bits and bobs..

loose women have a new panelist that lady from the x-factor who made jaws drop on the shw when it mentioned she used to date brad pitt,sunita i think is her name,i have only seen on with her in it so i cnt comment bt she seemed cool,im worried though why have they brought her in,my tv snesing ears have pronged into action and im scared is she there to replace someone,like carol hhh no,or colllen hhh no!!they cnt can they,they wouldnt do it to me would they.

currently in the news is the issue on smackin.and the story hw to parents gt tunred down from fosering a child cz they siad they did sometimes smack there own child,this automatically stops them from being able to foster a child.nw i dnt kno where i am on this,to be hones ti cnt begin to understand whats its like to need to decipline a child, i dnt think anyone who hasnt had children can really really commment on this,because hweni think of being so out of my mind if a child isnt behaving,nt wanting to smack to punish though bt for dicpline i jst dnt know.ecause the thing is i want to say no non nononon,i dnt beleive in it and i nvr would cz that is what i do say,bt as i sed i dnt know whats it like i jst dnt know,bt what i did find interesting is hw can we do it,somewhere it mentioned what would you do with some who is old and does something stupid like walking into a road like a child might do and then you smack em,hw do we nt do it to the elder person,and this brought into my mind the power issue we do it to the cild cz we can cz we have mre pwoer we're older and biigger and you know stronger than them so we do to them what we wouldnt dream of to be people our age or older,so why is it different.that confused me so much especially coz i want to say smacking hmm you have to see,coz would it be different if it was to dicipline like i hate hate hate the fact that its done out of anger which it mst be,cz its when people at thee end have to shw the child something right then and there,so its lashing out right,in pwoer and anger,thats what i dnt like.and so im very confsued.
one thing i do no though is that i can completely understand the nspca and such people thoughts when they say the people couldnt foster,i know of people who get scared when u raise ur eyebrows nevr mind a simple tap at them becasue of what they have seen and had happen to them in care and or what made them into care in the firs tplace,we cnt imagine what they've ben through so to go to a place whether a tap,smakc or whatever they want to call it is around i think is nt right.and so hw cn you go on to say we would treat them differently, this then spring into my mind hw its almost hightlighting the wrongness that could be in doing it i nthe first place.hmm mind hurt mst stop thinking.

also in the news is bout hw madeline said why did he parents nt come when she cried the night before she dissappeared,nw im nt going to go into hw uncaring they mst be cz if what she sed,it happens and all the people that seem to be moaning bout it nw its almst jst for gossip or jst something to get at them for cz im sure other parent shave had comment like this before,and i dnt agree with from the begning that fact that the kiddies were left in the first place i would hate stepping nxt door nvr mind where they did go away from them,bt neither am i them and they know hw they want to e so i can nt think them wrong for my either paranoia or whatever that would make me stay with them.it also did bring a chill cz i did think before i read that others thought it too,'what made them cry then'i jst thought it sounded fishy thats all like something was up with the maddie and she was trying to say it or seomthing,you see im reading so far into it and i hate doing it cz i simply dnt know nothing.

and a moan of moan,hw prey tell me do you get the us these days,it was my first bus in soo long and i was al ready,downloaded the times cz im silly and get scared and need to plan it all,and so i was at the stop knowing what i was doign adn what time it would come,and sure enough there it was,nw i oftenmoan bout the common politness where we live,bt this is jst weird wrong and crap isnt it,when i am at the stop and the man goes by,nw there was no way i could nt be sen cz he looked right at me and even slowed,so why go on.me oooooh sooo pissed at him,do you nw have to do something different should i need to stick my arm out like i did on the way back,what the..im at the f*cking bus stop ring any bells of youtr job asswhole...few aaaaaa feel ok nw thanks computer lol!!.