Friday 23 May 2008

its her birhtday!!

my mothers yes my mothers birthday and i havent got her anything yet.its nst week and im scared,wanted to get her soemthing greaat and she wnt give me any clues!!dammmmm.

dnt worry..nt that u r...

....im nt having one of those anti mojo in the blog department moments.im simply dunno nt bin blogging lots of late.i cnt say its because im rushed off my feet with work,kids or men either,im jst simply on a aaa maybelater bt nt cz im cnt be bothered point.make sense,hmmm no bt i no what i mean.

lots of things have happened out there in the world.the silence for all those poor souls we lst in the landlsides and disaster across the ocean.the guy off the kiddies tv program,mark had mre stories printed bout him and hw he died.poor man tried with his belt to hang himself then did it with shoelaces,he had planeed to meet his therapist bt there ays had gotten mixed so he dint,and the police had stopeed him for mintues and minutes bt he would nt take there help.there were so many obsticles for his life to be saved those days,its so awful,e was one determined guy bt for all the wrong dam things. a gy with the mental age of 11 was taken ovr it is thought by terrorist people and he blew up a family restaurant.its so dam awful these terrible things happening jst down the road.its head hurting jst thinking bout it.a bomb.blowing things up,in order to kill and destroy.

i've finshed my book,it was fantastic and i suggest to all reading as many james patterson books as u can get ur hands on,im currently searchihng the web to be bale to watch the series of his books that came to the american screen.

got my new food mag,delicious this time.i love this mag,its so imformative and the way it writeen is jst fab.i like i like.
soaps come on what mre can i say there great we all no that already.

my dad has been on a business trip to america,hmm business trip i sometimes wonder bout since hes in las vegas.hes been away for a week and is coming home in a few mins in his little hire car jet lag and probably the need for the newly bought bottled of red mum bought him.and she giving him a good roast chicken,all the trimming and the pudding i whipped up lst night.

i started a new book.after a good few hrs of searching for books the other night(mum owed me)i found some by an author i have nvr heard of,it was lucky cz i was lokingat another author and it did that if you like this u might like this list,good on modern oeioke and there modern deas in selling there books lol.and i read all her book blurbs and put all of them in the amazon wishlist lol,bt weened it dwn to this one 'my sisters keeper' bot a girl that was concieved to give practically any of herself to her cancer ridden sister,im only a few pages in and i have already been reduced to tears,heart pangs and laughter.its often the eay isnt it that with the saddest books you have the mst dryest of humours from the characters.she is nw suign her paretns for the right to her body,at jst thirteen yrs old this will mean the death of her sister,bt if she dsnt take this step would it mean the death of herself,ouch such a brave sotry and my new found author writes it beautoifully and i cnt eait tto continue and read her ohters.
i also bought hardback(yes i wnt go through my issues with hardback and there stabbing corner again)i bought one of my favourtie authors newest ventrues,'this charming man'bout a man who everyone loves andmany friends and relatives that are intwined with his life.im excited to read this one too.
i hnbw have a few books on my shelf ready to pick from,one i keep wanting to read bt there seomthing in me that hasnt quite got the educative head on me that is requirs,and of course one is karin slaughter who i almost read nw bt im glad i waited,as excitemnt for her novels is bst served with lotsof wait!!

so to the tea that there hving tongith,i will be adding to it with there dessert as i said before.i was wanering down the light off darkened stairs lst night thinking i need to do something i need to occupy myself in something,and i came across a recipe from one of my favourite blogs(whos is beyond words of a bootiful cook,and post amazingly written stoties to go with them)and i found this one,i have been wanting to try shortbread for a while.its one of my mums faves and so i keep wimping out cz i dnt want her to compare it and nt like it,like i have done with my dads request for cincamon bunslol.
so ithought hey this mentions it taste being similar bt it has the difference of almonds and jam,come on lets give it a go i thought,so down i ran into the kitchen with the lights flickering on as i rummaged in cupbards and fridge for all the ingredients.and then off i went,missing kneeding and cooking,haha if only it was that simple,for one i actually relaised when i came down hw tired i was and so i misse dout the chilling in the fridge bit,i no i no dam silly girl i am and by no means showing my cheffing patience i so want,bt come on its the wee hrs of the moring,i spent it baking so that some borwny cheffy points,and i dnt think i rolled it out thin enough so it was bit doughie in the cnetre so i cut it in segments and keept cooking,in the end mum liked it jst said it might need some custard as i came out bit dryer in the cooked places.yes i am slightly disheartenedthe the need of goo to help oit go down,bt she said it was really nice.and all in all im kinda proud cz i have nevr made anyhitng like this at all,and i did it jst like that with no umms and rrr and no i cnt.and i did it and ran through the things i could do to rescue it and id it too,some part of me thinks maybe i wa sin that tired nt wuite aware state so i jst did things in motion wihtout being able to think things through and panic anyway lol!!

and i found a jumper my dad bought me back from america lst time.i hae been searching for this dam thing for ages,its grey hoodie and from disney.and i love it!!guess where it was.hehe in the ummmmm should i say it,oh who reads this blog anyway,it was in my bag from lst yr that i took to my cousins babies christneing,shocking,its nt moully or damp though.so mmm lovely and warmth in a grey hoodies. by the way i have a obsession with hoddies or jumpers,nt the fitted grilie ones bt big oild bi surfer dued type hoodies.yum.wanted dad to gt me one this time,bt the poor man has been slates so many times with his presents he gets so stressed getting them so i dint bother asking.and i was too late i thin to make him search the shops.arnet i nice,no i probalby dint want to make up a happy face when he brought me back something clealry only a aged dad could buy his daughter!!

Saturday 17 May 2008

oooh nt much again...

so the weather finally cracked.its nt particulaly awful,there has beeen the odd drizzle here and there bt its jst grayer and the lovely sunshine isnt really wanteing to shw its head much.
nt much has been happening,my mum gave the pops a new hair cut it has to be one of the shortest evr lol!!he sits there on the stool in the middle of our wooden floor and she gives him a full cut,kinda gross bt u get used to it.this was actually hw the sis's bf met my parents lol he walked up the garden path to see my dad,on his stool with his top off.rather gross for him me thinks bt it mean nt much could shock him in our family aftere that right.hehe!!

i watched sex in the city replays and actually found them o.k.i was a bit iffed off by all this hype ovr the movie,i mean i find the prgram pleasant enough,bt it seemed like this prgram was sacred.bt after seeing the movoie special is actually found myself wanting to see it.wasnt sure of sjp hat slash plant thing on her head though.

brokeback mountain is on channel 4 tomoz,i think i wnt to see it and it isnt im against gay cz shit im nt ill argue with anyone bout it if they get all homophobic,bt its simply passion and asex in movies that i dnt like to watch lol,bt i really want to see the movie so i dnt no what to do man!!dilemas in life eh?

i keep seeing bout that disater ovr the seas and i keep seeing all thjose people and kids being saved from under rubble and stuff,i wish there was something i could do bout it.like isnt there something i can do,i know there isnt,i mean yes maybe i cuold go and get on a plane and help out there,you nevr know,bt i wntbve doing that will i!!and i could try and donate bt i jst dnt know it always seems like ther eis something mre i could or should be doing.it so horrible when u hear what the death toll is up to and u jst think shit that many pepole are ded hw can that even be possible.jst like that pusssh that many people gone from our planet,its nt fair it jst isnt.

been reading through my olive magaiznes and my good foods.gosh i love em,getting some goodhints and tips too,they jst get bettr and bettr man.
my mums gardeing is going great,she is really in her element with it all,our garden looks so pretty too,like bettr when the sun was shining on it bt nevr mind eh.the lawn is lovely and neatly moad the flowers she has planted are bootfiul too,we even have some features around too.and her veggies are so good,we have strawberries coming and little spring onion peeping nicely out of the the soil,salad leave and where she has her mian garden at me grans(mre room and a gran to give tlc)i hear it even bettr,she is beaming.walking round woith her red watering can and ovr to her greenhouse(mini lol)looking at all the other stuff,im proud of her too and it smells like a good season for homegrown proudce me thinks.
i've even started on a bit of a green mission myself,nw im nt saying im going all eco,cz lets face it its me here,bt im trying to do all i can,im tunring stuff out lots,lights off when i dnt need them and all that stuff,im recycling lots of stuff i used to jst toss wihtout thinking.im wrapping up leftovr veggies and things like that and putting them in the special bin,boiling kettle instead of pan.(also quickr lol!!)i think its good,others who do much mre would think its pppppoorand i should do mre bt for me it great and im proud.gonna try out composting me thinks too,going to look at the website for it in a min in fact.
soaps going great,found out some stuff at digital spy(great website)like ronny and having a child at 14(gt to catch up with eastneders so im up to date on all that sotry line)i love chrsitian in eastneders he has to be the best maqn i've evr seen in a gay character,he does such juistice and is sensitve with it.
my books nealry ovr and im nw getting to that panicky stage where i dnt lnw which to read nxt,im think my karin slaughter book,bt part of me doesnt want to read it cz she hasnt bough out antoher one yet so i wnt have back up for another instalment straight after lol,bt i do want to read my uite factual one bt its getting myslef in the mood.mum did mention on my birthday hw she owed me a book or two so hmmm thinking on that one eh!!
i offered to buy my sis her ball gown for her 21st,and nw she has found a whole new dress for jst a nice dress to own,get her lol.as lng as she will treasusre and love it i dnt care lol.its coming though nw mum and dad have jst booked her and her bf a trip to venace man.shit!!my mum is nw regretting nt hinting at the bf to pay for himself,she too polite that women and nw will threat ovr it.silly.and i think she will jst have her own doo for it bt mum wants to invite family down all the sam for a little get together,she had wanted to do a bg bash with friends and family all bout with a nice tea party type theme with tables and buffet and cakes and band music and gazebos and stuff,i think she was so oexcited by doing it she nevr picked up on the sis's wish for her be bale to do he rown thing.i mean every mum wants to pull off a big party dnt they,and i hated,like i felt sick when sis told her and mums face jst kinda did that parent falling type face.ouch.shell do soemthing though oh dnt yoyu worry lol.bless our mum!!
i also founf out some gossip that happens in des.houswives,me nt happy i cme across this spoiler though.

Tuesday 13 May 2008

is it the reason..

climate change,is it global wamring the reason behind all these earhtqakes and other desasters.i have jst seen the latest distaster across the waters and its awful.

its got to be summer...

...the birds are at it already and it s only 4am.

eh see this..

..tongiht with trevor mcdonald did o thing on the cst of food and this family had gone up so much in what the spend,then of course the ceheffy man shwed them hw to spend less,bt it jst went to shw hw much we are having to spend nowadays it silly.oops slight rant sorry bt it wasnt too bad was it!!

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sorry bt i didnt rate madnona on radio ones big weekedna dna pparently others dint either.she was a bit of a diva so i have heard and swore and so the presenters had to apoiloigze.oops.