being let in the shw that that was the case so bitterness came out bit earlier than it should of.oops.bt come on they have all had there turn.
sally is leaving on monday and this week has been leading up to it in home and away so that is a must watch.
one of my favourite weeks in british menu challenge was this week with the northern island guys,there accent put such a smile on my face,love it!!i was happy with who won,he i new bt had some good ideas,though i am gonna akways be a fan of the other bloke he is also a great chef.
missed the bill part 2 which iwill opeuflly catch up on,got some waking the dead to catch up on too and gossip girl,anughty me,bt instead of it this week i watch without a trace,i needed some of that shw me think as i have missed a fair few due to being bored of repeats lol.
and DESPERATE HOUSEWIFES LETS SCREAM FOR THE GREATENESS OF THIS SHW CZIT IS GREAT.
AND BORTHER S AND SISTER WATCHED THAT AGAIN CZ ITS GREAT TOO.
and a new prgram i watched was on e4 called the inbetweeners,and it very funny jst for being overthe top and shouldnt be funy lol.
havent tuned into the peep shw cnt decide too yet.
coro good too.
emmerdale good too.easteneders good too.
new scrubs i did miss bt it is always repeated lol.
am upset cz i cnt gt in to heroes after missing it(assumed it would be on iplayer and wasnt)
so i watched as always come dine with me sintead,it was a very sweet one this week and they seemd less weird lol.they had ther moments though!!
made a supper for all of lasagne they all love it so that was grat,had to get dad to help beat the sauce at one point when it went lumpy(my arm was hurtoing so much it needed so man whisking for a while)and i made two so they had something for the nxt night too.
i though if making a cake bt dad had eaten all the starbs on his breakie conrflakes which iwas going to put into the double cream and starw roulade,soo there own fault lol.my dad says he wants a cake bt then when i do one he moansat hw deliecous it is and his waislt line so i stopped making them,much to my dismay,and then he goes and moans.no seriously he moans saying ;you nkwo you should listen to me and jst do itcz i really want one'hmmm should i slap him now or when i have cake wridden hands!!
er was great as usual this shw is jst something else man,this week neela and my fav funny man were held hostage to save this mans girflreidn it was breathtaking stuff and in the en he gave it up inlcuding neela being able to stop surgery after his girl died and he was then sht by the sniper,it was tearful stuff too!!
soaps,you no where can you go wrong,i also watched the soap awards on wednesday which was also soooo good,fern and phil my fave on screen couple were fab presenting it and everyone was funy and vewry up for a gret night,eastenders and hollyaks(good its in the running at lst)won mst of the wards,which ia think there ws some bitterness ovr bt they didnt shw it whilst on camera.apperently too the press leaked b4 hand that eastenders had won mst so they al new b4 being let in the shw that that was the case so bitterness came out bit earlier than it should of.oops.bt come on they have all had there turn.
sally is leaving on monday and this week has been leading up to it in home and away so that is a must watch.
one of my favourite weeks in british menu challenge was this week with the northern island guys,there accent put such a smile on my face,love it!!i was happy with who won,he i new bt had some good ideas,though i am gonna akways be a fan of the other bloke he is also a great chef.
missed the bill part 2 which iwill opeuflly catch up on,got some waking the dead to catch up on too and gossip girl,anughty me,bt instead of it this week i watch without a trace,i needed some of that shw me think as i have missed a fair few due to being bored of repeats lol.
and DESPERATE HOUSEWIFES LETS SCREAM FOR THE GREATENESS OF THIS SHW CZIT IS GREAT.
AND BORTHER S AND SISTER WATCHED THAT AGAIN CZ ITS GREAT TOO.
and a new prgram i watched was on e4 called the inbetweeners,and it very funny jst for being overthe top and shouldnt be funy lol.
havent tuned into the peep shw cnt decide too yet.
coro good too.
emmerdale good too.easteneders good too.
new scrubs i did miss bt it is always repeated lol.
am upset cz i cnt gt in to heroes after missing it(assumed it would be on iplayer and wasnt)
so i watched as always come dine with me sintead,it was a very sweet one this week and they seemd less weird lol.they had ther moments though!!
outburts of an interuption if you may!!
its sunny i jst wrote a ded lng post bout the smells of garden,and cut grass and bbqs(no better smell)and smiles and wide open patios,open windows all through the night and uncovered legs(which dsnt happen cz im a duvet girl!!)and other things bt the dam computer jst deleted it so i cnt be bothered to d it all again,hw wroteen of it!!
bt sun please please stay with us we love you!!
bt sun please please stay with us we love you!!
im officially a yr older..
and an old lady,haha nt really bt isnt that jst what everyone says on there birthday so im joining in lol!!
lots happened today,or on it.actually i lie there too,gosh what is wrong with me.i woke everyone up which yes seems awful bt listen first befroe you judge...i did this so that the borther could get ready for school on time,he has this thing where he has to do things in certina ways so i gt him up ealry so he could do it all in order and in the right time.so we all crawled into the parent sbed(tradition)and then opened cards and pressies.i got a few tops,one pink lacey thing,very pretty,one caridgain(yellow,my mum usually wnt buy me yellow thing,i love the colour bt we both agree it dstn suit me)i hate going shopping with my mum bt only cz she is so honets and helpful lol,you can see something,like and and hold it up to shw her and her face says it all,and then you hav to put it back even if you love it cz the face of yuk no from her put you off right then lol!!bt she said this one did so she got it me.bless her shes trying lol!!then i got two other summer t-shirts.one pink(yes i love pink)and one white.lovely stuff,off my bro i got some cut off baige trousers kinder combat like,very cool lol!!i got a card which when opened had two tickets for the jimmy carr shw,hehe i love him and cnt wait till november,i think i want to take my mum though hw do i tell the rest of the family this man!!or will she even want to come with me.shes bin befre and i think she liked him?
she also said again we will go tp pairs so it looks good on the france stuff hehe.love it!!
then it was all out of bed quick and off to there busy days,hehe me back to bed,yay!!
later in the day there were a few mre card arrivals,and a banner downstairs,and a bunch of flower from the fam,very lovely and summery,my mum is a gardener and flower women by trade so she sure nos her stuff,and we bvoth have the same taste in flower loves so she new exactly which ones to get me!!smelt great.
later i had a suprsie when told to stay in room till they called me and then wen i was called the candles were lit on the cake my gran had made and was sitting by.and here comes the awful bit,i did tear up,cz oh gawsh sounds so ungrateful,bt i couldnt believe mum hadnt mad eit,and she said she dint have time ebing away at a spa and all she did the day before and this kinda made it worse for me lol,and it isnt i dind tlove grans(my gawsh i havelearnt all my love and knowledge from my gran and mum.and the cake was wonderful.i had asked for tiered and this eone had a bottom layer of choc,plain and coffee fairy cakes of all sie,then top layer was a traditionail sponge fonant with fairies on it,so it was fucking great.bt its jst something mum has always done,every yr she has made her cakes and doen such amazing things for us,and it wasnt that i was ungrateful i jst wondred i dnt know it was jst all wrong and out of sink and like oh she cnt ,ake the effort,and she is making my cousins babys and has done it nw and it was like 'oh you can do that' kinda thing which is awful after all she did that day for me bt sorry its the thought that did niggle in my head.gran also gt me flowers,lovely ones,she also has a mean eye for all this flowery and loves her garden like a child lol,and a pink jewel bracelet,you know the granny bought for granddaughters type ones,lovely!!and also a dressing gown which is gorgeous(pink)and so light,its jst cotton and very summer so im wearing it already with much gusto lol!!
then i did my blowing of the candles with the song lol,i blew all my candles out too and everoyne was very proud lol!!
and then had a few phone call,few from the luvvies on the farm which was lovely.
so a lovely day.
oh the cake is gone already 3 days later,and all the fairy cakes too hahah!!my family eh?!!
my friend came round and dropped off mre pressies and another bunch of flowers.i gt a book she knows me too good lol,a pen,groovy style,a amazing cd case,and two tubes of creams,one scrub type and one tan type shimmer.lovely.
a few mre cards too and some amazingly lovely message one facebook from people i havent heard of in ages too.since school!!
lots happened today,or on it.actually i lie there too,gosh what is wrong with me.i woke everyone up which yes seems awful bt listen first befroe you judge...i did this so that the borther could get ready for school on time,he has this thing where he has to do things in certina ways so i gt him up ealry so he could do it all in order and in the right time.so we all crawled into the parent sbed(tradition)and then opened cards and pressies.i got a few tops,one pink lacey thing,very pretty,one caridgain(yellow,my mum usually wnt buy me yellow thing,i love the colour bt we both agree it dstn suit me)i hate going shopping with my mum bt only cz she is so honets and helpful lol,you can see something,like and and hold it up to shw her and her face says it all,and then you hav to put it back even if you love it cz the face of yuk no from her put you off right then lol!!bt she said this one did so she got it me.bless her shes trying lol!!then i got two other summer t-shirts.one pink(yes i love pink)and one white.lovely stuff,off my bro i got some cut off baige trousers kinder combat like,very cool lol!!i got a card which when opened had two tickets for the jimmy carr shw,hehe i love him and cnt wait till november,i think i want to take my mum though hw do i tell the rest of the family this man!!or will she even want to come with me.shes bin befre and i think she liked him?
she also said again we will go tp pairs so it looks good on the france stuff hehe.love it!!
then it was all out of bed quick and off to there busy days,hehe me back to bed,yay!!
later in the day there were a few mre card arrivals,and a banner downstairs,and a bunch of flower from the fam,very lovely and summery,my mum is a gardener and flower women by trade so she sure nos her stuff,and we bvoth have the same taste in flower loves so she new exactly which ones to get me!!smelt great.
later i had a suprsie when told to stay in room till they called me and then wen i was called the candles were lit on the cake my gran had made and was sitting by.and here comes the awful bit,i did tear up,cz oh gawsh sounds so ungrateful,bt i couldnt believe mum hadnt mad eit,and she said she dint have time ebing away at a spa and all she did the day before and this kinda made it worse for me lol,and it isnt i dind tlove grans(my gawsh i havelearnt all my love and knowledge from my gran and mum.and the cake was wonderful.i had asked for tiered and this eone had a bottom layer of choc,plain and coffee fairy cakes of all sie,then top layer was a traditionail sponge fonant with fairies on it,so it was fucking great.bt its jst something mum has always done,every yr she has made her cakes and doen such amazing things for us,and it wasnt that i was ungrateful i jst wondred i dnt know it was jst all wrong and out of sink and like oh she cnt ,ake the effort,and she is making my cousins babys and has done it nw and it was like 'oh you can do that' kinda thing which is awful after all she did that day for me bt sorry its the thought that did niggle in my head.gran also gt me flowers,lovely ones,she also has a mean eye for all this flowery and loves her garden like a child lol,and a pink jewel bracelet,you know the granny bought for granddaughters type ones,lovely!!and also a dressing gown which is gorgeous(pink)and so light,its jst cotton and very summer so im wearing it already with much gusto lol!!
then i did my blowing of the candles with the song lol,i blew all my candles out too and everoyne was very proud lol!!
and then had a few phone call,few from the luvvies on the farm which was lovely.
so a lovely day.
oh the cake is gone already 3 days later,and all the fairy cakes too hahah!!my family eh?!!
my friend came round and dropped off mre pressies and another bunch of flowers.i gt a book she knows me too good lol,a pen,groovy style,a amazing cd case,and two tubes of creams,one scrub type and one tan type shimmer.lovely.
a few mre cards too and some amazingly lovely message one facebook from people i havent heard of in ages too.since school!!
Monday, 5 May 2008
his isssues....
WHY CNT DAD ST GO TO BED LIKE A HUMAN BEING...HEDOWNSTAIRS AS ALWAYS IN THE WEE HRS,ITS DRIVES ME MAD!!
its getting closer...
to being my birthday,though if we are talking in real time terms it pst midnight so it is actually nw my birthday.
i thought today would be awful witing for it to come,especially since it was bank holiday monday cz they drive me insane,they take all the good shit off tv and put movies on that noone really wants to watch,they also shut shops earlier or do things in random times,all in all a very confusing day that is only enjoyable for those at school like my brother cz they have the day off lol.
this weekedn it was another night of swanning away from home for my parents.this weekend they went on a reduced(thanks to a voucher from the paoper)trip to champneys spa.they got a night stay and breakie and use of all the stuff for quite a cheap price(and it was cheap cz they nevr go for this kind of thing)i can jst imagine my dad walking round in his dressing gown lol.at first he was a riht man wth his attitude and dint want to go,he does annoy me when he does this,cz mum clearly anted to o and go with him and htis when said made her face fall,jst suck it up dad and think of ur wife,(men)bt he did go with her in the end,did the good thing and i think he had a good time,to be hones twe havent spoke much since they got back today sooo..
the brother stayed here with me,he went to town bought himself a new top(he has been buying far too many of these me thinks)he has been buying the stuff with his new job money,and i think he is a bit upset nw at buying all the tops and being so nethusiastic with his spending his new job money,coz we have jst found out he hasnt got this new job ne mre cz the paper has closed down,oops.hes nw loojing rund for a new job though to fuel his favourite thing,bying those real nice clothes from republic,nw yes they arent cheap bt feel these buggers and u can see the qaulity and therefore the price.yum yum i could quite literally buy everything in this shop.the softeness,the hoodies,the jeans,and intiricate tps,ooh i say.
we gt on this wekeend too which was great,he got to have himself a pizza for tea and at his way through all the stuff in the cupbaord,moaned of being sick so of course had coke,stupid boy,then he went through another one and did the puppy dog eyes on me to let him finsh(he is usualy aloud only 1 can a day)(though when we have a bottle he seems to think the rule is a whole bottle hmm)the puppy eyes did nt work it was simply the fact it was far less troublejst to let him have it!!he went to bed o.kish too though scard me when i went to chekco n him and he wasnt there,the bugger had gone into the parents day and watched some t.v.oh yes so actually he ddint go to be din good time after all.
i was banished from downstairs tongith though cz mum was maybe doing birthday stuff. nw i hate to say this kind of stuff cz i know hw ungrateful i sound buuuut,i havent seen a cake being made or otherwise,nt even any smells of one being done whilst i have been busy with other stuff.buuuuut gran was talking to me bout it the other day,and she was going on bout fruit cake for birthday cake and marizipan and stuff,and i was like WTF NO GRAN U HAVE A GOOD SPONGE,BUTTERCREAM JAM AND GOOD OLD FONDANT...i didnt shout jst squeeled a little lol,and she said oh right is that hw it goes(in a ince cheeky way)buuuut the thing is,for start i feel a bit umm o dnt know,like why didnt mum did it,she always does it,and she went out so is it that she has given stuff for granto do in order for her to spa with friedns the day before my birthday...buuuut also mum always does my cake always always,and its the one thing i find tradiotn.i didnt want to do anything special for this yr and have had a bit of a tough time coming to it,bt the cake is jst the one thing i can remeber and the thing we always have and take time ovr and mum makes the greatest evr.so i cnt help feeling a sickie oh no i will cry if she hasnt made me one feeling,whether thise is stupiudly selfsish or what its what i feel and i wnt be able to hide it.thus making the feeling worse cz hw will mum feel when ibreak down in tears cz she hasnt made me a cake.mmm shit in a word comes to mind.
book is great!!so that occupying me nicely.
lst night keven mclouds live week of shws started,great stuff,hes building his own house,hmm that bit is debatle as im nt sure hw much he has actually done himself bt one is being built on the shw,then theres theres the greatest homes awards,one of which is helped to be chosen by janet street potrter how i love for her loud open mouthed often sarcastcily heheish words,she s gordan ramsays rifht hand women sometimes and shes great with him too!!and so each night a new catorgory of homes is picekd and by the end of the shw we all have voted in(i dnt vote on these thing so sorry)and they have had some good ones so far.also he shw some new techiniques for house,and thatmgiy that went round america trying to onmly, give his money for things like food and petrol to non commercial people,he goes round looking for great homes,lst night he went to a famousman omes in la,this mans home has been in charleis angels and other fils and is as out thereas its owner.then tongith was great!!he went to cansas where this man and his wife had done up a nuclear misile bunker type place,as they went into the house they had to go down on of those tunnels thing,so weird,no light apart from one sun room,they mst be very proud of waht hey created bt even they sad they wouldnt do it again,so are they happy im nt quite sure,they also did a test with a blue peter presenter riding ovr glasss to see hw good this new strength stuff was,and the great thing that was on was the showing of hw treating thatch makes a diffeence,and they shw janet lighting an untreated segmant and kevin a treated,hers went up so quickyl which is scary ass stuff,but his jst lit and stayed that waqy in that little bit for the whole time,good stuff to shw me think and gfood stuff to have too!!my cousin in somerset has a thached cottage and i must ask her whether hers is treated,is has t me frekaed nw.
it is my cousin from the farm chirstening this weekend.i no it will be greatfor them,they are very religous aqnd have great country folk friedns who come and make it all so special and there all so dam lovely there is great!!and little flori(babs getting chirstened)is gonna be great too and she a cutie im sure in her little dress)its also lvely cz my sousin has gfive sisters and they all use these times to get all prettied up toger and they always look devine.of course there one borther looksgood too haha!!
kind of watched shipwrecked this weekedn though nt really giving it,lots of attention so will maybe watch the re-run or seomthing.
of course as i said the soap werent on today cz of bank olday though im sure i saw neighbours at some point bt then nt at its usualy time.hmm.
great british menu new week tongiht,mm my new week anyqy im a week beind on iplayer,its great,the irsih week,and i like both lof thse cehf,one in parituclar bt i cnt decide yet,they did the starter today so there only one meal to choose from so far anyway,the irsh seem to be very home to home proudcing and love home and local prouduce which is great to see there passion for it.
alos caught up on my holby city,oh i love it,there is the on nurse on there that is so out tere overly confident and i cnt deicd whether i like her total blazay and sometimes arrogance and to think hey she enjoys life and thinks shse great or whether she actually annoys me with her chasing the doc with a wife and nt jst chasing him bt having him nw,theres also the black lady doc who is so loud and sarcie i love her,a new character came back today too,and ric looked after his old friend,love rick,also his voice is great, im sure he has voice overed for some nature prgram before,its that kind of voice lol!!(you know what i mean)
and i caught up with eastenders,great stuff dnt no what esle to say cz the sotry line are great,steven and the gay one is particulay interesting and the gay one who is trying to out him is really getting in there to make him come clean with some funnyiness sin there too!!
and i watched the apprentice,this week was making ice cream,trying to help local prouders to bring there produce out there,i thought i had a favourite i the beginning bt there teamendedd up losing bt im nt sure hw cz i though they got the big deal from the others.i was trying to think of flavours i would bring out(tehy had to choose three and then wittle it down to 2.)i would do some thing like a pavolaova or berry type one,then a cheescake and maybe a carael or something like that(in the end i deicded i was shit at deiciding so hats off to them for getting it done lol)there was the toffe apple and berry.and cider and avacado ones,very radom on some bt everone liked em(though one team tested em on two drunk men cz noone came to there tsasting session(a losing point right there)and the lady who eveeony ewas doubting and buggin on eas the manager and i have to say i think she was great,very calm listenedyet came u p with some great ideas and was liked i think.the lady who ws yelled lst week and made to be mamnager as her lst chance at shoiwing she cvould do it,calmed herslef and came through to win so she is back in the game.the girl that went was the women so proud of herself for being second in command oops for her then.
was going to bake a cake for everyone.decide on coffe bt we didn have our special ingredient..campocoffe and so i dint in the end, i was almst going to use the instant coffe way bt didnt wat to test those waters cz it camp in our family for the recipe so it will all it will ever be made with,then i went to swill roll bt in the end i was a wimp and chickend out of all detered by my nt being bale to make the coffe one my confidence went way down lol!!
i have cycle to the shop and back with heavy bags of shopping twice this weekend.are you all rpoudyou should be the bags were so heavy i had to go slower simply becuase the tyres flatten slighty under the pressure lol.
watched bruce willis in ostage,very ood bt good i think.
and finished watching the come dine with ,e celebrity special ending i missed before,and it was entertaineing as evr lol.
oooh and watched the rest of the sister hood of travelling oants and fffff may i say i havent cried at a film like that,with the cancer and bad dads,and jst love or friendship everywhere it was tough stuff,very tough and it is nw my favourite film lol!!all ym fave actresses in there too.like ugly betty lady,the lady out of gossip girl,the lady out of joan of arcada(which also started a new series with her co,ing back from a nut famr trying to hide god in people with it nt quite working anf it greaat,it came back on friday night is playing re-run on saturdays)and the lady out of gilmore girl who is great too and gets togerh with a greece man who she isnt meant sotb with cz of there families,whoi is gorgesoua nd who in the end end up together(didnt yo jst know it lol)oh my wonderufl stuff.these two mst have been in love off set too there was clear passio,its was the greatest movie though seriously i love it!!
i thought today would be awful witing for it to come,especially since it was bank holiday monday cz they drive me insane,they take all the good shit off tv and put movies on that noone really wants to watch,they also shut shops earlier or do things in random times,all in all a very confusing day that is only enjoyable for those at school like my brother cz they have the day off lol.
this weekedn it was another night of swanning away from home for my parents.this weekend they went on a reduced(thanks to a voucher from the paoper)trip to champneys spa.they got a night stay and breakie and use of all the stuff for quite a cheap price(and it was cheap cz they nevr go for this kind of thing)i can jst imagine my dad walking round in his dressing gown lol.at first he was a riht man wth his attitude and dint want to go,he does annoy me when he does this,cz mum clearly anted to o and go with him and htis when said made her face fall,jst suck it up dad and think of ur wife,(men)bt he did go with her in the end,did the good thing and i think he had a good time,to be hones twe havent spoke much since they got back today sooo..
the brother stayed here with me,he went to town bought himself a new top(he has been buying far too many of these me thinks)he has been buying the stuff with his new job money,and i think he is a bit upset nw at buying all the tops and being so nethusiastic with his spending his new job money,coz we have jst found out he hasnt got this new job ne mre cz the paper has closed down,oops.hes nw loojing rund for a new job though to fuel his favourite thing,bying those real nice clothes from republic,nw yes they arent cheap bt feel these buggers and u can see the qaulity and therefore the price.yum yum i could quite literally buy everything in this shop.the softeness,the hoodies,the jeans,and intiricate tps,ooh i say.
we gt on this wekeend too which was great,he got to have himself a pizza for tea and at his way through all the stuff in the cupbaord,moaned of being sick so of course had coke,stupid boy,then he went through another one and did the puppy dog eyes on me to let him finsh(he is usualy aloud only 1 can a day)(though when we have a bottle he seems to think the rule is a whole bottle hmm)the puppy eyes did nt work it was simply the fact it was far less troublejst to let him have it!!he went to bed o.kish too though scard me when i went to chekco n him and he wasnt there,the bugger had gone into the parents day and watched some t.v.oh yes so actually he ddint go to be din good time after all.
i was banished from downstairs tongith though cz mum was maybe doing birthday stuff. nw i hate to say this kind of stuff cz i know hw ungrateful i sound buuuut,i havent seen a cake being made or otherwise,nt even any smells of one being done whilst i have been busy with other stuff.buuuuut gran was talking to me bout it the other day,and she was going on bout fruit cake for birthday cake and marizipan and stuff,and i was like WTF NO GRAN U HAVE A GOOD SPONGE,BUTTERCREAM JAM AND GOOD OLD FONDANT...i didnt shout jst squeeled a little lol,and she said oh right is that hw it goes(in a ince cheeky way)buuuut the thing is,for start i feel a bit umm o dnt know,like why didnt mum did it,she always does it,and she went out so is it that she has given stuff for granto do in order for her to spa with friedns the day before my birthday...buuuut also mum always does my cake always always,and its the one thing i find tradiotn.i didnt want to do anything special for this yr and have had a bit of a tough time coming to it,bt the cake is jst the one thing i can remeber and the thing we always have and take time ovr and mum makes the greatest evr.so i cnt help feeling a sickie oh no i will cry if she hasnt made me one feeling,whether thise is stupiudly selfsish or what its what i feel and i wnt be able to hide it.thus making the feeling worse cz hw will mum feel when ibreak down in tears cz she hasnt made me a cake.mmm shit in a word comes to mind.
book is great!!so that occupying me nicely.
lst night keven mclouds live week of shws started,great stuff,hes building his own house,hmm that bit is debatle as im nt sure hw much he has actually done himself bt one is being built on the shw,then theres theres the greatest homes awards,one of which is helped to be chosen by janet street potrter how i love for her loud open mouthed often sarcastcily heheish words,she s gordan ramsays rifht hand women sometimes and shes great with him too!!and so each night a new catorgory of homes is picekd and by the end of the shw we all have voted in(i dnt vote on these thing so sorry)and they have had some good ones so far.also he shw some new techiniques for house,and thatmgiy that went round america trying to onmly, give his money for things like food and petrol to non commercial people,he goes round looking for great homes,lst night he went to a famousman omes in la,this mans home has been in charleis angels and other fils and is as out thereas its owner.then tongith was great!!he went to cansas where this man and his wife had done up a nuclear misile bunker type place,as they went into the house they had to go down on of those tunnels thing,so weird,no light apart from one sun room,they mst be very proud of waht hey created bt even they sad they wouldnt do it again,so are they happy im nt quite sure,they also did a test with a blue peter presenter riding ovr glasss to see hw good this new strength stuff was,and the great thing that was on was the showing of hw treating thatch makes a diffeence,and they shw janet lighting an untreated segmant and kevin a treated,hers went up so quickyl which is scary ass stuff,but his jst lit and stayed that waqy in that little bit for the whole time,good stuff to shw me think and gfood stuff to have too!!my cousin in somerset has a thached cottage and i must ask her whether hers is treated,is has t me frekaed nw.
it is my cousin from the farm chirstening this weekend.i no it will be greatfor them,they are very religous aqnd have great country folk friedns who come and make it all so special and there all so dam lovely there is great!!and little flori(babs getting chirstened)is gonna be great too and she a cutie im sure in her little dress)its also lvely cz my sousin has gfive sisters and they all use these times to get all prettied up toger and they always look devine.of course there one borther looksgood too haha!!
kind of watched shipwrecked this weekedn though nt really giving it,lots of attention so will maybe watch the re-run or seomthing.
of course as i said the soap werent on today cz of bank olday though im sure i saw neighbours at some point bt then nt at its usualy time.hmm.
great british menu new week tongiht,mm my new week anyqy im a week beind on iplayer,its great,the irsih week,and i like both lof thse cehf,one in parituclar bt i cnt decide yet,they did the starter today so there only one meal to choose from so far anyway,the irsh seem to be very home to home proudcing and love home and local prouduce which is great to see there passion for it.
alos caught up on my holby city,oh i love it,there is the on nurse on there that is so out tere overly confident and i cnt deicd whether i like her total blazay and sometimes arrogance and to think hey she enjoys life and thinks shse great or whether she actually annoys me with her chasing the doc with a wife and nt jst chasing him bt having him nw,theres also the black lady doc who is so loud and sarcie i love her,a new character came back today too,and ric looked after his old friend,love rick,also his voice is great, im sure he has voice overed for some nature prgram before,its that kind of voice lol!!(you know what i mean)
and i caught up with eastenders,great stuff dnt no what esle to say cz the sotry line are great,steven and the gay one is particulay interesting and the gay one who is trying to out him is really getting in there to make him come clean with some funnyiness sin there too!!
and i watched the apprentice,this week was making ice cream,trying to help local prouders to bring there produce out there,i thought i had a favourite i the beginning bt there teamendedd up losing bt im nt sure hw cz i though they got the big deal from the others.i was trying to think of flavours i would bring out(tehy had to choose three and then wittle it down to 2.)i would do some thing like a pavolaova or berry type one,then a cheescake and maybe a carael or something like that(in the end i deicded i was shit at deiciding so hats off to them for getting it done lol)there was the toffe apple and berry.and cider and avacado ones,very radom on some bt everone liked em(though one team tested em on two drunk men cz noone came to there tsasting session(a losing point right there)and the lady who eveeony ewas doubting and buggin on eas the manager and i have to say i think she was great,very calm listenedyet came u p with some great ideas and was liked i think.the lady who ws yelled lst week and made to be mamnager as her lst chance at shoiwing she cvould do it,calmed herslef and came through to win so she is back in the game.the girl that went was the women so proud of herself for being second in command oops for her then.
was going to bake a cake for everyone.decide on coffe bt we didn have our special ingredient..campocoffe and so i dint in the end, i was almst going to use the instant coffe way bt didnt wat to test those waters cz it camp in our family for the recipe so it will all it will ever be made with,then i went to swill roll bt in the end i was a wimp and chickend out of all detered by my nt being bale to make the coffe one my confidence went way down lol!!
i have cycle to the shop and back with heavy bags of shopping twice this weekend.are you all rpoudyou should be the bags were so heavy i had to go slower simply becuase the tyres flatten slighty under the pressure lol.
watched bruce willis in ostage,very ood bt good i think.
and finished watching the come dine with ,e celebrity special ending i missed before,and it was entertaineing as evr lol.
oooh and watched the rest of the sister hood of travelling oants and fffff may i say i havent cried at a film like that,with the cancer and bad dads,and jst love or friendship everywhere it was tough stuff,very tough and it is nw my favourite film lol!!all ym fave actresses in there too.like ugly betty lady,the lady out of gossip girl,the lady out of joan of arcada(which also started a new series with her co,ing back from a nut famr trying to hide god in people with it nt quite working anf it greaat,it came back on friday night is playing re-run on saturdays)and the lady out of gilmore girl who is great too and gets togerh with a greece man who she isnt meant sotb with cz of there families,whoi is gorgesoua nd who in the end end up together(didnt yo jst know it lol)oh my wonderufl stuff.these two mst have been in love off set too there was clear passio,its was the greatest movie though seriously i love it!!
Friday, 2 May 2008
here we go again..
mre writing from someone with nothing in particular to write bout.
missed some good prgrams lst night,do you evr get in one of those moods where u either want to cry or it will make u explode.no jst us insane ones then,o.k dnt mattr either way cz i did lst night and so i couldnt concentrate on any of the thursday loved prgram,like come dine with me,er and gossip girl,pooeey i know and it fustrated me mre cz i cunt watch them so this then made the feeling worse,sheesh humans whatare we made of. bt i can ctach up on all of them so all is o.k.in the end i nuckled down and turned all the lights off aaaaa peace!!
soaps are exciting right nw eh?sam has been found out and is a bit of a twat in she,oh this is in home and away by the way lol.you know real life and that!!,shes been found out cz jack found the letter that the murdered(by her)jonhy left and so he nw knows all,confronted sam and hmm nw she pregant ,strange bt is it true,she a bed egg anyway he needs to leave her and be happy with martha forever.
neighbours is great too,bt you know what tat rachel is a right shitface,she is really getting on my nerves right nw,there spoilt then there her and its like gt me thinking is some teenage tantrums really like this man!!i know i can have my moment bt this,gosh noohaaaaawa way this is too much she needs a good slap(both sides of the face too)
great british menu i have been missing for a few eps bt caught up with glee and watched the judging of the socttish week,they picked the right one in my opinion too.he had some fab ideas and i really like his modern breakie idea,very swish and coool!!
loose women gossip,miss denise is leaving for 6months(shk horror she is one of my favourites)bt she hasher other program waterloo road and so she is doing that,AND she is doing the great wall of china run or walk thing and another walk to for marie curie,its great stuff.i love the shw so much i really do,so what if they go on bout crap and gossip and fluff,so what if they talk bout hating men sometimes,men do bout us too thankyou very much.i like it so there,and others do too cz its gotta be liked to be there and for so long,so la dee da to all the none loose women believers lol!!kelly rowalnd was on the other day too,they do have really good guest on the shw bt miss kelly from america that was a wowish moment me thinks,and she mentioned her new song and i have heard it before nt relaising it was her and i love this one,so it the early hrs of the morning when i was watching the re-run i was dancing round the kitchen to it,very up-beat and very very dance and get cerpy too!!on the same shw was miss geri haliwell prompting her new book of course,she was as honest as you would expect,it mst be hard being in such light allthe time to know waht to say without stuff being sai or watevr,bt she was nice and her book sounds cute too,i do want her to be happy she did say she was bt you can almost see the insecurtiies in the surface of bubbles,maybe im jst being too looie into it bt i dnt knw.being her who wouldnt have stuff they got insecure with,all that is sai bout her and that has been said,soo hmmm.
todays lose women ashley simpson was on too,they are really getting some biggies from america here man!!she has been in england doing chicago though so maybe she is here from that,bt also she has anew song so plugging that could be it too,i first heard her song though when she was on pual o'grady ooooh no channel 4 and 3 that very uptie with our state of tv nw and who should be on what channel and no other lol!!i didnt like her song i have to say it,bt hearing it again today i did kinda get into it.that always the way with tune though isnt it,bt im in debate in my head all the same,undecided.she is also showing her engagemnt ring(or should i say rock)cz she is married to fall out boy man pete hhhhh!!
i have gotten back into the paul o grady shw too,gosh why didnt i watch him from the start,i think with the new times of neighbours and stuff it confused my timing for a while so i have been only cathing him here and there,why did i do this,bt nw me and him are back on track and in love again,hehe i dnt think there is anyone mre weird than me on the planet lol.phil and ferm(my best loved celb couple)were on his shw too and they are fantastic and lovely always anyway bt with paul(mr funnyman)it was jst great!!they did this quiz thing where one went blidnfolded(and under a permer for xtra measure)whilst the other answered question like:where would phil be touching fern with when they first woke up(haha dsome funny looks and almost answers here.and for phil ones like what does ferms mother remind him of animal wise(bt ferm went on to answer hw much they along anyway)gawsh cd they be anymre sickeningly perfect for eacohter.did they get together ages ago through an affair though when she was on ready steady cook?hmm that bit hypo of me and my issues with mairriage isnt it,eh who can say there situ it was decades ago eh what can i say!!
the other day there was the shw bout the mcanns and it being a yr since little maddie went missing,i have to say i am glad i watched it and im glad i slapped myself whilst watching it,why heres why...i have nvr been against them bt the thing is i have nvr been as worried for them either,and nealry all the way through this prgram i sat with tears,cz i realised hw much evertone else mainly media had influenced me, nw i have nvr been one to think they did it or ought like that the only thing i said as i've said before is that i didnt agree with leaving the kids.bt i was nevr feeling for them loike you should.and as i sat there and watched these two parents in total misery bout there lives and what had happened to them gosh i melted and you can jst see these poor people,they have lst everything to them,yes they have lives and two kids they love mre than anything bt its jst mre of a living nw they have lost there little girl and part of them has been lst too,and nt knowing who has her or if anyone has her anymore is clearly wripping them and there world apart,and i nvr saw this before,i dkinda did bt nt enough,and i jst got wrapped in all the storeis all the hype all of waht they did or could have done,and it numbed me to them,nt to what happend i often have cried since it all happened bt i have nvr felt the way i should for those poor parents. i tell you though if in the future it evr comes out that they did have anything to do with it then i will lose my beleif in humanity forevr lol!!
its my birthday nxt week and i have had no idea what to do with myself or even waht to get,this hasnt been helful for my mum really has it?and she has offered to take me for shws and stuff like that too.bt i have felt wuite rude when saying no.my reason being cz i wanted to do something with us all cz if we went to shw only two would be able,so yes i am horrid arent i for saying no bt it was for good reasons i swear.
bt she has kept at me,havent seen any cake making stuff and i have to have a fondant cake very yr man!!since birth this has been happenign and i will have to have it done no mattr hw old i am.
then today i said why dnt we fgo to sis in uni and take her out with us for a meal and a movie,maybe when the new indie movie come sout!!so then it means i could see her she too bsy stdying t come right nw,final yr,understandble.and then she said or we could go to paris.this came from a convo we were having cz i was saying 'cz is going to paris for her uni this yr,hw shall we cope' and then she said lets go there,on the plane or tunnel as part of ur birthday, i smiled with the sun on my face(ealry morning sun as she was putting out the pegs and i was nxt to her therefore sun on my face.hehe)so we might be doing that.i have wanted to go for so long nw,we keep missing on annual france visit,which is usually to the loire,oooh cnt talk bout it makes me tear up lol,bt a trip to paries has been a want too,and nw we might be doing it yay.mum ur the best i dnt say it enough,i might on here bt i should say it mre to ur face(u see why im doing it here again and nt to ur face.hehe)
ooh liking an act from the brtiains got talent shw,i dnt watch it,bt i saw this on gmtv(great shw man)and its a micheal jackson type shw man doing allthis kinda dancing(he classi)then this indian sweeper come son and you can tell everyone like shit get him off,and then they both start doing bollywood dancing together.its f ing fantatstic and should win,somehw i doubt it will i think we will fall for the stories behind the acts things again,bt this one should win,bt we'll see eh!!
chrsi moyles podcast...love it,was v funny today,delivered cake to terry wogan for good ratings lol,alad was on his phone as he tried to get into the ever so kept in secret art of the building where he does his shw lol!!then terry thanked him on air lol,cool!! he also talked bout getting ratings up and he would go naked if they gt to ceritan maount on facebook friends,hahaha!!and bout one of his assisantt wedding.there like a little fmaily it great cz there all so chuffed for her!!then bout piercing which chris said was hcavvy if yonukids had them,shit i agreed and was wetting myself as he went on bout it,bt come on having a pierced baby ears,where is the need.sorry.sorry.
theres that stroy bout that man that kept hisdaughter in hiding in the cellar abusing making children with her,disgusting to the point i simply cnt talk bout it.
james patterson book going great.
GORDAN RAMSEYS F WORD IS BACK.F ING YAY,AND HIS ADVERT MAKES ME LUAGH OUT LOUD EVERY DAM TIME,HES CLASSIC AND GOT SUCH HUMOUR IN HIS TIMING.GAWSH I LOVE THAT MAN.
soap awards this weekend and they have all been on this moroing trying to get people to vote,doing quizzes and stuff.very funny theres actors are.like karl from emmerdale and all of them seem up for a laugh.liking it!!
jon barraman has been presenting this morning and he so good,has his trousers down at one point shwin those skimpy hold in tights he was tsting.hmm wonder hw many in email they had bout taht,get ovr it is all ican say,no he been good though ver senstive with some of there inner depth topics they have on,and great with fernie,though noone will beat her due act with phil.
incoming terry wogan with his yrly prgram is back in a few weeks,i have seen some of the acts and they are as funy as evr!!we wnt win of course and our man act isnt partculaly fab to be honest,bt hw can people out themslef up to do it when they no we wnt win or will or maybe rediculed for doing it lol!!
gladiotor is back.we cnt watchi it cz of no sky,hw crap is that.kistry the presenter was laughing along with chirs on his pdocasst with the hoosiers and she was able to take and give back to chris humour which was great!!
OOOH RUDE INTERUPTION TO SAY SHITTING HELL BANK HOLIDAY MEANS TELE CHANGES.FOR GOOGNESS SAKE JST LEAVE THEM AS THEY ARE WHY DO WENEED TO CHANGE THE TIMETABLE FOR OUR TVS FOR THIS DAY.DONT GET IT.DNT LIKE IT.
ben fogel new extreme dreams shw is back,this man does like tp put himself in situations eh!!
missed some good prgrams lst night,do you evr get in one of those moods where u either want to cry or it will make u explode.no jst us insane ones then,o.k dnt mattr either way cz i did lst night and so i couldnt concentrate on any of the thursday loved prgram,like come dine with me,er and gossip girl,pooeey i know and it fustrated me mre cz i cunt watch them so this then made the feeling worse,sheesh humans whatare we made of. bt i can ctach up on all of them so all is o.k.in the end i nuckled down and turned all the lights off aaaaa peace!!
soaps are exciting right nw eh?sam has been found out and is a bit of a twat in she,oh this is in home and away by the way lol.you know real life and that!!,shes been found out cz jack found the letter that the murdered(by her)jonhy left and so he nw knows all,confronted sam and hmm nw she pregant ,strange bt is it true,she a bed egg anyway he needs to leave her and be happy with martha forever.
neighbours is great too,bt you know what tat rachel is a right shitface,she is really getting on my nerves right nw,there spoilt then there her and its like gt me thinking is some teenage tantrums really like this man!!i know i can have my moment bt this,gosh noohaaaaawa way this is too much she needs a good slap(both sides of the face too)
great british menu i have been missing for a few eps bt caught up with glee and watched the judging of the socttish week,they picked the right one in my opinion too.he had some fab ideas and i really like his modern breakie idea,very swish and coool!!
loose women gossip,miss denise is leaving for 6months(shk horror she is one of my favourites)bt she hasher other program waterloo road and so she is doing that,AND she is doing the great wall of china run or walk thing and another walk to for marie curie,its great stuff.i love the shw so much i really do,so what if they go on bout crap and gossip and fluff,so what if they talk bout hating men sometimes,men do bout us too thankyou very much.i like it so there,and others do too cz its gotta be liked to be there and for so long,so la dee da to all the none loose women believers lol!!kelly rowalnd was on the other day too,they do have really good guest on the shw bt miss kelly from america that was a wowish moment me thinks,and she mentioned her new song and i have heard it before nt relaising it was her and i love this one,so it the early hrs of the morning when i was watching the re-run i was dancing round the kitchen to it,very up-beat and very very dance and get cerpy too!!on the same shw was miss geri haliwell prompting her new book of course,she was as honest as you would expect,it mst be hard being in such light allthe time to know waht to say without stuff being sai or watevr,bt she was nice and her book sounds cute too,i do want her to be happy she did say she was bt you can almost see the insecurtiies in the surface of bubbles,maybe im jst being too looie into it bt i dnt knw.being her who wouldnt have stuff they got insecure with,all that is sai bout her and that has been said,soo hmmm.
todays lose women ashley simpson was on too,they are really getting some biggies from america here man!!she has been in england doing chicago though so maybe she is here from that,bt also she has anew song so plugging that could be it too,i first heard her song though when she was on pual o'grady ooooh no channel 4 and 3 that very uptie with our state of tv nw and who should be on what channel and no other lol!!i didnt like her song i have to say it,bt hearing it again today i did kinda get into it.that always the way with tune though isnt it,bt im in debate in my head all the same,undecided.she is also showing her engagemnt ring(or should i say rock)cz she is married to fall out boy man pete hhhhh!!
i have gotten back into the paul o grady shw too,gosh why didnt i watch him from the start,i think with the new times of neighbours and stuff it confused my timing for a while so i have been only cathing him here and there,why did i do this,bt nw me and him are back on track and in love again,hehe i dnt think there is anyone mre weird than me on the planet lol.phil and ferm(my best loved celb couple)were on his shw too and they are fantastic and lovely always anyway bt with paul(mr funnyman)it was jst great!!they did this quiz thing where one went blidnfolded(and under a permer for xtra measure)whilst the other answered question like:where would phil be touching fern with when they first woke up(haha dsome funny looks and almost answers here.and for phil ones like what does ferms mother remind him of animal wise(bt ferm went on to answer hw much they along anyway)gawsh cd they be anymre sickeningly perfect for eacohter.did they get together ages ago through an affair though when she was on ready steady cook?hmm that bit hypo of me and my issues with mairriage isnt it,eh who can say there situ it was decades ago eh what can i say!!
the other day there was the shw bout the mcanns and it being a yr since little maddie went missing,i have to say i am glad i watched it and im glad i slapped myself whilst watching it,why heres why...i have nvr been against them bt the thing is i have nvr been as worried for them either,and nealry all the way through this prgram i sat with tears,cz i realised hw much evertone else mainly media had influenced me, nw i have nvr been one to think they did it or ought like that the only thing i said as i've said before is that i didnt agree with leaving the kids.bt i was nevr feeling for them loike you should.and as i sat there and watched these two parents in total misery bout there lives and what had happened to them gosh i melted and you can jst see these poor people,they have lst everything to them,yes they have lives and two kids they love mre than anything bt its jst mre of a living nw they have lost there little girl and part of them has been lst too,and nt knowing who has her or if anyone has her anymore is clearly wripping them and there world apart,and i nvr saw this before,i dkinda did bt nt enough,and i jst got wrapped in all the storeis all the hype all of waht they did or could have done,and it numbed me to them,nt to what happend i often have cried since it all happened bt i have nvr felt the way i should for those poor parents. i tell you though if in the future it evr comes out that they did have anything to do with it then i will lose my beleif in humanity forevr lol!!
its my birthday nxt week and i have had no idea what to do with myself or even waht to get,this hasnt been helful for my mum really has it?and she has offered to take me for shws and stuff like that too.bt i have felt wuite rude when saying no.my reason being cz i wanted to do something with us all cz if we went to shw only two would be able,so yes i am horrid arent i for saying no bt it was for good reasons i swear.
bt she has kept at me,havent seen any cake making stuff and i have to have a fondant cake very yr man!!since birth this has been happenign and i will have to have it done no mattr hw old i am.
then today i said why dnt we fgo to sis in uni and take her out with us for a meal and a movie,maybe when the new indie movie come sout!!so then it means i could see her she too bsy stdying t come right nw,final yr,understandble.and then she said or we could go to paris.this came from a convo we were having cz i was saying 'cz is going to paris for her uni this yr,hw shall we cope' and then she said lets go there,on the plane or tunnel as part of ur birthday, i smiled with the sun on my face(ealry morning sun as she was putting out the pegs and i was nxt to her therefore sun on my face.hehe)so we might be doing that.i have wanted to go for so long nw,we keep missing on annual france visit,which is usually to the loire,oooh cnt talk bout it makes me tear up lol,bt a trip to paries has been a want too,and nw we might be doing it yay.mum ur the best i dnt say it enough,i might on here bt i should say it mre to ur face(u see why im doing it here again and nt to ur face.hehe)
ooh liking an act from the brtiains got talent shw,i dnt watch it,bt i saw this on gmtv(great shw man)and its a micheal jackson type shw man doing allthis kinda dancing(he classi)then this indian sweeper come son and you can tell everyone like shit get him off,and then they both start doing bollywood dancing together.its f ing fantatstic and should win,somehw i doubt it will i think we will fall for the stories behind the acts things again,bt this one should win,bt we'll see eh!!
chrsi moyles podcast...love it,was v funny today,delivered cake to terry wogan for good ratings lol,alad was on his phone as he tried to get into the ever so kept in secret art of the building where he does his shw lol!!then terry thanked him on air lol,cool!! he also talked bout getting ratings up and he would go naked if they gt to ceritan maount on facebook friends,hahaha!!and bout one of his assisantt wedding.there like a little fmaily it great cz there all so chuffed for her!!then bout piercing which chris said was hcavvy if yonukids had them,shit i agreed and was wetting myself as he went on bout it,bt come on having a pierced baby ears,where is the need.sorry.sorry.
theres that stroy bout that man that kept hisdaughter in hiding in the cellar abusing making children with her,disgusting to the point i simply cnt talk bout it.
james patterson book going great.
GORDAN RAMSEYS F WORD IS BACK.F ING YAY,AND HIS ADVERT MAKES ME LUAGH OUT LOUD EVERY DAM TIME,HES CLASSIC AND GOT SUCH HUMOUR IN HIS TIMING.GAWSH I LOVE THAT MAN.
soap awards this weekend and they have all been on this moroing trying to get people to vote,doing quizzes and stuff.very funny theres actors are.like karl from emmerdale and all of them seem up for a laugh.liking it!!
jon barraman has been presenting this morning and he so good,has his trousers down at one point shwin those skimpy hold in tights he was tsting.hmm wonder hw many in email they had bout taht,get ovr it is all ican say,no he been good though ver senstive with some of there inner depth topics they have on,and great with fernie,though noone will beat her due act with phil.
incoming terry wogan with his yrly prgram is back in a few weeks,i have seen some of the acts and they are as funy as evr!!we wnt win of course and our man act isnt partculaly fab to be honest,bt hw can people out themslef up to do it when they no we wnt win or will or maybe rediculed for doing it lol!!
gladiotor is back.we cnt watchi it cz of no sky,hw crap is that.kistry the presenter was laughing along with chirs on his pdocasst with the hoosiers and she was able to take and give back to chris humour which was great!!
OOOH RUDE INTERUPTION TO SAY SHITTING HELL BANK HOLIDAY MEANS TELE CHANGES.FOR GOOGNESS SAKE JST LEAVE THEM AS THEY ARE WHY DO WENEED TO CHANGE THE TIMETABLE FOR OUR TVS FOR THIS DAY.DONT GET IT.DNT LIKE IT.
ben fogel new extreme dreams shw is back,this man does like tp put himself in situations eh!!
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